记忆 爱之殇

flashroy

无眠的夜，看到这首诗，不自觉地湿了眼眶
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My love once said "Everything passes away "
However, memories never pass away

3 x! v( H2 W3 BMemories... A part of everyone
/ p- Y+ w3 [. j% sMemories... Live in everyone

Memories be built on love
Memories be built on hatred

# L3 X+ S6 n9 P  K( s: U" M- rA thin line separates
yet cast drastic effects

My memory of you was the birth of the love
6 F2 h0 o! E2 q0 LYet such beautiful memory was mudered

8 W" m! l# q# n2 p! ?) I9 P$ mIf all things should end
It should end with love
  W* @- a  ]5 {6 }* y9 [  UAs it begins with love

5 Q6 c8 J- h; Z2 R0 qMy forgiving nature promotes your cruelty
The cruelty to crush every bit of loving memory to death

3 b. E, o0 M  B) XThese memories, I so cherished once
+ w! }+ Y. k! {( B- k, l5 n& ]5 nThese memories, so harmless and hard earned

7 i8 x" k/ I8 n- X9 t, nThese memories... I was willing to die for
) x# H0 k+ F  x* o5 g- c3 pYet incapable to survive upon your punches

; n7 Z  W. a* @$ \- Z1 LFor them, I lived
For them, I believed
For them, I loved
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7 O5 F" p0 P3 [1 C$ E* m8 pOnce upon a time, they were the only source to cheer me up
Today, they are the result of your heartless cruelty
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5 }4 _& z3 Q- k+ ~Once, even in your absence, they brought me smiles
Now, in your silence, they brought me tears
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/ J" E; C  |% rMy memory of honey, so tastily sweet
Now, it is as sour as the lemon may be
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8 N4 Q3 u+ A6 \) {7 D从Angel 回来的路上，望着车窗外灯火依旧的夜上海，突然似乎迷失了方向。
  X% @/ n$ L' L) }想要借着跳舞和震耳欲聋的音乐让自己摆脱记忆中挥之不去的酸楚，却失败地发现一切都愈演愈烈。

+ R5 {4 u. h+ y从未如此爱到刻苦铭心，从未这么被伤到支离破碎，爱就爱了，能付出的都付出了，现在，心，收不回来了

; T6 Q8 o. ^& ]; c" O3 a十天来，拼命地自我暗示，朋友们的安慰和鼓励，死党的激将，一切都用过了，当下的效果，在又一个夜深人静之时，溃散成一盘沙，坚强，从指缝间不着痕迹地流走……
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时间，都说时间是良药，可需要多久，才能有药效？缘分，都说缘分求之不得，可若真的缘尽，如何释然舍去？
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美丽的爱情，以一个微笑开始，以一滴泪水终结。现实中，相守以望的爱情，却以缘分两个字开始，以缘分两个字终结。。。

不曾后悔遇到他，即使一切之后只剩下痛的回忆和苦涩的心。恨不起来，却又轮回着舔舐结痂的伤口。
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18周前的那个周五下午，在疾控检测后那份释然开心和满怀憧憬的哽咽，淹没了电话那头的他，18周后的这个周五下午，同样的结果，却被决堤的泪水埋葬，没有了喜悦，只有渗透了的苦涩和失落。曾经梦想着那份未来，都成了破裂的肥皂泡泡。没再拨电话，只有自己一个人，顶着路人回眸中异样的眼神，茫然地走在烈日下……

今夜，莫名的空虚感，剥离了我的灵魂。嘈杂和拥挤似乎已经成为一种痛，本能地被自己抵抗着。心累了，思想却不曾停歇；记忆还未曾逝褪色，身边却已经少了羁绊……
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车窗外的夜上海，灯火依旧，只是看风景的人，已平添了几分沧桑。
: E) x5 G# [& B  Q- W今夜，深陷记忆轮回的我，依旧无眠

roger0f0m

爱情就是从记忆开始，在回忆中结束