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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;; c. Z" I2 N9 a$ c; H- l$ u3 l
5 J5 a, E" X: Q9 vAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;" |; X1 p7 Z' [, J: C N ~5 M
0 m: @: ^( x0 y) J7 d0 oI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;' {& `+ o* g5 `2 b3 {9 @
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;% b2 l* X2 U E
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;7 P" Y- x* g/ B8 s+ q0 b
x2 Y2 v, ?* R% K) s, P2 pThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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' R9 r2 ?8 L! y' h8 w0 |( Y( a0 r+ _My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;6 f1 U7 e( E4 R# t
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;3 }/ o/ a4 b% d! w0 ?
% p: V0 l/ l' R9 a6 kSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;) K: _" a t+ d! o3 Y) ? ]
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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