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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;# \" [9 g2 M1 p. H; B
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;/ _ G) y! G1 A; s8 H% z5 O
6 H8 k" e! e( _4 l; N, r0 QI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;/ A$ a; C0 A( k- G6 A
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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! G8 s3 L2 d/ t u0 UGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;, D/ `5 g0 z$ _. ?
8 Q& g- `, w& A9 y5 QMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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8 E! y* O! l% z# B- n8 X0 tYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;9 `% h$ E. C6 ^
+ N0 \6 Y4 ]+ h5 d6 N6 qSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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; T' Z& _% G& ^. D0 @* b/ lSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;! m+ z% [& {1 y1 r
& U* o" D' ]4 t: w! Z2 IYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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