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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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. H% e# K" ?, A# G. TI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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) e& g% V2 D2 B3 Z0 T. v5 ZWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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- Q; T0 D* m9 ^8 a) h$ e6 }7 BMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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1 O3 Q9 g) l/ B2 d& G8 oYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;# J, H& y! u7 D# _5 ~. P# c
$ Z$ k6 e; T. ~% m+ i: N+ ?So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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# {: o1 T5 T! Z# ?' q- oSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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& M2 Z+ n( v/ J) Y8 zSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;0 h5 L( }( L# N& Q: x9 ^
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;) G7 Q& @$ J% T2 S9 K# i5 |2 C
1 |. I0 O; o5 K4 L: zYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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