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本帖最后由 lovingshane 于 2011-12-28 22:55 编辑
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Dear Spencer ,
- w' E- m. G( U: Z I am your chinese fan ,and I love u very much ! Please take care of yourself !7 r# ]! ^4 i4 [9 ^
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- [5 ?' S/ L" m7 \+ cThank you! Excuse my lack of knowledge, but I assumed gay porn or any porn wouldn't even be accessible in China. It's nice to know I reached you all the way over there. Where exactly are you from--Just curious. Will use google maps to find you!
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* W* I. M) W/ W& i5 Y: \Hello Spencer,, M1 ?* c9 m' g0 n K
Thank u for replying my e-mail !+ q3 B0 b8 Q1 M- |
I'm so exciting ,U know ,For me,U r a super star.; [, `$ b, z' |
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) N+ ?- c Q1 C, wI'm 26.I'm gay , and all over the world know China is a feudal state ,not open as USA .1 S! M: R) s% w8 E5 I4 W
My parents & friends don't know that I am gay.I couldn't tell anyone of them.* H# ^; V) b! n9 m4 ?3 Q
If people know U are gay ,my parents will be very sad and my friends
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It is so hard to find someone that u love .' r1 ^- G8 H9 j- J9 f& G# D
Under the social pressure,maybe in the future I will get married.But I think I will destroy the rest of girl's life .So I am really confused.
' U3 C; o( a2 p8 [+ Z9 `I have no idea.Can U tell me what I should do in the future ?
5 U0 C3 Y& B) s6 {8 @" d, K( \5 v PU are very curious about how I know u?
( D9 m' e% [2 j, f1 |To be honest.I download a few gay porn movies from Internet.And I understand it is violate the law in USA.6 p9 W, E! p- r( G
U are a very handsome man. U have talent. And I love U !
3 x3 Y8 s4 Q3 m: y, V; i+ u1 Y4 r0 `% A, OI almost lost my heart When I heard that u had HIV.
# p- G, @- D% dI wish you good health ! Please take care of yourself !1 r; s# t- B4 `" E( w6 |( `. Y
Oh ,wrtie too much today.My English is very poor,Hope U can understand what * v9 p5 F7 i6 m/ V+ S7 w
I write today.
6 v" v _& X* |' I9 N7 D; {7 _Please reply .& c h6 r. F+ F* I: f
That's all .Thank u !
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# f5 L. l ?6 w8 ^ps:To update ur blog,I will always pay my attention on you !
% t0 [2 ]( l4 w" k:)Big Brother is always watching you! 7 p4 j; y8 v7 {9 k1 K
It's a joke,please don't mind !
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I am sorry it took me so long to reply. And I thank you for your email. I just looked at google maps and saw your town a and some pictures. I am ashamed that when you wrote, I imagined a stereotypical Chinese village instead of the big urban area where you live. Some of the architecture is beautiful! 3 ?0 P& S) v* J7 l# t' z) q
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Because you live in a more urban area, have you been able to find other gay young men?? I certainly hope that some day you can live the life you want to live. It is sad that you may not and that you might have to marry.
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Yes, I am HIV positive, but it's not as sad as you may think. I do have a boyfriend whom I will probably marry, and he is negative. I plan to live a long life! So don't worry about me. 4 z2 w% c) ?3 ]% S) D
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I hope to update my blog, but my life is so busy it is hard to find the time. I'm glad to know that when I do update, you'll be reading it all the way across the world.
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Send a picture of yourself!!
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Hi Spencer,/ |; D! J* Y) Y7 E* ]: X7 T
Thanks for your e-mail. My apologies for the late response... 0 K) [% W' e3 L9 [* [" O
I'm too busy recently! 5 s; W+ B0 Q* b6 I! i/ E; J
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! P3 w% \2 b% _& OFind a lover in China is the most difficult thing for me !1 Q( r1 }5 c, Q
I want to tell you that you don't know about China.2 A; ]: t. v& q' e
It is very hard to fight for my right !:-(
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" p! J7 B8 L2 b) Y+ O% h6 qAnd USA is a amazing country for me !$ {; q) q- ?3 z1 J3 w1 j0 f
I personally like reality shows.such as,
6 b- `$ F0 J: c" J'american idol','survivor' ,'the amazing race'.% M9 k7 s5 |% C( `# o
Do you like watching reality show ?7 a9 j/ M% W2 l" r$ x w7 H
I also like watching witty sitcoms or drama shows, like) ~4 x( R6 V% |+ T D* W
Desperate Housewives, The Big Bang Theory and the Simpsons.
: @. q) k# c/ l6 ~/ H; B% eWhen I was a student,I watched Friends ,sex and the city,
6 w1 _; Z6 K0 y24,C.S.I,and so on .Friends is my favorite.
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Speak other things .Maybe you don't konw now in China ,KFC and% q- r9 U3 R, a* l7 F8 f
McDonald's are very popular with youngsters.so do I .I like eating
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is healthy and delicious .Do you like chinese food?
3 Z B& ^; ?2 V) @& s% `2 V1 J" s' RIf you come to China ,I will invite you to eat some delicious chinese food.* m+ `- \4 m3 Y3 r7 x
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Next time, Can you tell me something about you (your job,your1 N1 U4 W* b, w: V, U
life,you family and so on ),Just curious.Will you share with me?
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Ok,That's all ! I must go to bed !3 |7 A: _3 [9 K8 I& @0 }5 u1 E
May your future life be full of happiness. Wish you happy everyday.5 E4 N0 F( s, K) Y# n. a
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Sorry for the delay; I, too, am very busy and sometimes dont get to answer emails for weeks. But I wanted to write to thank you for your pictures and to tell you that you are BEAUTIFUL! I know it must be hard being gay in your country, but you must never let the rest of the world make you feel badly for who you are. You are a handsome gay man who happens to live in China and who cannot express himself as freely as if he were in another country. And you have a sense of HUMOR! I love the picture of you sticking out your tongue!!
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6 h) i3 B: x, G3 KMe? I am very busy at work. I am in charge of all the outreach and education on Cape Cod in Massachusetts. I provide people with the education they need to make choices in their sexual behavior to keep them from contracting HIV. I am also a musician (I play the piano and love to sing old standards) and I am an actor (I'm currently in rehearsal to play the title role in Edward II. I have a boyfriend of 5 years and two kittens. In my town, I can walk hand-in-hand with my boyfriend, I can kiss him in public, and everyone knows that I was a porn star. And it's all accepted as okay. I figure I might be in jail for that in your country??6 i7 `+ l$ c! b9 ?+ ]# i# e
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Anyway, please don't take it personally if I don't write back for a while--I am just busy.
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Best,
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