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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;- \3 q% V N, _6 U2 A
7 l9 x9 B, }6 O; [9 H0 [All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;2 d7 x' q8 G4 {+ ~$ N
" H5 w0 c0 U/ dEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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$ s/ a8 m+ ]. K& ]' Z4 bI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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* t& |- Y* E1 s( G+ eGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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6 `1 _0 O" q. z6 ]" JThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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" b* r1 `+ g% u" ~; s3 G8 JYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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6 L3 W" G8 w: W, \& A( KSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;1 t2 _$ V9 v3 c t: `0 J. `
8 }/ Z( u" b9 ~2 \So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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* v8 e7 a" r6 a; s0 x- z; GBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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Tonight, you belong only to me. |
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