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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;- B( Y8 W* K* Y0 \5 V
0 }) a8 K3 L1 e1 _" y7 VI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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# s% F) e! V2 S. nWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;; q% V( x' b `8 p& M* Z
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love; k9 d: N4 S2 _# j, l) L9 K! h5 k1 L
3 U$ v7 o* w& f/ O' {Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;( j# s, U/ t% P
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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, V, p0 i8 T( V m. S5 dYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;: D' S' O! @) ^6 i |# L) W
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;$ N- e6 W8 B; `
; X' K) u+ ]* q( V, @So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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) e! A6 x; C3 o1 A6 OYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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