记忆 爱之殇

flashroy

无眠的夜，看到这首诗，不自觉地湿了眼眶
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: R) n! Y! J7 _My love once said "Everything passes away "
+ [  I- c  w4 l1 [However, memories never pass away

Memories... A part of everyone
Memories... Live in everyone

" u/ a3 r3 O1 P3 KMemories be built on love
Memories be built on hatred

A thin line separates
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7 V; j6 L6 W2 A3 ^0 v1 _0 d- XMy memory of you was the birth of the love
Yet such beautiful memory was mudered
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If all things should end
It should end with love
. F7 W  t; j& `As it begins with love
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My forgiving nature promotes your cruelty
( s; L0 j" |1 n3 u* k5 E" BThe cruelty to crush every bit of loving memory to death

4 J! ~/ r1 B4 gThese memories, I so cherished once
These memories, so harmless and hard earned
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0 f. P! g; O' x/ e2 hThese memories... I was willing to die for
  B4 T- L& O. z. c( q0 gYet incapable to survive upon your punches

For them, I lived
' `- ^" f8 i1 v2 ?1 z" OFor them, I believed
For them, I loved

Once upon a time, they were the only source to cheer me up
$ a& N1 F& v3 f8 j9 yToday, they are the result of your heartless cruelty

% }% r, w  n, Y$ c( d2 ^) QOnce, even in your absence, they brought me smiles
8 c: x  s' X( b. x6 @2 WNow, in your silence, they brought me tears
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% g7 \6 ~6 l* D; [5 v+ r  Z9 [$ CMy memory of honey, so tastily sweet
Now, it is as sour as the lemon may be
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, Z: {% X5 z0 {7 p" W: _# D% l从Angel 回来的路上，望着车窗外灯火依旧的夜上海，突然似乎迷失了方向。
0 C3 ~# m; \8 \想要借着跳舞和震耳欲聋的音乐让自己摆脱记忆中挥之不去的酸楚，却失败地发现一切都愈演愈烈。
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6 a; k! l% j  y' W5 V: w从未如此爱到刻苦铭心，从未这么被伤到支离破碎，爱就爱了，能付出的都付出了，现在，心，收不回来了

, w5 x6 R1 i* @* s0 y" f/ d) ~十天来，拼命地自我暗示，朋友们的安慰和鼓励，死党的激将，一切都用过了，当下的效果，在又一个夜深人静之时，溃散成一盘沙，坚强，从指缝间不着痕迹地流走……

时间，都说时间是良药，可需要多久，才能有药效？缘分，都说缘分求之不得，可若真的缘尽，如何释然舍去？

美丽的爱情，以一个微笑开始，以一滴泪水终结。现实中，相守以望的爱情，却以缘分两个字开始，以缘分两个字终结。。。
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/ \' z$ |; z0 l# M; F) V) V不曾后悔遇到他，即使一切之后只剩下痛的回忆和苦涩的心。恨不起来，却又轮回着舔舐结痂的伤口。
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2 X; z8 o5 w4 d18周前的那个周五下午，在疾控检测后那份释然开心和满怀憧憬的哽咽，淹没了电话那头的他，18周后的这个周五下午，同样的结果，却被决堤的泪水埋葬，没有了喜悦，只有渗透了的苦涩和失落。曾经梦想着那份未来，都成了破裂的肥皂泡泡。没再拨电话，只有自己一个人，顶着路人回眸中异样的眼神，茫然地走在烈日下……
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! k7 ]: q6 E2 h% U; Z7 H今夜，莫名的空虚感，剥离了我的灵魂。嘈杂和拥挤似乎已经成为一种痛，本能地被自己抵抗着。心累了，思想却不曾停歇；记忆还未曾逝褪色，身边却已经少了羁绊……

' ^; F1 |. K( y( u* P车窗外的夜上海，灯火依旧，只是看风景的人，已平添了几分沧桑。
& D7 ?/ q  \# n& q6 i: z今夜，深陷记忆轮回的我，依旧无眠

roger0f0m

爱情就是从记忆开始，在回忆中结束