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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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' y8 r7 c5 i/ \# a" ~All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;7 }8 _# X. u- B; K E8 d- Q; _
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;" U! D, r) }; B4 e6 y' K6 G2 B
5 r3 I M" Z. w2 x: Z- E; h( qI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;4 A0 p4 L9 l& b# s
! x7 F4 ]- [7 w& |Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;$ m/ _4 A2 u" p
5 h; |, R6 I E6 cThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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% X2 X" U, H) ~6 ~; d* f. T" xSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;4 T4 {- K- z0 m/ k' L% z
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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) t, { [8 F8 B2 @; ^6 zYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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