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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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( e1 k: i/ |( ^All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering; ]8 g: V, u2 ~& h7 ?& @
9 c8 R! o& s' WI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;: _" V( d' m. B Y- f
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;/ }4 o- W+ e8 z! j
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;1 q0 S4 a1 [5 s$ w1 n+ h
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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; y6 x: T) H+ F$ IMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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: K% C3 B# S3 Y N dYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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: X( ~1 G( P# ~- A+ {3 I. a3 i( NSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;; z( S. o0 L; i5 h+ _0 D {
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;2 e* S, W) d6 `2 V. Y
; L+ [3 E. {) l$ iYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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Tonight, you belong only to me. |
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