Farewell, my puppy love

craze

Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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% }( T$ ]/ Z* [7 f" wAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;

Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;

I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;

0 @$ D- ^! p( F6 b8 {( VGratitude  to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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3 l) }/ e9 B; V+ ?' }- FThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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8 X6 y% g7 c+ i+ ~# A8 k! cMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;

7 u* T/ x3 H1 \7 ]. V9 aYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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" k5 V+ b% D& T' ?7 J* k+ wSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;

But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid   picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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shangguan

不好意思,这里是中国;请说中国话:386:

springzh

“I will treat you as old friend only.” Will you？
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it‘s not God ，it's you who bless him.

springzh

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The greatest thing you’ve ever learn is just to love and be loved in return......