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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time; g/ s% k: ~9 g& b: Z) B
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;1 @+ |% ~1 f( Z: M% w, X
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love; }% }, a! T5 Z- N3 c' H6 r0 I% A" V
2 K% N4 \4 c' O9 b! YWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;* M- m& w, e7 \4 v; F& y* S) b
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;$ s* X i! v: `& l) p* P; ]' j
2 \0 Y" D- ~* I* d# J4 iThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;" J, d6 B, k5 v! Q: Z7 V0 `) W4 B# o
' ^- ~8 J l8 p$ G- s/ ESo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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3 Z" I+ H( P- X- Q2 v9 f0 O* D% V3 o2 WSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.0 M7 l& y/ X/ l0 Q+ C) ^; x
- G" j% D' C: [9 ITonight, you belong only to me. |
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