记忆 爱之殇

flashroy

无眠的夜，看到这首诗，不自觉地湿了眼眶
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8 J4 n; A: X5 tMy love once said "Everything passes away "
However, memories never pass away

# ?  C9 U4 `4 OMemories... A part of everyone
Memories... Live in everyone
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Memories be built on love
Memories be built on hatred

A thin line separates
yet cast drastic effects

. C5 j; |  i+ ZMy memory of you was the birth of the love
Yet such beautiful memory was mudered
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If all things should end
It should end with love
7 U8 m- w; _( Z6 U% N! X: Z- PAs it begins with love

' U+ \2 o! F6 P6 h$ wMy forgiving nature promotes your cruelty
The cruelty to crush every bit of loving memory to death

These memories, I so cherished once
$ F' H2 i3 ^2 xThese memories, so harmless and hard earned
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These memories... I was willing to die for
Yet incapable to survive upon your punches
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; N2 N& ]# r; n6 J0 K+ I' d; SFor them, I lived
For them, I believed
For them, I loved

, h1 X6 b/ k$ C8 h+ Y$ i9 mOnce upon a time, they were the only source to cheer me up
Today, they are the result of your heartless cruelty

Once, even in your absence, they brought me smiles
- }* K8 T/ `" |9 K" s6 aNow, in your silence, they brought me tears
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! Q  _! x0 u1 q' kMy memory of honey, so tastily sweet
Now, it is as sour as the lemon may be
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从Angel 回来的路上，望着车窗外灯火依旧的夜上海，突然似乎迷失了方向。
想要借着跳舞和震耳欲聋的音乐让自己摆脱记忆中挥之不去的酸楚，却失败地发现一切都愈演愈烈。
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. h: r7 \+ @- k+ l( O9 p从未如此爱到刻苦铭心，从未这么被伤到支离破碎，爱就爱了，能付出的都付出了，现在，心，收不回来了
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; ]9 C' Q0 R# h十天来，拼命地自我暗示，朋友们的安慰和鼓励，死党的激将，一切都用过了，当下的效果，在又一个夜深人静之时，溃散成一盘沙，坚强，从指缝间不着痕迹地流走……

  }2 O0 m( K; x  d3 N/ u时间，都说时间是良药，可需要多久，才能有药效？缘分，都说缘分求之不得，可若真的缘尽，如何释然舍去？

, W/ b9 p4 P9 b' e1 ~8 [1 Z美丽的爱情，以一个微笑开始，以一滴泪水终结。现实中，相守以望的爱情，却以缘分两个字开始，以缘分两个字终结。。。
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3 A+ i5 t" p% _. K( v8 C. E- z3 T不曾后悔遇到他，即使一切之后只剩下痛的回忆和苦涩的心。恨不起来，却又轮回着舔舐结痂的伤口。
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2 I9 M+ s$ Z' f5 r18周前的那个周五下午，在疾控检测后那份释然开心和满怀憧憬的哽咽，淹没了电话那头的他，18周后的这个周五下午，同样的结果，却被决堤的泪水埋葬，没有了喜悦，只有渗透了的苦涩和失落。曾经梦想着那份未来，都成了破裂的肥皂泡泡。没再拨电话，只有自己一个人，顶着路人回眸中异样的眼神，茫然地走在烈日下……
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. {+ K- v/ ?' T) N/ G今夜，莫名的空虚感，剥离了我的灵魂。嘈杂和拥挤似乎已经成为一种痛，本能地被自己抵抗着。心累了，思想却不曾停歇；记忆还未曾逝褪色，身边却已经少了羁绊……

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roger0f0m

爱情就是从记忆开始，在回忆中结束