记忆 爱之殇

flashroy

无眠的夜，看到这首诗，不自觉地湿了眼眶
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" |+ G& c/ J- G8 i" O& r$ B: hMy love once said "Everything passes away "
However, memories never pass away

" j% ~0 u. V9 w5 @0 UMemories... A part of everyone
Memories... Live in everyone

: H* b/ W0 |* ?/ ^% }  `Memories be built on love
Memories be built on hatred
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A thin line separates
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My memory of you was the birth of the love
4 y" L+ ~7 P/ w& i" }Yet such beautiful memory was mudered

' s( l* E7 B& T3 }- W/ IIf all things should end
It should end with love
As it begins with love
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My forgiving nature promotes your cruelty
! m4 s; S: S/ x. K/ s) B& LThe cruelty to crush every bit of loving memory to death

These memories, I so cherished once
7 @! \/ d9 H9 q7 aThese memories, so harmless and hard earned
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! K9 Q9 x% V+ x2 A. o, ~These memories... I was willing to die for
Yet incapable to survive upon your punches
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For them, I lived
4 _7 h; b# j: G. bFor them, I believed
For them, I loved

Once upon a time, they were the only source to cheer me up
Today, they are the result of your heartless cruelty
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Once, even in your absence, they brought me smiles
7 u0 e: H4 v: O8 o: \Now, in your silence, they brought me tears

, N% Y5 F# R+ N. A4 v# MMy memory of honey, so tastily sweet
- e) s7 G5 r4 D2 @3 r+ xNow, it is as sour as the lemon may be
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) V: T  ]& O) ?- G3 Z$ u从Angel 回来的路上，望着车窗外灯火依旧的夜上海，突然似乎迷失了方向。
想要借着跳舞和震耳欲聋的音乐让自己摆脱记忆中挥之不去的酸楚，却失败地发现一切都愈演愈烈。
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) o. Z4 w, A4 `0 O4 b$ F从未如此爱到刻苦铭心，从未这么被伤到支离破碎，爱就爱了，能付出的都付出了，现在，心，收不回来了

十天来，拼命地自我暗示，朋友们的安慰和鼓励，死党的激将，一切都用过了，当下的效果，在又一个夜深人静之时，溃散成一盘沙，坚强，从指缝间不着痕迹地流走……

" f0 g5 ]5 z" d; Z' |5 L8 \时间，都说时间是良药，可需要多久，才能有药效？缘分，都说缘分求之不得，可若真的缘尽，如何释然舍去？
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美丽的爱情，以一个微笑开始，以一滴泪水终结。现实中，相守以望的爱情，却以缘分两个字开始，以缘分两个字终结。。。
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不曾后悔遇到他，即使一切之后只剩下痛的回忆和苦涩的心。恨不起来，却又轮回着舔舐结痂的伤口。

18周前的那个周五下午，在疾控检测后那份释然开心和满怀憧憬的哽咽，淹没了电话那头的他，18周后的这个周五下午，同样的结果，却被决堤的泪水埋葬，没有了喜悦，只有渗透了的苦涩和失落。曾经梦想着那份未来，都成了破裂的肥皂泡泡。没再拨电话，只有自己一个人，顶着路人回眸中异样的眼神，茫然地走在烈日下……
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# B9 q$ t: M5 `& {+ p1 B, {- h今夜，莫名的空虚感，剥离了我的灵魂。嘈杂和拥挤似乎已经成为一种痛，本能地被自己抵抗着。心累了，思想却不曾停歇；记忆还未曾逝褪色，身边却已经少了羁绊……
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车窗外的夜上海，灯火依旧，只是看风景的人，已平添了几分沧桑。
今夜，深陷记忆轮回的我，依旧无眠
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roger0f0m

爱情就是从记忆开始，在回忆中结束