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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;+ p; T+ a* K7 Z8 c3 b
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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; r( R6 Q; f; vEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;( f; w+ T3 U* E6 w
2 v9 v7 y0 J$ K2 @, XI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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8 J9 `$ u- G" m- sWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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& E- I5 `; G6 g/ Q$ KGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;# H p# W/ C8 V4 F% o. n
9 N' e6 k8 u3 T% r" k; o/ WThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else; s3 }% ^* m Q3 L. }2 P! x
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;0 |% I6 I* S! c6 e) n
2 U5 ?6 h& q+ F& D4 g WYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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+ ]; x, I$ s% l6 i" mSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;0 _8 Y( p8 Y* E6 V1 A" K* C
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;0 O; P' |, ]! f* v5 q' @ M
8 J: p/ a4 R9 R8 J) QBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.4 x, Y; S5 T5 @) ]3 N1 W
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