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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;: x, F) B ]) g5 ^& X
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;& ~' Q) e! T, X8 S% j' p' j% q
3 y/ H$ g& ?% M, ?5 S) sI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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6 d6 N1 U P. y7 a4 B* MWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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- i( A) C4 j. I3 G. c+ R0 hGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;. {6 s6 }& x0 U0 }7 i) f0 D
& O6 ]$ y" f, t" x& iThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;" r/ d/ y5 W- [0 O
8 o* f1 l1 F$ \# U$ [4 tMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;$ L* Q& W9 V% x2 q
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;( _# R# f3 r+ s9 w$ B8 i% m
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;) b7 C1 k% c' D1 j5 x( z
: `9 h4 t7 X. \ | rBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;5 j/ l! P# G9 f: U1 B& q
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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