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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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! w; I* q- e- F8 UEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;4 ] O0 q$ K& S( A9 `
! e0 e: A1 c6 y* `. f( u" BI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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( J/ g) ?8 u( U* t9 @6 _With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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; M; o$ h# A; V; u$ wThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;: ?& S/ m- [8 f" ` Z
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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+ P/ Z$ s# f$ H: R i. H9 xSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;* Q8 A% O0 a$ `+ r/ m* [+ n5 K
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;; s# q8 ~( u; y5 ^# i; d
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;: j$ q# a2 G. O$ \2 V; h
. H6 L" |( ~: S6 {4 j9 K1 Y( IBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;9 [7 a/ L" k; v
! W$ n6 E2 q3 }* x+ BYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.% I8 B8 B* m+ }( k
/ X' S7 i& u$ U* g+ `" y, j5 U2 {$ p" QTonight, you belong only to me. |
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