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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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; u" R( [0 E' |9 k cAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;# W3 B0 o+ _8 b" F' {7 O# c
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love; w* }( x8 e" P
4 V3 y& J) \ |! F- N+ H! Y. mWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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# B( r" Y5 F; g) KThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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: q3 q2 q: H( \" q, P- ^My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;! N% e$ h& m0 w" `. a s
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;0 V: n& _* A+ w1 n5 }. b+ v
0 q1 q+ L4 J; J5 M; W$ }4 ^, k* WSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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" E" H# G& J& }5 c3 h: |- pSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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1 D- }: X3 M3 N( L ^* c" [But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;6 V2 {8 ~; o, F+ J
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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