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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;# t9 {3 A2 _1 Q2 N k2 u
3 V2 o* Y4 Q$ b; [3 }( M- UAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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, i* Q; f- o/ f: {- J4 B n9 _Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;( Y2 n. a5 ?* ^# i( K
( U* ~( U# E! i. w5 p% l3 D) J9 LI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;0 u# j* y8 [# `, n- ]! @
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;# [% N. N; @' S! V/ G( a4 U
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end; Y/ W4 c, {( @2 w) x! h
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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5 M! ]* q( b6 mSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;4 T- [! }" G! n) f3 k9 C$ z3 U
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;3 M0 s6 e/ ~" c
m5 c6 q! T, ~8 `Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.8 E& J( k) k; t4 W. w2 R$ J, U
( V, D. N4 p' t [% ~Tonight, you belong only to me. |
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