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无眠的夜,看到这首诗,不自觉地湿了眼眶
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; k# {2 B6 u9 C8 ~; wMy love once said "Everything passes away "
2 l* K B0 o4 @! dHowever, memories never pass away/ z/ `/ h. Z+ x1 a. g4 r
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Memories... A part of everyone
4 Q. ~+ z1 i( B' [Memories... Live in everyone% |& u1 t5 K" j7 d# X) p% U/ t
& R0 l" ~$ t4 N+ l$ j8 a2 BMemories be built on love7 D0 |+ q/ L1 ^2 W1 \+ C! D
Memories be built on hatred
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& j ~* N. F3 q8 nA thin line separates
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My memory of you was the birth of the love7 m: p) q; p! l3 y: }% d
Yet such beautiful memory was mudered
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7 E" l+ n) D5 @" h. f( HIf all things should end; P; O9 F1 D- ^8 o
It should end with love$ U! h' l2 O6 A7 m9 H/ I4 s v
As it begins with love5 ^$ U# J( x2 v% D
6 j. f, v0 x- AMy forgiving nature promotes your cruelty
# _, ~0 a1 x1 I+ `& x8 WThe cruelty to crush every bit of loving memory to death
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# q, a2 v9 U hThese memories, I so cherished once, a2 s$ t* N3 T4 q1 M% m5 w" F
These memories, so harmless and hard earned
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These memories... I was willing to die for: t+ A5 c5 _: c& P
Yet incapable to survive upon your punches
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6 s- o7 @; h% @% J* S1 [2 Z: UFor them, I lived. s& N. J) v/ M( q) M* h
For them, I believed# E2 O+ e2 F, F5 q1 G. o# k) [0 j j: }
For them, I loved7 l/ B4 y& d8 j+ ]
5 a/ \" H" p5 q( v5 WOnce upon a time, they were the only source to cheer me up
. p0 c4 h4 f2 p3 n' n& d8 @Today, they are the result of your heartless cruelty
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Once, even in your absence, they brought me smiles
2 j& U: G+ I* m4 t- i* P MNow, in your silence, they brought me tears2 r, @; C5 b. z* V
; u7 H' Z# y+ G% D# EMy memory of honey, so tastily sweet5 e+ S: N( o1 a% ]1 k+ [6 S% I
Now, it is as sour as the lemon may be
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从Angel 回来的路上,望着车窗外灯火依旧的夜上海,突然似乎迷失了方向。
, y9 O6 z8 I/ s5 W- x想要借着跳舞和震耳欲聋的音乐让自己摆脱记忆中挥之不去的酸楚,却失败地发现一切都愈演愈烈。
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从未如此爱到刻苦铭心,从未这么被伤到支离破碎,爱就爱了,能付出的都付出了,现在,心,收不回来了
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7 n1 Z' X) s( q @- x十天来,拼命地自我暗示,朋友们的安慰和鼓励,死党的激将,一切都用过了,当下的效果,在又一个夜深人静之时,溃散成一盘沙,坚强,从指缝间不着痕迹地流走……
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时间,都说时间是良药,可需要多久,才能有药效?缘分,都说缘分求之不得,可若真的缘尽,如何释然舍去?
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) e3 [- b; b1 Y$ e/ G0 k美丽的爱情,以一个微笑开始,以一滴泪水终结。现实中,相守以望的爱情,却以缘分两个字开始,以缘分两个字终结。。。, Z) x. j+ ]4 G; b
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不曾后悔遇到他,即使一切之后只剩下痛的回忆和苦涩的心。恨不起来,却又轮回着舔舐结痂的伤口。
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+ F! j& K. _2 L4 h: E9 }) a18周前的那个周五下午,在疾控检测后那份释然开心和满怀憧憬的哽咽,淹没了电话那头的他,18周后的这个周五下午,同样的结果,却被决堤的泪水埋葬,没有了喜悦,只有渗透了的苦涩和失落。曾经梦想着那份未来,都成了破裂的肥皂泡泡。没再拨电话,只有自己一个人,顶着路人回眸中异样的眼神,茫然地走在烈日下……
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5 }" _3 d1 f9 \) S8 t& x今夜,莫名的空虚感,剥离了我的灵魂。嘈杂和拥挤似乎已经成为一种痛,本能地被自己抵抗着。心累了,思想却不曾停歇;记忆还未曾逝褪色,身边却已经少了羁绊……0 A6 e' m, B' ]2 i6 c2 V
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车窗外的夜上海,灯火依旧,只是看风景的人,已平添了几分沧桑。
+ s8 w' f& U, ]- y% M今夜,深陷记忆轮回的我,依旧无眠
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