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本帖最后由 lovingshane 于 2011-12-28 22:55 编辑 % ^/ z/ Z5 J/ d) a" _
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. ~) C& |: |0 H/ k- p7 S$ H& BDear Spencer ,
5 ?) `2 O# v2 k# ]; p) ` I am your chinese fan ,and I love u very much ! Please take care of yourself !
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" `& E3 X# p. T. G9 }( u yours
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" l4 s. V. m% J7 P6 [) yThank you! Excuse my lack of knowledge, but I assumed gay porn or any porn wouldn't even be accessible in China. It's nice to know I reached you all the way over there. Where exactly are you from--Just curious. Will use google maps to find you!; L. ~; ^" N( O7 |; z; V& ~# |
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Spence
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Hello Spencer,2 }& }* H7 ]* q1 O3 ~
Thank u for replying my e-mail !
( Q. t. n3 ]* YI'm so exciting ,U know ,For me,U r a super star.5 U, _0 d9 v0 Z
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( W/ o( F$ Y, `1 b- bI'm 26.I'm gay , and all over the world know China is a feudal state ,not open as USA .
$ C/ y& a' z3 {7 jMy parents & friends don't know that I am gay.I couldn't tell anyone of them.$ X. s/ a; z& V H! n ^5 G! t
If people know U are gay ,my parents will be very sad and my friends- M3 ^0 ]0 _( _- W
will laugh at me .I don't want to lost them.
: l3 g& L8 C7 }It is so hard to find someone that u love .
6 k( N# u3 e7 w8 RUnder the social pressure,maybe in the future I will get married.But I think I will destroy the rest of girl's life .So I am really confused.
! y2 E& C, H6 x4 o S7 y: v& WI have no idea.Can U tell me what I should do in the future ?, H- v+ O$ ^; D$ D7 g7 h. s8 @
U are very curious about how I know u?
6 n) F4 V; h* F9 XTo be honest.I download a few gay porn movies from Internet.And I understand it is violate the law in USA.9 y* F i8 y$ h! C+ Y
U are a very handsome man. U have talent. And I love U !5 N- d8 T7 z- @) i
I almost lost my heart When I heard that u had HIV.: b& o# \7 T) p3 h3 p' c
I wish you good health ! Please take care of yourself !9 y- J& C. r+ S2 f8 ?
Oh ,wrtie too much today.My English is very poor,Hope U can understand what . ]/ [& R0 h- s: m9 }/ z( M; D; {. b
I write today.
9 M' }. ]; R- _; _. Y4 F' e. LPlease reply .
1 Q$ S8 H& c! z8 J" GThat's all .Thank u !9 \% g+ S2 Y4 |& @2 R* {* ?0 F2 l+ B
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6 x/ e. ]- h* n1 I$ ]) jps:To update ur blog,I will always pay my attention on you !/ D7 X _3 d9 @! k
:)Big Brother is always watching you! ) f9 M* T0 I8 ]. q' V0 }
It's a joke,please don't mind !
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I am sorry it took me so long to reply. And I thank you for your email. I just looked at google maps and saw your town a and some pictures. I am ashamed that when you wrote, I imagined a stereotypical Chinese village instead of the big urban area where you live. Some of the architecture is beautiful!
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8 J0 g+ `+ D8 uBecause you live in a more urban area, have you been able to find other gay young men?? I certainly hope that some day you can live the life you want to live. It is sad that you may not and that you might have to marry.
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& d3 G+ m- Q1 y: P2 U) ^Yes, I am HIV positive, but it's not as sad as you may think. I do have a boyfriend whom I will probably marry, and he is negative. I plan to live a long life! So don't worry about me. 1 }0 ^& \; Q5 s( ~9 a/ N; y
. c- k$ S$ U" f. b. I1 L% m, WI hope to update my blog, but my life is so busy it is hard to find the time. I'm glad to know that when I do update, you'll be reading it all the way across the world.
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Send a picture of yourself!!% n* `8 [3 D9 x$ C# a
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spence
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; {0 y2 o- b% ]4 O0 a* B7 W. A, Q; ~Hi Spencer,, i! l. D. i; _: o8 E
Thanks for your e-mail. My apologies for the late response...
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! l% x/ R( g0 C- tFind a lover in China is the most difficult thing for me !
/ l. x/ E3 T | R$ D$ j% d% z0 R5 zI want to tell you that you don't know about China.- I' Q* Y. K1 A. p
It is very hard to fight for my right !:-(
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( u5 V' A4 ]1 N. q/ a, S+ rAnd USA is a amazing country for me !
5 N3 [8 b! R( Q- q8 {- FI personally like reality shows.such as,
: @$ x8 b% a: z. H, Y2 v'american idol','survivor' ,'the amazing race'.
9 R* n3 g: u3 A0 T9 [7 p5 p* wDo you like watching reality show ?$ z. S: R% O( c3 s ]
I also like watching witty sitcoms or drama shows, like
) H5 E2 v, Q! k# X5 s6 m JDesperate Housewives, The Big Bang Theory and the Simpsons.
+ L% o/ x9 W# d7 k0 oWhen I was a student,I watched Friends ,sex and the city,
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/ u( W9 x9 {, H t4 f, x" W' SSpeak other things .Maybe you don't konw now in China ,KFC and
3 Q6 ~) M5 N: c, I) N# J6 V+ \. bMcDonald's are very popular with youngsters.so do I .I like eating
# Z. ?9 Z. l- Y" Q4 x1 Z9 V1 Xhanburger.A lot of foreigners like eating chinese food.Chinese food
c/ G! G% s. r$ ], x( bis healthy and delicious .Do you like chinese food?; l3 M4 ]$ ~/ s i) S
If you come to China ,I will invite you to eat some delicious chinese food.6 `/ T* B+ d2 n5 H! n# ~. i+ t: [3 D/ Y
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Next time, Can you tell me something about you (your job,your! C D# I0 ?0 d% J0 D* L( R
life,you family and so on ),Just curious.Will you share with me? `7 A1 ~. K& V; I
9 x2 A" t5 |/ f& J; o0 z$ s. m+ p) ~Ok,That's all ! I must go to bed !
( ^( c9 y2 t5 i% t2 a: T d4 oMay your future life be full of happiness. Wish you happy everyday.) @; w- P$ H2 x5 V2 v8 ]* [8 B$ n+ y" N
" \8 _9 ]5 M6 u8 A. SYour chinese boy ,7 _% f+ F- ^/ |
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PS: I'm ugly. I hope you don't mind the photo.
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- {, M1 _+ Q& x: g* aSorry for the delay; I, too, am very busy and sometimes dont get to answer emails for weeks. But I wanted to write to thank you for your pictures and to tell you that you are BEAUTIFUL! I know it must be hard being gay in your country, but you must never let the rest of the world make you feel badly for who you are. You are a handsome gay man who happens to live in China and who cannot express himself as freely as if he were in another country. And you have a sense of HUMOR! I love the picture of you sticking out your tongue!!
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Me? I am very busy at work. I am in charge of all the outreach and education on Cape Cod in Massachusetts. I provide people with the education they need to make choices in their sexual behavior to keep them from contracting HIV. I am also a musician (I play the piano and love to sing old standards) and I am an actor (I'm currently in rehearsal to play the title role in Edward II. I have a boyfriend of 5 years and two kittens. In my town, I can walk hand-in-hand with my boyfriend, I can kiss him in public, and everyone knows that I was a porn star. And it's all accepted as okay. I figure I might be in jail for that in your country??
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1 V! C% E; b, T$ w+ s+ N+ {8 AAnyway, please don't take it personally if I don't write back for a while--I am just busy.
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