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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;4 U1 H( T [$ p5 e n1 D
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;( g/ ^, o/ {8 M" o# d. k
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;. }( z( g9 ]0 A, L
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;9 Z O5 }0 B2 s1 j5 w8 u
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;( |9 ^9 q$ t+ ?$ n
: D, Q p+ W) \3 B; j$ c, w8 J- f1 RMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;) [+ p9 @) }$ c7 o u. N
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;* r, g8 g, u+ V
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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. X3 Y! X) Z% C( e$ ], V- ESo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life. e2 ^ l$ Z* [: ?; U
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