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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;; G" S4 Q3 A4 I' g- C$ k
; I2 c$ |2 r4 I: ZThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else; _' f8 L6 l/ `, `3 q: G" W: ~" c
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;1 s. Q$ Q- t1 K7 i" v' q( m+ A" D
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;: k& j+ O7 s V1 x! i6 F6 M
* [: B. r7 t3 z! S0 xSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;# Z8 ^& v# S& C/ {: z
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;/ n6 z! L! w } L) Y7 [2 I0 i; H
( d- u+ C* r3 j4 y: RSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;( _* H0 ]" N, l7 |! e- E/ k8 w
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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1 x. Q2 ^. P, n9 n1 x: k) mYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life./ m4 h @/ l/ s5 p( H) _: {
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