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本帖最后由 lovingshane 于 2011-12-28 22:55 编辑 / N0 x. a$ O& p" r' D5 N
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Dear Spencer ,
_& D7 D0 a ~! Y0 e I am your chinese fan ,and I love u very much ! Please take care of yourself !& j/ Y% C; h: f, l7 @% J0 N' j
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Thank you! Excuse my lack of knowledge, but I assumed gay porn or any porn wouldn't even be accessible in China. It's nice to know I reached you all the way over there. Where exactly are you from--Just curious. Will use google maps to find you!1 ~. _. x+ d' j+ `
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Spence
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/ X& k. ], ~9 @/ i& v& i! Q8 bHello Spencer, m" Y+ H# u/ D# y
Thank u for replying my e-mail !
* {. S/ v1 k9 V/ e' eI'm so exciting ,U know ,For me,U r a super star.9 k9 _# I( [( \* g
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I'm 26.I'm gay , and all over the world know China is a feudal state ,not open as USA .
6 A5 i, ^" p% J- z7 L2 \9 D4 C8 R% dMy parents & friends don't know that I am gay.I couldn't tell anyone of them.
3 U# b. l ~9 B3 v! I9 Q2 O% r: kIf people know U are gay ,my parents will be very sad and my friends- A9 w) U# [7 G6 B& F6 q+ i, l1 O7 F- K
will laugh at me .I don't want to lost them.
, y8 w" q; ?' y CIt is so hard to find someone that u love .
3 x/ g- h c0 YUnder the social pressure,maybe in the future I will get married.But I think I will destroy the rest of girl's life .So I am really confused.
* `: r; s- ~2 b+ DI have no idea.Can U tell me what I should do in the future ?! {5 k% ~2 v1 q3 B
U are very curious about how I know u?$ r$ N& R! k' `! z7 n+ x ^
To be honest.I download a few gay porn movies from Internet.And I understand it is violate the law in USA.2 d7 R3 P# \+ c4 V9 a0 C. q) \
U are a very handsome man. U have talent. And I love U !
' k/ [, ~7 r. D# f6 P1 q5 _I almost lost my heart When I heard that u had HIV.3 Z l% M7 v- r2 A: c
I wish you good health ! Please take care of yourself !
, K" Y# O7 y2 X' }$ ]( R$ D5 yOh ,wrtie too much today.My English is very poor,Hope U can understand what
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/ u5 r- b* ^) NPlease reply .
# Z1 N2 F: P4 K$ F( L0 v9 y# \2 `That's all .Thank u !
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ps:To update ur blog,I will always pay my attention on you !7 \0 F) V+ g, @# x$ b
:)Big Brother is always watching you!
5 O+ ]4 R9 q6 I; pIt's a joke,please don't mind !6 ^" W2 K" T0 e
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7 Q/ D3 d& ^/ [3 |$ }' T1 mI am sorry it took me so long to reply. And I thank you for your email. I just looked at google maps and saw your town a and some pictures. I am ashamed that when you wrote, I imagined a stereotypical Chinese village instead of the big urban area where you live. Some of the architecture is beautiful!
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Because you live in a more urban area, have you been able to find other gay young men?? I certainly hope that some day you can live the life you want to live. It is sad that you may not and that you might have to marry.
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: N# O' s4 g' M& q1 J) e2 O7 cYes, I am HIV positive, but it's not as sad as you may think. I do have a boyfriend whom I will probably marry, and he is negative. I plan to live a long life! So don't worry about me. $ a% K" J+ L/ n* y* k" Q
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I hope to update my blog, but my life is so busy it is hard to find the time. I'm glad to know that when I do update, you'll be reading it all the way across the world.
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$ L) ]9 Y; O' ]* ESend a picture of yourself!!) U" H' T# o! N' Y' C
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* x/ @- [* t1 e: K+ E/ v4 U. @Hi Spencer,0 h7 E' M' p, }" F
Thanks for your e-mail. My apologies for the late response... / q6 Q5 j% t c5 k2 M; ]7 f! R" V$ Z
I'm too busy recently!
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Find a lover in China is the most difficult thing for me !
- j0 a4 {5 j6 O8 l: `, g7 B6 fI want to tell you that you don't know about China.
3 ?* ^' h/ T2 S8 F9 @7 `It is very hard to fight for my right !:-(
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6 M; r: E4 B0 z# _, k( [And USA is a amazing country for me !
1 C& } A( {* ]( D) hI personally like reality shows.such as,; `1 H# t6 W4 h& S
'american idol','survivor' ,'the amazing race'.% p9 Z) w$ s x( j# |
Do you like watching reality show ?
" q: ^1 o- m- H6 {; d ?! zI also like watching witty sitcoms or drama shows, like
+ s: B4 ]4 z4 w0 M! F: xDesperate Housewives, The Big Bang Theory and the Simpsons.
( s8 g1 q$ g: c, VWhen I was a student,I watched Friends ,sex and the city,. g& W* t+ `- S, d7 Z+ L
24,C.S.I,and so on .Friends is my favorite.( j" {5 t: r7 b. s" [9 q; `# W- S
! ]$ \+ ^5 l; @2 f: M& C' WSpeak other things .Maybe you don't konw now in China ,KFC and6 K4 z1 D2 g7 H. _. J6 X
McDonald's are very popular with youngsters.so do I .I like eating
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If you come to China ,I will invite you to eat some delicious chinese food.
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- [8 U/ k7 G+ G/ B6 lNext time, Can you tell me something about you (your job,your
% ^/ |0 h7 @7 |life,you family and so on ),Just curious.Will you share with me?& D, M9 @$ q/ t9 Z8 W- \' H
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Ok,That's all ! I must go to bed !9 }+ `. @* ^4 i% m
May your future life be full of happiness. Wish you happy everyday.) w9 y7 P& I+ r
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PS: I'm ugly. I hope you don't mind the photo.5 |+ Q+ X0 t4 |
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Sorry for the delay; I, too, am very busy and sometimes dont get to answer emails for weeks. But I wanted to write to thank you for your pictures and to tell you that you are BEAUTIFUL! I know it must be hard being gay in your country, but you must never let the rest of the world make you feel badly for who you are. You are a handsome gay man who happens to live in China and who cannot express himself as freely as if he were in another country. And you have a sense of HUMOR! I love the picture of you sticking out your tongue!!
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Me? I am very busy at work. I am in charge of all the outreach and education on Cape Cod in Massachusetts. I provide people with the education they need to make choices in their sexual behavior to keep them from contracting HIV. I am also a musician (I play the piano and love to sing old standards) and I am an actor (I'm currently in rehearsal to play the title role in Edward II. I have a boyfriend of 5 years and two kittens. In my town, I can walk hand-in-hand with my boyfriend, I can kiss him in public, and everyone knows that I was a porn star. And it's all accepted as okay. I figure I might be in jail for that in your country??
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% e. O) {( C0 K: G7 N% PAnyway, please don't take it personally if I don't write back for a while--I am just busy.
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