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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;6 o- s6 ]( h( ]& P& C9 ] q3 X4 d0 V
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;) L& K( x6 `+ \) A1 I0 o2 }
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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( _' K& l0 Q8 bI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;$ o" o9 G( n" |& J* y
0 Y( ]! t3 N; e! z& yWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;0 t H$ b. G; B+ Z6 O7 A; J0 M
3 x9 H- X& Z% u! j @$ kYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;+ h# {6 m+ I/ L0 [
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;2 A( y$ O+ t" g* t0 c
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# n% {% X {3 I3 J" t% ^. MBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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