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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;5 R1 _. G, `( G: d& H: W( _
/ l1 B* d1 c6 d. V0 ]All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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; V% D% J$ n0 E: |; s* o0 E9 rEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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+ u2 o" C7 ?* j# VI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;+ L, K: d& }# w" Q$ {3 C7 l* M0 n
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;2 q6 u; t$ U; O: r9 {1 Z
; Q- U+ E( u* h6 J8 EGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;* \2 |/ N5 N" W( G% X
9 W" Q; w/ {- H& h, ]Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else; V w/ [/ B6 _5 c
! [3 n3 Z+ v; Z% cMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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5 N( I# K. L UYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;: Y7 D+ V+ U) x+ K+ T
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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8 V" r, M& ^1 s ?- n' G/ m1 BSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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# @) ^8 p$ O: W: j, E: l$ B2 C ABut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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4 C4 F; E' F* u9 ^! ?Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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