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本帖最后由 lovingshane 于 2011-12-28 22:55 编辑
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+ k2 c, ?- [$ A! QDear Spencer ,8 e4 w6 S6 U/ `+ U
I am your chinese fan ,and I love u very much ! Please take care of yourself !
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. u5 f% n U1 T9 fThank you! Excuse my lack of knowledge, but I assumed gay porn or any porn wouldn't even be accessible in China. It's nice to know I reached you all the way over there. Where exactly are you from--Just curious. Will use google maps to find you!6 U+ m5 s* q8 e; x5 V+ R( _6 [+ e) y
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( c5 M0 Q J+ A5 Q) B% e/ q: dHello Spencer,
/ _* B; P* Z7 k% p3 \3 ^Thank u for replying my e-mail !
- B% D& q% \+ U" y. p @, RI'm so exciting ,U know ,For me,U r a super star.
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/ V0 Z+ h6 e8 G+ z) V5 HI'm 26.I'm gay , and all over the world know China is a feudal state ,not open as USA .
4 F( N; X: d3 F. sMy parents & friends don't know that I am gay.I couldn't tell anyone of them.( S% n) q8 S4 t/ V
If people know U are gay ,my parents will be very sad and my friends
/ V4 o; `8 c; J* J2 i/ Hwill laugh at me .I don't want to lost them.
0 F/ U/ U* u% \; |It is so hard to find someone that u love .
* U) C( t' e2 u' K0 AUnder the social pressure,maybe in the future I will get married.But I think I will destroy the rest of girl's life .So I am really confused.
! K) X3 M! u# H! y. I7 Y8 zI have no idea.Can U tell me what I should do in the future ?' `: T7 o* p' D/ |+ r$ S. c! |' m
U are very curious about how I know u?; q0 {8 ~8 ~- ~6 U* @: l* e& S
To be honest.I download a few gay porn movies from Internet.And I understand it is violate the law in USA.0 M, n, Q, q5 o& {
U are a very handsome man. U have talent. And I love U !1 k7 k0 E, f; r H1 Z
I almost lost my heart When I heard that u had HIV.
E9 l6 g% A5 ^* {I wish you good health ! Please take care of yourself !# S9 H6 g) Z) y6 _ e/ P `: I
Oh ,wrtie too much today.My English is very poor,Hope U can understand what - L4 v. w1 [+ V$ \' l5 E
I write today.
" }# v; x Y) M( q0 HPlease reply .
1 r4 [ L' ? b7 `% e ]- SThat's all .Thank u !
( n# w+ [+ m6 b9 U7 cYours ,0 F, z/ r0 i. g4 e
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ps:To update ur blog,I will always pay my attention on you !
* Y: R4 S2 Q' K# i1 _ W:)Big Brother is always watching you! - x E* y% Z' z4 u
It's a joke,please don't mind !
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I am sorry it took me so long to reply. And I thank you for your email. I just looked at google maps and saw your town a and some pictures. I am ashamed that when you wrote, I imagined a stereotypical Chinese village instead of the big urban area where you live. Some of the architecture is beautiful! - h' c7 [% u* ?! x# ~
0 G' r. l, l+ P8 Y+ J! TBecause you live in a more urban area, have you been able to find other gay young men?? I certainly hope that some day you can live the life you want to live. It is sad that you may not and that you might have to marry.
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Yes, I am HIV positive, but it's not as sad as you may think. I do have a boyfriend whom I will probably marry, and he is negative. I plan to live a long life! So don't worry about me.
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I hope to update my blog, but my life is so busy it is hard to find the time. I'm glad to know that when I do update, you'll be reading it all the way across the world. 4 i/ w2 |" _+ w# l: J
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Send a picture of yourself!!
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spence
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s* f) J- b, b9 \: ?. L0 jHi Spencer, g* G) M- l- ^$ \, O6 P$ p
Thanks for your e-mail. My apologies for the late response... r7 w& u5 R3 m, V
I'm too busy recently! + `2 ^; g5 C. V8 R- b" r
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5 I: O8 r( v/ E: ~0 lFind a lover in China is the most difficult thing for me !
# U: d e, z/ A2 V2 oI want to tell you that you don't know about China.
) c K- h, z' F: _It is very hard to fight for my right !:-(% y; n m; t" J1 S- T
' `7 C/ [ \: X$ `( d1 G* @5 t, aAnd USA is a amazing country for me !5 g+ R& h& k: C Q* f
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'american idol','survivor' ,'the amazing race'.
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I also like watching witty sitcoms or drama shows, like
$ l$ C7 ^8 P9 x7 X5 U) Z A; yDesperate Housewives, The Big Bang Theory and the Simpsons.0 H% U( f" l; x2 a. |7 u
When I was a student,I watched Friends ,sex and the city,( o) r) t% i, x" z$ J" f
24,C.S.I,and so on .Friends is my favorite.
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* C. u/ V, D) M6 rSpeak other things .Maybe you don't konw now in China ,KFC and
- J$ v ~0 t/ q* N& G7 p5 |McDonald's are very popular with youngsters.so do I .I like eating
$ f7 y/ `9 B' Chanburger.A lot of foreigners like eating chinese food.Chinese food. d& o- ]% X2 g: ?9 L" H/ j
is healthy and delicious .Do you like chinese food?9 ^& ^% E0 u n( h2 g9 s6 W
If you come to China ,I will invite you to eat some delicious chinese food.# h. K: I1 o5 j
4 l8 |; ~4 s, f' [3 ANext time, Can you tell me something about you (your job,your
. C4 g' o' \, F( _. D% rlife,you family and so on ),Just curious.Will you share with me?
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3 O3 t3 _& f" @2 l* g% GOk,That's all ! I must go to bed !
$ v) }2 E* s5 f& b8 K. }" UMay your future life be full of happiness. Wish you happy everyday.
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, U: w+ I. K4 C/ a7 OPS: I'm ugly. I hope you don't mind the photo.; H m2 @7 ~4 p( e( \* ^1 x$ E* D6 N
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Sorry for the delay; I, too, am very busy and sometimes dont get to answer emails for weeks. But I wanted to write to thank you for your pictures and to tell you that you are BEAUTIFUL! I know it must be hard being gay in your country, but you must never let the rest of the world make you feel badly for who you are. You are a handsome gay man who happens to live in China and who cannot express himself as freely as if he were in another country. And you have a sense of HUMOR! I love the picture of you sticking out your tongue!! - N& H! a9 j5 @4 A3 _! C
2 |, a: n& d+ [2 P! Y O' k, \: oMe? I am very busy at work. I am in charge of all the outreach and education on Cape Cod in Massachusetts. I provide people with the education they need to make choices in their sexual behavior to keep them from contracting HIV. I am also a musician (I play the piano and love to sing old standards) and I am an actor (I'm currently in rehearsal to play the title role in Edward II. I have a boyfriend of 5 years and two kittens. In my town, I can walk hand-in-hand with my boyfriend, I can kiss him in public, and everyone knows that I was a porn star. And it's all accepted as okay. I figure I might be in jail for that in your country??
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. v# i, S% I6 i( I" E, I& @2 DAnyway, please don't take it personally if I don't write back for a while--I am just busy. 9 T" T: b3 x V+ O' e6 I
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