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无眠的夜,看到这首诗,不自觉地湿了眼眶, \$ W4 t6 M" S! p$ }! A2 X# K
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My love once said "Everything passes away "# s0 ^2 |2 s) C0 Q, p3 Q; A' t% l
However, memories never pass away: F# R6 e$ }2 Q" C* N' Y% L' t% q
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Memories... A part of everyone
+ ~. L2 b. J. E9 Z" J LMemories... Live in everyone
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: a- c( t, L" I# m* l- w- lMemories be built on love" \2 X2 B4 h* C; w6 d2 o! A. D
Memories be built on hatred
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8 i# F0 m' p3 PA thin line separates
* Z; q, b' V4 R E2 u/ gyet cast drastic effects
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My memory of you was the birth of the love
2 M8 P: O# T, E4 ?7 BYet such beautiful memory was mudered; E5 V* D* d' R3 u' y
* e) I5 H8 t) f% |. KIf all things should end' i7 A" }$ ^3 M0 I
It should end with love
?0 k' m9 y: D7 gAs it begins with love( N) p/ S& k' F0 V8 i
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My forgiving nature promotes your cruelty2 ^2 `' L0 ]* S1 b! g9 h% Q
The cruelty to crush every bit of loving memory to death
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* G L: M) e2 Z' Q9 f: @# }These memories, I so cherished once
: \0 [# y+ k1 L0 ~( A3 o3 `* @These memories, so harmless and hard earned
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: }9 u) U' P. j X. ?" L g* I3 FThese memories... I was willing to die for8 r; x# k3 y2 C0 B; o
Yet incapable to survive upon your punches; C1 z }. H) F( H- p
6 N5 q* N0 u* CFor them, I lived/ S, u$ F' A. k. P# q5 g! y0 V
For them, I believed
- L7 F4 a" ~$ BFor them, I loved/ V1 u3 ~: C( T- x- V
, k' h& R4 ~9 z2 LOnce upon a time, they were the only source to cheer me up
& j2 |6 R& V+ @$ Y; k! Z) \Today, they are the result of your heartless cruelty
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Once, even in your absence, they brought me smiles
$ |4 }# g5 j7 g1 H! ]) U' V$ b* x' kNow, in your silence, they brought me tears$ Z: }1 R6 b( W* h
% g9 b/ t4 [) r( ]; B0 KMy memory of honey, so tastily sweet7 l7 t3 G9 @" e! C( n/ {' F
Now, it is as sour as the lemon may be
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( n2 O% i! ]7 B/ B1 G从Angel 回来的路上,望着车窗外灯火依旧的夜上海,突然似乎迷失了方向。
9 T/ k7 |- }9 D0 W% f$ F想要借着跳舞和震耳欲聋的音乐让自己摆脱记忆中挥之不去的酸楚,却失败地发现一切都愈演愈烈。' e6 A, Y: W) K3 \" [) H
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从未如此爱到刻苦铭心,从未这么被伤到支离破碎,爱就爱了,能付出的都付出了,现在,心,收不回来了' I1 q. H& l C; Q( H
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十天来,拼命地自我暗示,朋友们的安慰和鼓励,死党的激将,一切都用过了,当下的效果,在又一个夜深人静之时,溃散成一盘沙,坚强,从指缝间不着痕迹地流走……3 y/ M8 R2 [$ z# `# {
3 I1 G' z" D! C7 e时间,都说时间是良药,可需要多久,才能有药效?缘分,都说缘分求之不得,可若真的缘尽,如何释然舍去?$ r7 D5 X7 K- {# x
: t8 Z2 N% ]4 G( b美丽的爱情,以一个微笑开始,以一滴泪水终结。现实中,相守以望的爱情,却以缘分两个字开始,以缘分两个字终结。。。
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) | \( R/ d# ]+ v, f不曾后悔遇到他,即使一切之后只剩下痛的回忆和苦涩的心。恨不起来,却又轮回着舔舐结痂的伤口。
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18周前的那个周五下午,在疾控检测后那份释然开心和满怀憧憬的哽咽,淹没了电话那头的他,18周后的这个周五下午,同样的结果,却被决堤的泪水埋葬,没有了喜悦,只有渗透了的苦涩和失落。曾经梦想着那份未来,都成了破裂的肥皂泡泡。没再拨电话,只有自己一个人,顶着路人回眸中异样的眼神,茫然地走在烈日下……
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\6 [. M( j0 Z; U }2 C* j2 g今夜,莫名的空虚感,剥离了我的灵魂。嘈杂和拥挤似乎已经成为一种痛,本能地被自己抵抗着。心累了,思想却不曾停歇;记忆还未曾逝褪色,身边却已经少了羁绊……& ~, d, P& k b' B' m% _2 s$ h Z
8 A, H0 B l9 j1 c4 u车窗外的夜上海,灯火依旧,只是看风景的人,已平添了几分沧桑。; k: R8 t; m* g5 h& J5 f& s
今夜,深陷记忆轮回的我,依旧无眠$ ^% `6 r9 b9 T
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