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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;3 W; D6 Y( C. P \+ v5 t- v+ ]( i
# Y& a1 v( r) Q6 L4 b; ?) UEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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9 c. I: \% \& E0 a5 ]! j$ T" a4 cI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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; d! Z' [4 |) D" g X( O/ XWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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2 \% A8 }# i: K* f/ p3 hThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;0 x) P. g/ M, L
! ~2 }: x0 Q- R* F# IMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;: f; M. ]" {: V
4 [+ w( M$ n& W# I: n0 s% m, n, nYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;( n' S% d0 H7 P
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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1 P" b0 L5 ?$ |So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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# R2 l) {' d- [( uYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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Tonight, you belong only to me. |
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