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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;' ~. ?( n! ?0 m7 |
2 d# W- D0 C: Q* m5 v1 [All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;0 Y. W+ z8 f7 q/ z
: c! a* Q$ Z$ a# z3 b% M& R$ P+ wEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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+ \" V# D& q' a% TI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;: A; C, n3 u8 ?- E
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;# M# s, d. r& ^6 Z! ^* ^
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;+ C9 }# K% A$ r/ z4 o
% s0 h5 _$ j& c) f: |! U ZMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;* O; K+ a& P! E; D
4 P8 s, V+ N$ I* r6 Z3 FYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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4 G) @) D+ G8 G+ W( v& cSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;$ g6 R3 j; @6 ?# k3 ]# j6 ?8 s9 W, ^
1 `/ `9 N- J5 U7 w' ?So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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# s( k8 M8 m0 S- oSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;& v' f# a6 @; J0 A" u8 K: b' a6 o, O
4 L; B8 ]" Q5 ~; v7 y& M8 oBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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+ F7 n5 W6 C q; h0 u1 jYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life., z1 R0 u, a1 e I, d. x$ N
4 \6 ~- l* ~8 E2 @- k4 r- p1 h- ?Tonight, you belong only to me. |
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