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本帖最后由 lovingshane 于 2011-12-28 22:55 编辑
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Dear Spencer ,
M( q3 D1 q8 C" n9 }6 | I am your chinese fan ,and I love u very much ! Please take care of yourself !* t0 V# Y3 y* e" E- P
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( V0 F# N0 S2 G) Y9 X1 ]' u) aThank you! Excuse my lack of knowledge, but I assumed gay porn or any porn wouldn't even be accessible in China. It's nice to know I reached you all the way over there. Where exactly are you from--Just curious. Will use google maps to find you!( D* M8 ]' J: Q2 ^
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Spence
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Hello Spencer,# E* l6 R& W# K, ^% ^
Thank u for replying my e-mail !" `4 N( N& e( D" y
I'm so exciting ,U know ,For me,U r a super star. b) w) ]* P' m* O. k4 E% w
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8 Y( {$ A- _- G5 Q, P. V$ E( dI'm 26.I'm gay , and all over the world know China is a feudal state ,not open as USA .
8 V8 K+ ~, K' F/ T6 R/ OMy parents & friends don't know that I am gay.I couldn't tell anyone of them. L* h* s8 x6 F/ G4 o& B- ^
If people know U are gay ,my parents will be very sad and my friends+ v) Y( `6 _/ P- N3 Y
will laugh at me .I don't want to lost them.- C: V6 p9 @0 b6 y- O" G* F% g
It is so hard to find someone that u love .
' a/ _- U$ S; r0 q& }2 k, ~6 VUnder the social pressure,maybe in the future I will get married.But I think I will destroy the rest of girl's life .So I am really confused.# y: U- U; l- D, ]9 `3 X9 v4 ~. I* k% i
I have no idea.Can U tell me what I should do in the future ?
' ]9 x4 L0 Y+ l2 IU are very curious about how I know u?7 Q( {7 @9 r$ w7 G6 G
To be honest.I download a few gay porn movies from Internet.And I understand it is violate the law in USA.& E- d. c7 i, Q( H7 f: o* d
U are a very handsome man. U have talent. And I love U !0 G3 q2 v3 r) @0 `8 O" u
I almost lost my heart When I heard that u had HIV.: M0 N, H% {) B# r! ]" X3 k5 X$ s
I wish you good health ! Please take care of yourself !
- O z2 [. s* } `, b" c0 T" ZOh ,wrtie too much today.My English is very poor,Hope U can understand what 0 A8 j. G2 r' M, n
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Please reply .
W+ @5 j) x) U$ K+ a% CThat's all .Thank u !
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ps:To update ur blog,I will always pay my attention on you !
# Q8 ?, {# T+ v/ X:)Big Brother is always watching you!
2 h& g; r' m- g+ o8 @# [" ~It's a joke,please don't mind !
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# u0 E1 I) ^' hI am sorry it took me so long to reply. And I thank you for your email. I just looked at google maps and saw your town a and some pictures. I am ashamed that when you wrote, I imagined a stereotypical Chinese village instead of the big urban area where you live. Some of the architecture is beautiful! ( q0 W) [& _" b; b
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Because you live in a more urban area, have you been able to find other gay young men?? I certainly hope that some day you can live the life you want to live. It is sad that you may not and that you might have to marry. 7 {# a8 b* g: S
6 n$ a' F$ L. ]) \5 b8 t2 DYes, I am HIV positive, but it's not as sad as you may think. I do have a boyfriend whom I will probably marry, and he is negative. I plan to live a long life! So don't worry about me.
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5 u4 O3 a3 y- {3 o8 |: lI hope to update my blog, but my life is so busy it is hard to find the time. I'm glad to know that when I do update, you'll be reading it all the way across the world. ( Y+ A& [$ Y+ ~& v6 Q; g! R
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Q7 Z3 K% r2 C+ [Hi Spencer,
) e V7 U9 e) y8 Z+ XThanks for your e-mail. My apologies for the late response... 8 X. s% W0 _. y" x
I'm too busy recently!
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Find a lover in China is the most difficult thing for me !
: G3 Q! J6 U) R7 qI want to tell you that you don't know about China.' C( | V3 t" E* d9 M
It is very hard to fight for my right !:-(
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And USA is a amazing country for me !
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'american idol','survivor' ,'the amazing race'.+ d. b6 V# u; L/ ^1 @2 C: U
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I also like watching witty sitcoms or drama shows, like
6 N' W( Z. O* ADesperate Housewives, The Big Bang Theory and the Simpsons.. Z& x4 s; f5 { h
When I was a student,I watched Friends ,sex and the city,
' ~$ g, O( i: R8 H24,C.S.I,and so on .Friends is my favorite.
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2 l. A8 t* p. q$ [Speak other things .Maybe you don't konw now in China ,KFC and9 _ ]8 _3 N* E& a' f( o
McDonald's are very popular with youngsters.so do I .I like eating
. l% Q8 c# }- \) k5 j' h( Uhanburger.A lot of foreigners like eating chinese food.Chinese food; C# g8 z; d, l, @% Q
is healthy and delicious .Do you like chinese food?
; c8 @ [; C8 W% QIf you come to China ,I will invite you to eat some delicious chinese food.9 G5 W' p/ U3 Q+ A2 l3 }$ p6 v% @+ i9 v
: ^7 {" `6 f' GNext time, Can you tell me something about you (your job,your
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) j: t2 l& I* o2 sOk,That's all ! I must go to bed !: G( C3 ]/ t# [" q& @4 e; V
May your future life be full of happiness. Wish you happy everyday.
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' u, U9 \9 _: S2 o: t$ v! rYour chinese boy ,3 n3 N5 I: D1 X, B3 v0 O
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3 y3 X' I/ u% _) _ ISorry for the delay; I, too, am very busy and sometimes dont get to answer emails for weeks. But I wanted to write to thank you for your pictures and to tell you that you are BEAUTIFUL! I know it must be hard being gay in your country, but you must never let the rest of the world make you feel badly for who you are. You are a handsome gay man who happens to live in China and who cannot express himself as freely as if he were in another country. And you have a sense of HUMOR! I love the picture of you sticking out your tongue!! , T5 \' \0 T+ `- ?( t" X! E
( G5 y* {1 \2 `8 dMe? I am very busy at work. I am in charge of all the outreach and education on Cape Cod in Massachusetts. I provide people with the education they need to make choices in their sexual behavior to keep them from contracting HIV. I am also a musician (I play the piano and love to sing old standards) and I am an actor (I'm currently in rehearsal to play the title role in Edward II. I have a boyfriend of 5 years and two kittens. In my town, I can walk hand-in-hand with my boyfriend, I can kiss him in public, and everyone knows that I was a porn star. And it's all accepted as okay. I figure I might be in jail for that in your country?? A, q, F! j# t
5 H4 w" Z, }: ~6 SAnyway, please don't take it personally if I don't write back for a while--I am just busy.
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