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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;+ g' A8 r. y+ ?& o! P2 W; p. K
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;( ?5 o2 u x. j% r! Z. o. R
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;: ?3 p$ ]+ a) f. a3 n6 B
. ~8 ^* m3 [) C: m; W6 [8 c" IMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;3 R1 p" \+ b1 ~+ s# C2 L+ o9 ]4 Z
* r) J- R2 v: b7 p/ v, L! ^You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;9 i( x1 p/ A9 J
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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/ U) N' _* |) ]& N2 t# aSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only; t4 A3 O: m, Z& `3 T/ {! c4 W' U
( W8 w" B5 {' z0 mBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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