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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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! n: R% O( d7 }3 [/ dAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Z/ M$ N& d" L+ _Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;6 L+ T s! n+ ?: ~' |
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;: {9 [3 B# Y1 Q: p( m0 r
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;/ [. D. H7 i0 l) j8 A0 F3 I3 w
% z7 q1 p+ C3 `! l4 U! GGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;( _5 j5 j8 R2 x
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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+ |$ B; {) b; R8 \5 `+ N" g# |You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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/ Z) { @( i5 B/ \. t cSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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( x$ Q% E- ^4 a/ v; F$ U4 b( mBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.% C- } `8 C) D7 J
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