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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time; |2 l- ^% a j) o8 a
6 F/ {& C- w# W3 lAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;' z1 X2 e) E' T# h
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;. O- G3 ?' `% m" h. w
* i" ]( m% `* p/ GI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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/ G& L3 l6 Q; m3 s2 _Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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8 b2 r. K% a7 u4 w: U wThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;' I7 |+ s5 [- v& c+ N% D7 y/ Y; N
9 d4 `# j) Z! X- \5 e1 X k, ^My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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% |: @. R2 o. N; k$ m6 NYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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: t; k/ n$ I+ z" g4 ~$ O0 nSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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7 i" Z( w3 G; ]$ g8 |2 n! m5 ESo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;% s5 ~' ^3 W# z# b( F& U, D: J
! v; j' {8 H5 W) ?. wBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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+ V( N5 \8 E) A7 C' V8 ?% D2 V$ wYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life., p L, L/ Z0 Y
% Y8 u! I" y0 ~0 XTonight, you belong only to me. |
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