Farewell, my puppy love

craze

Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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7 V% f8 i+ C5 DAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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+ d9 I  x1 X1 |4 j8 mEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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5 B$ x2 Z' }- fI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;

: A& S  o* {; g' z1 |2 h' kWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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' A. @/ t8 Y" h) kGratitude  to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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: y1 m3 B/ F7 \- C0 |: O7 xMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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7 C% k9 D' s& i- o9 T0 D  n3 f' t) wSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;

( w) b  q- w9 b7 d% }# M9 pSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;

So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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/ ?3 n9 d2 d" [8 A+ qBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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# n' ~8 I( R* t2 A# ~Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid   picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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Tonight, you belong only to me.

shangguan

不好意思,这里是中国;请说中国话:386:

springzh

“I will treat you as old friend only.” Will you？
“So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life”
) R3 l3 g" v  e/ e5 Ait‘s not God ，it's you who bless him.

springzh

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3 s6 p4 x0 p- |+ L- r% W3 [The greatest thing you’ve ever learn is just to love and be loved in return......