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本帖最后由 lovingshane 于 2011-12-28 22:55 编辑 8 |+ k) s: D/ i$ x, U
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Dear Spencer ,
5 Y9 j s5 D) Z, r I am your chinese fan ,and I love u very much ! Please take care of yourself !
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( R0 V& l& C( O* k. QThank you! Excuse my lack of knowledge, but I assumed gay porn or any porn wouldn't even be accessible in China. It's nice to know I reached you all the way over there. Where exactly are you from--Just curious. Will use google maps to find you!
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3 K! z7 a. t" C9 t8 U2 z- r. @. U7 _Spence" V* K- Z8 ~( z+ D' c/ H9 q
, N# I3 W% T/ ^: B5 PHello Spencer,8 H7 r+ ^' }7 u
Thank u for replying my e-mail !; ~) N/ j0 g: T% z9 L* X
I'm so exciting ,U know ,For me,U r a super star.
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7 q# K8 z- f6 ?0 p8 V& a; jI'm 26.I'm gay , and all over the world know China is a feudal state ,not open as USA .
) M; `: n) q1 L, u3 i; R; m0 WMy parents & friends don't know that I am gay.I couldn't tell anyone of them.
9 B# p/ X# J& K7 x# b* gIf people know U are gay ,my parents will be very sad and my friends
) ~9 ~! _2 e+ f' U3 Q! u& k X/ Awill laugh at me .I don't want to lost them.8 y+ ]! ], S! q6 o% N
It is so hard to find someone that u love .
, j% b2 N3 x! @" r8 H- MUnder the social pressure,maybe in the future I will get married.But I think I will destroy the rest of girl's life .So I am really confused.
7 W3 n% l9 d) \8 SI have no idea.Can U tell me what I should do in the future ?& `8 |7 x7 D1 x X
U are very curious about how I know u?
6 N" ^% ^5 e( q/ m, x/ X- Y6 XTo be honest.I download a few gay porn movies from Internet.And I understand it is violate the law in USA.
p, |3 V5 n; _9 _6 hU are a very handsome man. U have talent. And I love U !
6 m# Q, f: L) s- {5 tI almost lost my heart When I heard that u had HIV.% S( M8 t% y' \8 Y& P4 N
I wish you good health ! Please take care of yourself !
P) _7 T1 K+ U9 S. JOh ,wrtie too much today.My English is very poor,Hope U can understand what
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Please reply .
9 }* C% K* l- p% S ?That's all .Thank u !
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ps:To update ur blog,I will always pay my attention on you !
: h0 k4 g* r9 y0 N3 x:)Big Brother is always watching you!
8 X% R' F; F b7 GIt's a joke,please don't mind !
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6 X& W; y" o( g6 V6 I& M6 i% Q, CI am sorry it took me so long to reply. And I thank you for your email. I just looked at google maps and saw your town a and some pictures. I am ashamed that when you wrote, I imagined a stereotypical Chinese village instead of the big urban area where you live. Some of the architecture is beautiful! 1 A) r, z- u- z2 M$ o
& R+ k# l8 n% n. i0 b5 B, iBecause you live in a more urban area, have you been able to find other gay young men?? I certainly hope that some day you can live the life you want to live. It is sad that you may not and that you might have to marry. 6 |( E& H1 F1 C1 {4 r) t3 m* H4 v
- l- o$ @6 b9 }/ Y Z, l: oYes, I am HIV positive, but it's not as sad as you may think. I do have a boyfriend whom I will probably marry, and he is negative. I plan to live a long life! So don't worry about me. 8 V, u" t7 n. V
7 X' `& X4 c& j: S: Y; ^I hope to update my blog, but my life is so busy it is hard to find the time. I'm glad to know that when I do update, you'll be reading it all the way across the world.
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Send a picture of yourself!!* V# W8 q) s/ u% P- E: ]9 J
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spence
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2 A4 Y, c, o- P8 w8 U2 _Hi Spencer,
) [/ c0 ~; M8 p9 y+ J! F/ N+ }9 PThanks for your e-mail. My apologies for the late response...
( l P2 X, J" WI'm too busy recently!
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Find a lover in China is the most difficult thing for me !
* z, j8 I: v* c$ Y2 Q0 \: cI want to tell you that you don't know about China.
" b+ g C* G5 S0 k) X0 DIt is very hard to fight for my right !:-(' _3 Y' {- `/ l& e
% H( H7 F5 H. F) Z0 uAnd USA is a amazing country for me !; y" `" D/ l; ~7 S% K$ @
I personally like reality shows.such as,
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Do you like watching reality show ?# a$ }4 ]5 a1 U
I also like watching witty sitcoms or drama shows, like4 L" H; u8 J* r! t) Z! B5 S5 o1 a3 E
Desperate Housewives, The Big Bang Theory and the Simpsons.& u# D& P/ _( q- t1 B! B8 v
When I was a student,I watched Friends ,sex and the city,
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5 w6 n& ^# @4 S, f' YSpeak other things .Maybe you don't konw now in China ,KFC and- N' J- D$ O8 @: s/ T, ?0 k9 c
McDonald's are very popular with youngsters.so do I .I like eating2 j& F3 g( u1 h( [2 C: J% d+ C9 I
hanburger.A lot of foreigners like eating chinese food.Chinese food9 E- o1 H4 M# V( L8 u i
is healthy and delicious .Do you like chinese food?/ J+ S @0 N! F, d: R
If you come to China ,I will invite you to eat some delicious chinese food.! S2 x: j! b; P( r6 Q/ v
2 z& F" F; Y( \ n% K T6 x5 j, MNext time, Can you tell me something about you (your job,your
- s. {2 W4 {0 ~6 l9 \7 Hlife,you family and so on ),Just curious.Will you share with me?" P; p, m2 H1 h1 }
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Ok,That's all ! I must go to bed !
3 ~) | ]2 G) d5 lMay your future life be full of happiness. Wish you happy everyday.
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Your chinese boy ,
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5 O1 b$ J0 d& N2 k! lPS: I'm ugly. I hope you don't mind the photo.
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Sorry for the delay; I, too, am very busy and sometimes dont get to answer emails for weeks. But I wanted to write to thank you for your pictures and to tell you that you are BEAUTIFUL! I know it must be hard being gay in your country, but you must never let the rest of the world make you feel badly for who you are. You are a handsome gay man who happens to live in China and who cannot express himself as freely as if he were in another country. And you have a sense of HUMOR! I love the picture of you sticking out your tongue!! ; s* e5 Y6 V9 g! v/ g
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Me? I am very busy at work. I am in charge of all the outreach and education on Cape Cod in Massachusetts. I provide people with the education they need to make choices in their sexual behavior to keep them from contracting HIV. I am also a musician (I play the piano and love to sing old standards) and I am an actor (I'm currently in rehearsal to play the title role in Edward II. I have a boyfriend of 5 years and two kittens. In my town, I can walk hand-in-hand with my boyfriend, I can kiss him in public, and everyone knows that I was a porn star. And it's all accepted as okay. I figure I might be in jail for that in your country??
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Anyway, please don't take it personally if I don't write back for a while--I am just busy.
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Best,
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