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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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9 e' ~- j* z- U% _$ F4 [. k" LAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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t5 H, v2 m& e; o9 i1 a# t( d4 oEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;. p! L* Y2 T" ^9 w5 |; Z8 L0 O, d
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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4 k, `7 Q8 E1 e. _7 dGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;- x8 [, p5 e5 a4 x) y
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;+ x( n- v! [5 P/ l' s6 Y/ \. x
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;7 m8 `4 ` N: \/ G- s
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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