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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;0 Z" @: q2 \* L4 {7 Q5 r, B! _( W
5 ]2 d, P2 ?: M- b$ ZAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;; N. u( b& z& [& {8 V
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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1 v. D9 r1 ?( z# }My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;* O! P6 ]0 E0 {- N* M* x) e
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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& p$ j! v) J& T1 v4 G! ISo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;! R. a+ K- i2 o/ T; z. w2 e
0 B. e; y! N f1 T% q% X4 \So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;& i$ X0 k% H+ Z
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;+ o K {7 e/ Y& `( L1 N V
" v- U3 n2 s4 n; W' n% SBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;: I" W. Z! {2 \
( I; [' Y% D4 eYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life." o9 _9 p$ D2 @% B% W$ N8 L; U/ C
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