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本帖最后由 lovingshane 于 2011-12-28 22:55 编辑 ' B5 u+ Z6 P0 C: B+ n3 p: G& r
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2 G/ q y) W' n% V+ B$ `Dear Spencer ,& b+ o1 d' k; |
I am your chinese fan ,and I love u very much ! Please take care of yourself !
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- q, d0 Q N% n" H4 cThank you! Excuse my lack of knowledge, but I assumed gay porn or any porn wouldn't even be accessible in China. It's nice to know I reached you all the way over there. Where exactly are you from--Just curious. Will use google maps to find you!6 a( P/ k5 O; I
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Hello Spencer,
5 d: c8 l$ a) f1 o$ wThank u for replying my e-mail !* d& f5 y* ?( S( ?( D6 n- G
I'm so exciting ,U know ,For me,U r a super star.
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I'm 26.I'm gay , and all over the world know China is a feudal state ,not open as USA .$ B6 C7 k8 B( l9 B
My parents & friends don't know that I am gay.I couldn't tell anyone of them.: K8 k; s8 q' Y' T# v0 @' {
If people know U are gay ,my parents will be very sad and my friends/ z8 d0 j, a9 S1 Q7 C( I3 A
will laugh at me .I don't want to lost them.
# f' d2 \8 C" O% l7 T0 pIt is so hard to find someone that u love .
M3 _5 j" G, e( {2 KUnder the social pressure,maybe in the future I will get married.But I think I will destroy the rest of girl's life .So I am really confused.
# Z2 }5 M1 g1 a# |7 ?6 l5 z- L* LI have no idea.Can U tell me what I should do in the future ?8 {! V6 x' W( \7 {
U are very curious about how I know u?
0 N K( h0 J' _, L( d$ hTo be honest.I download a few gay porn movies from Internet.And I understand it is violate the law in USA.
* E1 z6 ?+ ^% r }7 _. oU are a very handsome man. U have talent. And I love U !
% N. T1 I0 b& q4 KI almost lost my heart When I heard that u had HIV.
5 ^6 ]) O2 ^1 l$ b7 I$ s( yI wish you good health ! Please take care of yourself !4 t/ C8 y" R' Z0 n
Oh ,wrtie too much today.My English is very poor,Hope U can understand what 5 p( f' l8 h1 O4 ~
I write today.* y4 M8 {: y* [" G% R3 \0 O
Please reply .
% |& ? b' p1 v1 A' Z1 B G/ WThat's all .Thank u !4 b" c5 G8 p& u8 f0 p
Yours ,8 }3 P% _& ?, n4 {( h8 Z
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ps:To update ur blog,I will always pay my attention on you !
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5 Y/ i/ [, p; \; m$ u4 H" S. w+ mIt's a joke,please don't mind !
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I am sorry it took me so long to reply. And I thank you for your email. I just looked at google maps and saw your town a and some pictures. I am ashamed that when you wrote, I imagined a stereotypical Chinese village instead of the big urban area where you live. Some of the architecture is beautiful!
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6 f+ l. r( K9 g" S5 [0 @Because you live in a more urban area, have you been able to find other gay young men?? I certainly hope that some day you can live the life you want to live. It is sad that you may not and that you might have to marry. ( X' ?/ d6 T- H: @
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Yes, I am HIV positive, but it's not as sad as you may think. I do have a boyfriend whom I will probably marry, and he is negative. I plan to live a long life! So don't worry about me.
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I hope to update my blog, but my life is so busy it is hard to find the time. I'm glad to know that when I do update, you'll be reading it all the way across the world.
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1 [$ k) `. E3 T1 nSend a picture of yourself!!
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Hi Spencer,9 s9 D3 X* \0 O! l2 M8 ]8 y. C
Thanks for your e-mail. My apologies for the late response... : x# \3 }/ `8 G; ^9 B \
I'm too busy recently!
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Find a lover in China is the most difficult thing for me !: z3 g$ M6 y6 k! k6 u
I want to tell you that you don't know about China.
5 B1 t/ \$ y; N; r$ Y8 GIt is very hard to fight for my right !:-(& I2 Y: l& |& o# _
7 K! b2 W( E& f1 u3 H) sAnd USA is a amazing country for me !
# K, l, E9 D0 `! o- A0 bI personally like reality shows.such as,8 W/ u+ i+ K2 n, I/ h
'american idol','survivor' ,'the amazing race'.
S! c5 T, w, O# ~; E0 \0 ~2 T" k. F& uDo you like watching reality show ?
" v' j* ^9 I' n# C1 N$ C. cI also like watching witty sitcoms or drama shows, like- X' \! j! P, w# n2 M- i" _
Desperate Housewives, The Big Bang Theory and the Simpsons.6 E# b, C, {( f+ ]+ I
When I was a student,I watched Friends ,sex and the city,
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% `3 c8 y/ O% o Y5 BSpeak other things .Maybe you don't konw now in China ,KFC and
% }' T {" k: P, w" L# X3 m" hMcDonald's are very popular with youngsters.so do I .I like eating
9 I+ s) E6 ^) ]6 K& ^hanburger.A lot of foreigners like eating chinese food.Chinese food
7 ?) e# ~9 K0 D U3 g; Tis healthy and delicious .Do you like chinese food?
- N% H0 }+ V! c' U( N+ F1 YIf you come to China ,I will invite you to eat some delicious chinese food. w S& I" a2 b+ y7 L+ o
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Next time, Can you tell me something about you (your job,your3 b- @$ _$ |+ o
life,you family and so on ),Just curious.Will you share with me?4 v' ^& y+ P5 i
1 k1 j, n+ k. i! D7 F+ A8 w' H' UOk,That's all ! I must go to bed !6 z. X, O, t" G$ L
May your future life be full of happiness. Wish you happy everyday.
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Your chinese boy ,
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* M1 C3 V3 C" Z& YPS: I'm ugly. I hope you don't mind the photo.' T/ w4 u6 J1 B- @
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" D; |3 i# i" O6 oSorry for the delay; I, too, am very busy and sometimes dont get to answer emails for weeks. But I wanted to write to thank you for your pictures and to tell you that you are BEAUTIFUL! I know it must be hard being gay in your country, but you must never let the rest of the world make you feel badly for who you are. You are a handsome gay man who happens to live in China and who cannot express himself as freely as if he were in another country. And you have a sense of HUMOR! I love the picture of you sticking out your tongue!!
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Me? I am very busy at work. I am in charge of all the outreach and education on Cape Cod in Massachusetts. I provide people with the education they need to make choices in their sexual behavior to keep them from contracting HIV. I am also a musician (I play the piano and love to sing old standards) and I am an actor (I'm currently in rehearsal to play the title role in Edward II. I have a boyfriend of 5 years and two kittens. In my town, I can walk hand-in-hand with my boyfriend, I can kiss him in public, and everyone knows that I was a porn star. And it's all accepted as okay. I figure I might be in jail for that in your country??+ ^2 U; E3 N' Y# G1 g
, K- [6 v: u6 [; v* yAnyway, please don't take it personally if I don't write back for a while--I am just busy.
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Best,
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