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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;! @. t# ]! W! D( j- C* P
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;8 j# A8 _3 s1 n- t0 A2 B- S
) w" ~! M/ y* n' ]+ K" G5 c* hI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;4 [% |- L: L* ]. P) q! q
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;" x( v' h/ o }' \( I$ y }/ M2 e
: y/ w7 H) K& T6 `Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;- N) L% I0 V/ {0 _5 y
) E4 ^' Q- S, }- |' n6 ^4 RMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;: l2 }" _; B0 w- e
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;; [7 V4 F* a3 j" Q k$ X
& p( o2 L/ W! H- s# kSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;! Q# U/ ] O4 h, }- P/ C
* _% s+ T3 X2 {6 A! OSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;4 n5 s9 |& K/ m4 v M' {
5 R+ T5 [8 W4 ` c$ ]! o2 g {7 mBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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6 S, g# i% O' H9 UYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.+ I" Z7 U1 u( L
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