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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;/ P2 M% O/ s5 q0 X
. [' j. b8 V+ m; s3 E. o: A- tAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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8 L$ z- d/ u% b8 w8 W ~6 oI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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$ P, e) M7 w" q. h+ mWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;2 N+ p, x4 B6 h% s
( S* ]) @" C0 n( q8 E) \1 y6 WThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;6 v4 D* x0 t7 `9 i# g9 f# ~2 x
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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5 x) o& ^1 Z, ^6 `You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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* x! ^( b& N1 v3 g" F: l4 C" G& z" _4 NSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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- B! c; I/ d9 tSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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/ k3 P$ e. c: }% U6 K: M% QSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;) G0 ^5 y6 ?7 Y. ~- w
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;. v' n% x. T: R
- [" u7 c+ l. G( T. p5 `7 EYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.6 d) Y- M( f- P2 X
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