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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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: b. S- I% Y6 X, \; ?4 ^+ h& ZAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;! R* o) e8 X4 i
' m) F* G& O( ^7 E; V5 }Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;1 A% F" M- w! j4 O, y
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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4 \9 |) d; s/ RWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;) h) z2 @% y$ x; }* o1 i5 w
# N. G; L' V7 K3 G2 B% tGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;: i( U3 S+ E/ _/ l, K
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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{) f9 V# y$ {0 F+ i# [You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;$ S+ m( [& [- {0 m% d! z
_ @8 ?, i) `6 kSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;: {6 D* F5 H' z* A
! g! w% `8 T0 \0 E# ]* W7 @But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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2 `7 e _5 e3 \Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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; }0 s* \7 h) p X5 D3 d& j' ]5 j$ VTonight, you belong only to me. |
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