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I haven't questioned my affection life for so many years until recent review of my life.6 [# T- x: T5 N4 t& G3 K$ d+ H1 _2 L
(在最近我反思自己生活之前,我从来没有认真思考过我的感情生活)9 R$ U/ D0 v5 |$ z/ R
I'm an adult now, or to say, I have been an adult for years.
+ c& h, l* q4 P: U(我如今已经成年,也已长大很多年)
9 Y- a3 F6 D3 Q% [But my soul still stay somewhere in the high school.( P9 ]6 i6 `+ A( f, W3 G- n
(但我的心仿佛依旧停留在高中的某段记忆中)
& O) v3 R" E, c) [- C8 d# z& xSo to some degree, I am indeed a child.
: o$ I# n+ a1 P1 J(所以,从某个角度来看,我其实依旧是个孩子)
6 f* Z: M" j3 n1 K& ]! t2 S8 [Who are the guys I want to cherish, to love and to give whatever I have.9 e) D4 k$ c, H8 q: c
(谁是我所珍视,爱护,甚至愿意奉献所有我所拥有东西的那个他?)* ?( c, J) c4 Q3 W; F5 l
My dream three days ago have told me the answer.8 L. Q, a' C; ?. R ^' D) H4 {
(3天前的梦将答案放在了我的面前)
7 ^# x+ f* }2 hI didn't mean to bother all of you, my firends.
: \- B7 ^8 K" W8 X0 A: J* x; p(朋友们,我真的本无意打扰你们大家)' c5 h+ `* M. m7 ~+ ^6 k3 [
But I have to say I can give all I can donate to you, the one I have been loving, but I can never have the chance to tell you.
/ [7 y1 U% x- H(但是我还是要对那个我爱的人说,我愿意为你付出我的一切,可是我却绝不会有机会告诉你)
! a1 B4 l$ k$ X9 E1 _That is because you are already surrounded by tons of friendships and loves.( l) u I( o2 w, h6 z! S
(因为你已经被友谊和爱情所环绕)0 \8 E4 E3 h0 g) N0 t, _
I don't want to force you away from your recent status of life, because I know the way between you and me is tough than ever and you'd better stay or go on living far from this, the pain, the feeling like heart-broken and whatever the emotions like that.& j2 d7 L: Y2 s0 r6 K* a4 X
(我不想逼你走出你目前的生活状态,因为我知道我们之间的路会很艰难。你应该远离着一切伤痛、心碎的感觉活着一切这类的感觉。); Q0 }+ H2 ?5 H0 O+ X. e" g: G
Promise me that you will be happy and energetic all the time when you are alive, and I will prey for you in all of my life times, nomatter where I am or what I am doing.
- s8 G4 \8 L% e9 @( D" k) s(答应我,你会一直开心活泼的活下去,知道永远。这样我也保证,在我有生之年,我一定会为你祈福,不论我身在何方,身处何职)
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) A O, X7 m& ZI can not figure out how I can be so sensitive tonight, but maybe I should be like this long time ago.! e, }/ Y7 e# V* d" I7 g* o
(我不知道为什么我今晚如此的感性,也许我很久以前已经如此吧)
. v5 ~: I$ {7 z3 u0 ^But because of my escaping, I began to suffer from complicated feelings just from the time I suddenly realized the problem.
8 C: Y9 T$ V4 c/ G4 B(只是因为我的逃避,我已经,在我一时到问题之后,开始经受一系列复杂感情的折磨)
, O D, x9 C$ a3 d4 Y& SEscaping is not the direct and effetive way to end the suffering, but I have no choice.3 K9 ]1 B6 y# d6 A# K- j1 F2 f% m: j
(逃避并不是直接有效的对于痛苦的解决办法,但是我没有选择): _8 j$ [( t6 L/ Q/ G9 s# i
So, forgive my reams of rubbish, I will try to avoid this from now on.
: q0 @1 o ?) T) r; F(请原谅我的废话连篇,我会极力避免此类事件的再次发生)6 k1 _4 N" \& [7 L% |5 m
To confess or not to confess? That's not a question!
! _3 l, _/ O" P6 ?+ x6 w(表白还是深藏?这其实不是一个问题!) |
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