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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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2 h' | p! d0 s# H3 [6 R" n8 v; FEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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/ U5 z- ?4 b' L5 v- eI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;: R$ y* {5 U1 [ C1 Z8 Z3 {
" ~! s" {1 R2 |6 ?4 q0 WThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;" ~+ e$ _5 v/ ~7 D1 V: o
) _3 _- P/ A% Z; o1 J" TMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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/ R- y1 [% ^5 D9 N: [You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;9 H' a( v* K& u/ d ~
' r, x# \( k2 s" _4 {So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;: Y3 u6 s' w& l2 Q2 G! Q
: R& l. z; k4 o' ?% [- DSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;% h0 P3 ^; T) N) [
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;! D' e. p7 B! |% ~. q- U
& J9 c( o% H. [, H/ G/ s* wYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.& \" U! c+ g( ~, C4 ]2 r! I
& ` x( o$ k% T* ~/ v: k' NTonight, you belong only to me. |
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