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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;* D5 b! v/ L8 N+ V5 A
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;4 C1 }. X' W) A3 X% [) W R9 E% s
q# |- z: }6 E) q$ fWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;: o3 a. h0 w3 F
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;* k$ |" J7 e0 s: n" s
: a. V. j! v* l3 [6 C' TYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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8 Q5 p$ ]0 x9 ~0 rSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;( q8 J0 |8 ]' B$ h- P" u- D
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;0 E+ X( I" y7 Y6 a* _
% g+ y5 P, i* C& i; d" A0 LYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.9 F& v9 y7 B6 K/ K4 z/ ^; R
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