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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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/ }5 z- v2 ]6 s0 F% i0 iAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;: H; H3 R$ _" E3 ^$ B) j
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;+ S$ n4 o( p7 B5 v# S
2 o) X+ y$ |) `I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;4 t+ _0 E2 x8 Z2 }0 X* w. r7 P
' \5 r9 ]2 d3 MWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;3 w4 D4 E& i& _* H4 G" R
; {& S' q6 \9 U( lGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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/ y- N( b# r& v$ v: PThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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+ b" e2 T$ R' _6 T! |, i. qMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;: X/ W: Y; f" \5 _! U. d& [
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;. a4 w7 Z( ~! A2 R
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;$ X. F5 I& ~' h4 F
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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3 e- K% f5 S6 ~) x" r% s- wYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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) o( Q, X) G/ s$ S4 ]& nTonight, you belong only to me. |
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