上海很繁华,有时又让人感到漂泊的感觉,在高楼之中,在人潮里让人感到自己特别渺小。
t0 {. b8 x' M) w( ?0 l走的前一天,我去了外婆家,看了她老人家,还给了她一点钱,外婆特别高兴,但找女朋友的事没给我再提了。 ! x" x- J& Y& b1 f; y: n. H
临回美国的前一天,我和DAVID在外面和朋友们吃了饭,那天DAVID穿了一件黑色紧身的背心,牛仔短裤,一头长长的金发,真是帅呆了,大家很开心,饭后DAVID对我说:
, m* i+ m+ t7 a' r( B- ?“我希望你的朋友们喜欢我。” ) h) K% k, h# V
“他们喜欢你啊!” 1 u" Q! g/ P1 V
回到酒店,我给爸妈打了电话,我们相互寒暄了几句,我妈告诉我我姐姐明天会去送我,她会在浦东机场等我们。
4 d8 X* H9 Y- V) K U. O" c$ b! u: |5 y放下电话,我一下感到很伤感,一个人靠在床上发呆,DAVID光着上身,走近我,我一下抱住他,把他楼在怀中。
" |, i' W3 o' E! x; T “我会失去你吗?”我问DAVID。
- N+ s" }, ?& B- Q7 |" D “no”
( |2 D+ U5 L* [4 f' D“I am sad and sentimental ”
, H5 M9 g* F0 s; G“ sentimental just means you think a lot about the past memories,
" x" K+ ^5 _& p5 m# Git doesnt mean you are sad, you can be sentimental AND happy, 4 F$ _5 X8 x: a, t; N' f
i hate it when people are always sad...it makes me want to be sad”DAVID一本正经地和我说:“you say you are not happy, you are sentimental?”
: ?9 c# h f( _! k“yes baby ” + e: S/ O- h: ], b3 l6 H o+ {/ I
“but those are not opposite feelings, you can be both” 8 f8 V- c' u. T9 k; s5 E$ P# Q* ~1 l# `
“I am worrying about you might not love me any more in future ”我说。 , J1 N* _) \6 o( i5 H+ q
“why do you worry about that? i do love you i just want you to be happy ,7 O9 X- u& L1 a. H/ x4 K
dont be sad and serious all the time you need to laugh and have fun ,
+ P, U" f/ b4 R+ `and love life, i worry that you might not love me anymore someday also ,9 }, @* q0 B* r* v
but i try not to think about it a lot, because you like me now ,
7 W% @! `# I6 u% I5 @0 P E, I# n so we should enjoy it in the present time” ( s; ^5 u7 b& @9 m/ y
“sometimes you think to much” DAVID 抱住我说:“just be like " wu wei" ,Tao-te Ching ,dont try to make things happen, just let them happen naturally ”
* R6 U7 n; [3 q: {, q# k) q# S2 W“WHAT?道德经?”我笑起来了,用嘴堵住他的嘴,“我不想‘无为’,我想‘为’” 7 _' |) `" {6 L4 B# _
我看见了他长满胸毛的结实胸膛,他穿着紧紧的白色内裤,露出两条毛茸茸的长腿,我抚摩着他结实的胸膛, 慢慢地除去了他的内裤,啊,又见到了他熟悉的身体!我吻过他的脖子,用牙齿轻轻咬他藏在胸毛里的乳头,他叹了一口气,我继续向下,吻到了他平坦的小腹,一口咬住他的JJ,一手去摸他的PP,用手指伸进他的菊花中。。。。那夜我们更多地是沉醉在亲吻里,他不停地吻着我,吮吸我,没有语言,亲吻就是我们最好的语言。 * d7 L3 L9 Q5 z; f( a" z* s- H
第二天,我们叫了辆TAXI去了机场,在那里见到了姐姐,姐姐拿出了点吃的,
( L' j) B: @: d$ m/ m+ y( \ “这是妈妈给你们做得早餐,有粥,还有蛋饼,面包 和酸奶,到美国后给我们来个电话,一路上小心。”
( s" j+ R$ r& {+ W: q 拿到这些吃的,感到很温暖,我给了姐姐一点钱,并托她给爸妈一点钱,送走了姐姐,
% H0 x$ v/ ]& D4 \+ e' G. D E+ K6 N4 k我们等了不多久,登上了飞往美国的航班。 |