记忆 爱之殇

flashroy

无眠的夜，看到这首诗，不自觉地湿了眼眶
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; P9 l4 {9 Q+ p7 j9 H9 v' `) `" IMy love once said "Everything passes away "
+ n$ b# g/ J% V& hHowever, memories never pass away
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Memories... A part of everyone
7 D& q3 t9 E7 p* x% H6 ^Memories... Live in everyone

Memories be built on love
! y2 T7 k2 G4 _8 SMemories be built on hatred

A thin line separates
yet cast drastic effects

! u! C1 W5 j+ O% X8 dMy memory of you was the birth of the love
Yet such beautiful memory was mudered

4 y. ]6 M4 J" f2 B+ _/ I0 vIf all things should end
It should end with love
: D: r( T5 l  a- k- zAs it begins with love

" ]) V% a' x3 C# }# jMy forgiving nature promotes your cruelty
The cruelty to crush every bit of loving memory to death

These memories, I so cherished once
5 ~. d# h0 H, [$ c- m* d/ ]These memories, so harmless and hard earned
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These memories... I was willing to die for
( [3 x. H. N& xYet incapable to survive upon your punches
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For them, I lived
For them, I believed
For them, I loved
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0 L& s. P$ w6 ]6 i( b: m! [- \Once upon a time, they were the only source to cheer me up
Today, they are the result of your heartless cruelty
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Once, even in your absence, they brought me smiles
/ p3 i: Q4 [4 WNow, in your silence, they brought me tears
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My memory of honey, so tastily sweet
Now, it is as sour as the lemon may be
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从Angel 回来的路上，望着车窗外灯火依旧的夜上海，突然似乎迷失了方向。
想要借着跳舞和震耳欲聋的音乐让自己摆脱记忆中挥之不去的酸楚，却失败地发现一切都愈演愈烈。
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从未如此爱到刻苦铭心，从未这么被伤到支离破碎，爱就爱了，能付出的都付出了，现在，心，收不回来了
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2 \+ {! \: X+ q十天来，拼命地自我暗示，朋友们的安慰和鼓励，死党的激将，一切都用过了，当下的效果，在又一个夜深人静之时，溃散成一盘沙，坚强，从指缝间不着痕迹地流走……

时间，都说时间是良药，可需要多久，才能有药效？缘分，都说缘分求之不得，可若真的缘尽，如何释然舍去？

美丽的爱情，以一个微笑开始，以一滴泪水终结。现实中，相守以望的爱情，却以缘分两个字开始，以缘分两个字终结。。。
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不曾后悔遇到他，即使一切之后只剩下痛的回忆和苦涩的心。恨不起来，却又轮回着舔舐结痂的伤口。

18周前的那个周五下午，在疾控检测后那份释然开心和满怀憧憬的哽咽，淹没了电话那头的他，18周后的这个周五下午，同样的结果，却被决堤的泪水埋葬，没有了喜悦，只有渗透了的苦涩和失落。曾经梦想着那份未来，都成了破裂的肥皂泡泡。没再拨电话，只有自己一个人，顶着路人回眸中异样的眼神，茫然地走在烈日下……
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6 H0 k! j# Y2 g. B3 n- j4 J' s今夜，莫名的空虚感，剥离了我的灵魂。嘈杂和拥挤似乎已经成为一种痛，本能地被自己抵抗着。心累了，思想却不曾停歇；记忆还未曾逝褪色，身边却已经少了羁绊……

车窗外的夜上海，灯火依旧，只是看风景的人，已平添了几分沧桑。
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roger0f0m

爱情就是从记忆开始，在回忆中结束