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本帖最后由 lovingshane 于 2011-12-28 22:55 编辑 * y4 c% Z5 P6 c3 w5 j
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% u4 A3 Y/ ] a& g( C. HDear Spencer ,
4 B1 s: M2 V1 @1 a9 Z I am your chinese fan ,and I love u very much ! Please take care of yourself ! b" k0 A/ C2 [: U8 D# T& P
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yours
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- d0 i. {% Q/ b: l6 a1 ?Thank you! Excuse my lack of knowledge, but I assumed gay porn or any porn wouldn't even be accessible in China. It's nice to know I reached you all the way over there. Where exactly are you from--Just curious. Will use google maps to find you!# X1 t, q/ i5 h% t+ {- Q
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5 Y9 N( A* J1 R* r- vHello Spencer," y6 [" b9 i" K6 c' I. I
Thank u for replying my e-mail ! c7 y$ J5 w+ k7 y
I'm so exciting ,U know ,For me,U r a super star.
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I'm 26.I'm gay , and all over the world know China is a feudal state ,not open as USA .. ~' M" A$ x) |" ~* c
My parents & friends don't know that I am gay.I couldn't tell anyone of them. Z4 Q q; g/ Q0 J7 i& D7 c
If people know U are gay ,my parents will be very sad and my friends# t: G; `# r7 I ] i( C8 j
will laugh at me .I don't want to lost them.
& K% l. h4 l* f! mIt is so hard to find someone that u love .
8 }) I+ ]3 j. p% E) K! m* g/ gUnder the social pressure,maybe in the future I will get married.But I think I will destroy the rest of girl's life .So I am really confused.
0 }% V! O" k7 }6 N0 E$ _I have no idea.Can U tell me what I should do in the future ?% d4 d2 ^: T6 r- ]
U are very curious about how I know u?* @( u- V- K2 v8 _, a
To be honest.I download a few gay porn movies from Internet.And I understand it is violate the law in USA.
- f+ Z8 |) K. d* D8 ^- T4 X* cU are a very handsome man. U have talent. And I love U !
: R9 T) \* \1 kI almost lost my heart When I heard that u had HIV.
* J4 h* x% A5 C5 P# E8 T: \I wish you good health ! Please take care of yourself !
5 x* k/ F% G8 c" k# E7 ]' @Oh ,wrtie too much today.My English is very poor,Hope U can understand what 1 K: M& h8 z+ J' F. w5 K- ?: h1 i$ K
I write today.
* G2 z/ A3 z. j& z$ ]Please reply .
# U; ^& \) v& G3 K& C& bThat's all .Thank u !
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2 ^$ d& v; M5 z' {2 @" ]" C. n' U, wps:To update ur blog,I will always pay my attention on you !
, c+ Y3 q# X) Y' O0 ?" o:)Big Brother is always watching you! , {" l6 M% C4 m/ }9 E
It's a joke,please don't mind !
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( j3 j! D1 U7 U# M" YI am sorry it took me so long to reply. And I thank you for your email. I just looked at google maps and saw your town a and some pictures. I am ashamed that when you wrote, I imagined a stereotypical Chinese village instead of the big urban area where you live. Some of the architecture is beautiful! . |5 y- j2 f- A7 X o, w/ [
9 {7 n s" |7 s' O Y/ E1 y5 a7 FBecause you live in a more urban area, have you been able to find other gay young men?? I certainly hope that some day you can live the life you want to live. It is sad that you may not and that you might have to marry.
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Yes, I am HIV positive, but it's not as sad as you may think. I do have a boyfriend whom I will probably marry, and he is negative. I plan to live a long life! So don't worry about me. * X" w) w+ K/ u6 M
8 \5 m, q" u8 U& ^/ a/ y3 kI hope to update my blog, but my life is so busy it is hard to find the time. I'm glad to know that when I do update, you'll be reading it all the way across the world. 2 D+ `0 _! Q9 ~6 Z6 d
2 y2 f1 ?: C {0 K9 ?! g" SSend a picture of yourself!!
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2 m' T6 ^- y: v7 a& o# Y* GHi Spencer,
" T2 q7 l3 c' I6 CThanks for your e-mail. My apologies for the late response...
4 w3 H& D4 \( [/ m9 D; ~! J% GI'm too busy recently!
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) \. K0 L( ^1 \& cFind a lover in China is the most difficult thing for me !
# L! a$ K% ?9 C' ~: XI want to tell you that you don't know about China.
* G! J7 u. h' jIt is very hard to fight for my right !:-(
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And USA is a amazing country for me !
# f( E0 i$ N) CI personally like reality shows.such as,7 ~$ u8 @( [3 j5 ^
'american idol','survivor' ,'the amazing race'.
7 t, x: J6 C% L+ FDo you like watching reality show ?7 Y* t" |3 A8 a; o' |" w
I also like watching witty sitcoms or drama shows, like; k: C1 B& V/ C8 z& ?, F
Desperate Housewives, The Big Bang Theory and the Simpsons.- S- `8 L# @' G, s2 R" q
When I was a student,I watched Friends ,sex and the city,
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Speak other things .Maybe you don't konw now in China ,KFC and5 w9 x& I6 I. Q! O
McDonald's are very popular with youngsters.so do I .I like eating o5 j @3 `' k; n2 b' I- V# d
hanburger.A lot of foreigners like eating chinese food.Chinese food* t6 C% w& @4 r. p* H$ |
is healthy and delicious .Do you like chinese food?9 z8 J$ v& S! _6 v6 k8 x. ^2 j9 B: l6 S
If you come to China ,I will invite you to eat some delicious chinese food.
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9 `2 h6 g8 P3 ] @; L5 P1 y A5 } NNext time, Can you tell me something about you (your job,your
, N( y; A/ h% _4 w Vlife,you family and so on ),Just curious.Will you share with me?) I4 n. I+ t& Y- M" F3 t" n! ^
$ `# o7 Y+ S0 l3 ]; O$ AOk,That's all ! I must go to bed !
/ X) y5 `" c" J4 N5 B: OMay your future life be full of happiness. Wish you happy everyday.
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( q& l5 p, Q. W; @; Y$ JYour chinese boy ,
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PS: I'm ugly. I hope you don't mind the photo., t, n$ C, d% a' D$ {
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Sorry for the delay; I, too, am very busy and sometimes dont get to answer emails for weeks. But I wanted to write to thank you for your pictures and to tell you that you are BEAUTIFUL! I know it must be hard being gay in your country, but you must never let the rest of the world make you feel badly for who you are. You are a handsome gay man who happens to live in China and who cannot express himself as freely as if he were in another country. And you have a sense of HUMOR! I love the picture of you sticking out your tongue!! 0 H* d/ ]8 i3 N1 Q) e6 S' ~
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Me? I am very busy at work. I am in charge of all the outreach and education on Cape Cod in Massachusetts. I provide people with the education they need to make choices in their sexual behavior to keep them from contracting HIV. I am also a musician (I play the piano and love to sing old standards) and I am an actor (I'm currently in rehearsal to play the title role in Edward II. I have a boyfriend of 5 years and two kittens. In my town, I can walk hand-in-hand with my boyfriend, I can kiss him in public, and everyone knows that I was a porn star. And it's all accepted as okay. I figure I might be in jail for that in your country??2 r$ `/ B* _* F8 G& n
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Anyway, please don't take it personally if I don't write back for a while--I am just busy. # }& d6 b( S) m$ S$ x. V
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