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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;2 V h$ ]( s4 w6 M" l8 r, P; R
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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0 [: g8 o# c7 F) fEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;3 L! z E d6 F% b w
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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/ A* l2 S/ Y( P% H( B+ TWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;) ]; i, e l" N' k7 [- k
5 _; L! f, e! Q9 e. N2 [Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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( t2 @% x o4 Y D. W5 k5 YMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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i( S2 B; H8 V5 XSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;# \/ w& O. h: ~& p; L+ n1 Z
5 s( n7 p. Q$ ^: V3 sSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;& t; ~% _! J9 I9 h+ {2 E0 |& ^
: {2 x! v1 c A* S8 ABut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.4 W0 G+ i* Z/ w0 E9 x, H b& \
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