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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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/ S! V1 K5 i) s: M( h7 ^5 `7 `Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;0 [% p% k* D: g2 N" ~; B* y
; @( c% k$ j( E; M0 tI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;) \/ m$ u2 s3 F- K, x
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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* W5 i9 {' w9 AGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;5 X8 _/ X- a" O% C9 ~7 A' j; _5 }
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;( }, i# Z2 w9 y" W
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;$ \# E p5 N2 _. A8 S
% P$ x* q: v' zSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;: k8 k' u( X3 c9 k
5 t& w6 }5 h; D- qBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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