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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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/ _) N) d* P0 EAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;9 C3 j+ ?1 J7 l# e1 @: P2 l9 O& o
& ~1 f+ `; \' `/ u, f6 A4 T1 J5 eEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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* U0 e5 d" Z( R( G/ tWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;; N/ J3 J( A! f( y) }
4 S3 a6 q# _ ?; n. K( wGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;0 w' P. n3 r3 a$ T1 s0 ]. Q
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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7 T. G1 k0 W- T1 cSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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3 X. m- G; d V) X' O; ]So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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, ?3 J; u7 j7 G3 j& O9 C1 }' h# `3 [So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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, m" U+ ~, A& O' i% tBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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$ |1 z4 i8 _. J$ Z, u1 b9 {Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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