记忆 爱之殇

flashroy

无眠的夜，看到这首诗，不自觉地湿了眼眶
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6 v# C" u/ N  e! kMy love once said "Everything passes away "
$ S" c& y" t, R7 HHowever, memories never pass away

1 h* ?% R3 D3 R* ?4 e! zMemories... A part of everyone
' ]9 \/ y8 D1 u3 x. \6 mMemories... Live in everyone
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1 Z* C; a& n7 {3 h3 H- d/ p/ S" HMemories be built on love
Memories be built on hatred

7 q7 V! v. W8 p/ w  j& JA thin line separates
& a+ ~: ]2 G- |% Dyet cast drastic effects

My memory of you was the birth of the love
& g/ S3 w# l9 M; X( c, HYet such beautiful memory was mudered

If all things should end
) {2 X9 `; ]1 y9 PIt should end with love
) T0 w7 _1 ]% A+ D4 f# E* X' dAs it begins with love

5 I5 V/ R4 O: D2 m& ?) Z  O5 ~My forgiving nature promotes your cruelty
The cruelty to crush every bit of loving memory to death
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; B# q! A6 r' R5 |0 a. }6 \0 KThese memories, I so cherished once
$ I$ r) g  ?; m6 }! b. k" u# C1 hThese memories, so harmless and hard earned
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! L' ~  d+ I. b8 ~% P4 `0 hThese memories... I was willing to die for
Yet incapable to survive upon your punches
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For them, I lived
For them, I believed
For them, I loved

Once upon a time, they were the only source to cheer me up
- ^' R. q7 q  Z, [9 GToday, they are the result of your heartless cruelty
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Once, even in your absence, they brought me smiles
6 \9 l$ X+ r# g& TNow, in your silence, they brought me tears

My memory of honey, so tastily sweet
, B4 R) ?8 t! W; R' `! U6 {Now, it is as sour as the lemon may be
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4 k9 G4 D6 _- H% X3 y4 {) _( x9 d从Angel 回来的路上，望着车窗外灯火依旧的夜上海，突然似乎迷失了方向。
3 H0 l& X) E# i+ [想要借着跳舞和震耳欲聋的音乐让自己摆脱记忆中挥之不去的酸楚，却失败地发现一切都愈演愈烈。
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9 e/ Y, J: R6 \从未如此爱到刻苦铭心，从未这么被伤到支离破碎，爱就爱了，能付出的都付出了，现在，心，收不回来了
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. n( ~0 ]* I3 q  X- k0 |4 N% @十天来，拼命地自我暗示，朋友们的安慰和鼓励，死党的激将，一切都用过了，当下的效果，在又一个夜深人静之时，溃散成一盘沙，坚强，从指缝间不着痕迹地流走……
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; J; c4 {/ w' |时间，都说时间是良药，可需要多久，才能有药效？缘分，都说缘分求之不得，可若真的缘尽，如何释然舍去？

美丽的爱情，以一个微笑开始，以一滴泪水终结。现实中，相守以望的爱情，却以缘分两个字开始，以缘分两个字终结。。。

; J; j% u2 m3 s' l不曾后悔遇到他，即使一切之后只剩下痛的回忆和苦涩的心。恨不起来，却又轮回着舔舐结痂的伤口。

18周前的那个周五下午，在疾控检测后那份释然开心和满怀憧憬的哽咽，淹没了电话那头的他，18周后的这个周五下午，同样的结果，却被决堤的泪水埋葬，没有了喜悦，只有渗透了的苦涩和失落。曾经梦想着那份未来，都成了破裂的肥皂泡泡。没再拨电话，只有自己一个人，顶着路人回眸中异样的眼神，茫然地走在烈日下……

0 U& b% Y- q/ e今夜，莫名的空虚感，剥离了我的灵魂。嘈杂和拥挤似乎已经成为一种痛，本能地被自己抵抗着。心累了，思想却不曾停歇；记忆还未曾逝褪色，身边却已经少了羁绊……

车窗外的夜上海，灯火依旧，只是看风景的人，已平添了几分沧桑。
今夜，深陷记忆轮回的我，依旧无眠

roger0f0m

爱情就是从记忆开始，在回忆中结束