Farewell, my puppy love

craze

Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;

All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;

4 N4 Q; G0 t$ H+ |Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;

I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;

With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude  to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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7 G" U6 K1 G+ TThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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( u+ P% ^+ w, }7 e% HMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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8 c9 F' N. b- Z: o. q- w) Y3 ~You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;

' Q5 G# x$ W& `4 u" \$ ]% E- fSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;

4 s6 p7 Q& v1 k# B. ]Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid   picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.

Tonight, you belong only to me.

shangguan

不好意思,这里是中国;请说中国话:386:

springzh

“I will treat you as old friend only.” Will you？
, {9 h5 Y& t- N) w# M' Z! @“So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life”
/ t( L5 ~7 g4 j$ N# `it‘s not God ，it's you who bless him.

springzh

The greatest thing you’ve ever learn is just to love and be loved in return......