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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;; G; l- a5 s' Z$ [7 ^
: ]# s) I: S' W; v6 n* r/ CAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;. B5 N, C5 D8 o4 d, E" Y
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;% T' v; X; T+ `& Q5 p: I
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;& B a. D0 X) Z5 N) @8 r7 y
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;* U C3 G9 o z: v2 j
6 s: c0 u! e0 _" C! g& }You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;; H" U) ^! b" @! u0 Z' B. p
& A: S* ^2 _: _$ @; I9 uSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;! T' }& t c7 I& U) k( @
* R T# d r; ^+ B1 x6 \" L9 X' K" |So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;+ ?; S# _0 ^' [
7 ^; [1 r$ d' x; b" s! W! A5 g0 BSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;- ]. M T( X- N B4 h- X
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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