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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;* O+ j( K) o$ W& ^
1 S+ B9 @- [5 YAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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# D) h, P4 d6 d+ B9 O% ~. hI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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" c+ a7 D+ z8 h% }) \Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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9 f) T" c& e. U' J' _9 mThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;4 g$ S! C& k$ w
4 q& ]; T- i) Y- m0 q0 T/ G" ?You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end; e1 G" t0 K- E; H; _. \9 a
/ m$ K, e6 I2 tSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;- I" |6 v' f$ ?! z5 r
3 z9 E4 y1 y, ~0 b m: USo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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- u; q8 T2 ] v J OSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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& a& s# d* A' |: \1 w9 CBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;1 Z- M$ K! {# _1 C
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.0 ^# t8 z9 L# r8 U- m, T* O' W2 |
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Tonight, you belong only to me. |
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