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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;+ ?+ L$ }5 N, O) f
% w1 @1 \9 h! O0 }0 _! eAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;* K7 X9 f4 U9 X/ D& O: y4 S" b5 E
6 x* G% a% P/ R5 o/ b4 o% IEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;: z- x% G! y+ A7 D) K# u+ Y3 K5 g
8 E) i- g& C' O0 }I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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; V6 x: n5 W+ W" Z2 l3 qGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else; A- F2 c |% `, d$ `
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;, q( n5 V) X5 }$ q
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;* P+ X0 ^* B* Q& i( c+ K
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;, u5 D% \1 A4 b
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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( l9 a" T7 r. L6 Q, z ]% ^Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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