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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;6 @9 F, f3 F9 c9 T0 t
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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/ a5 X1 h+ j$ F$ M! |; M7 B* I: aEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;* c, U6 L0 K+ F
: g9 Q' V4 p2 S: [: d' AI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;* u ]0 F s0 g' x* ]+ r
% |" v8 J+ a$ ~- B% X. \: lWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;% S6 n' o3 i2 s" Q. G( l1 g2 W
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;4 b$ k2 e9 M3 G* q% V4 Z4 D& g) o
4 A8 f* n, S1 ]9 q9 kThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;9 ?3 t Z# u1 |
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;& ]" Y0 f1 t1 w( r4 L9 A
! N# F+ R+ y9 @8 {3 rYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;' ~3 L/ I0 X4 Z
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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