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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;$ G _: t/ b* y d3 v! ^( G
' b# \- p/ s$ U+ S8 J7 ~7 b" KAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;+ ~4 M! x) X" p# t7 S: _( F' |; Z
$ f* z$ w1 A& T: r1 HEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;3 R, N9 i$ ]4 W% D2 f, q
1 Z: e) ?4 g/ s' q$ Y8 |Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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5 {1 q# y7 |; S& f9 Z6 J- UMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;# ?$ T: D- {# Y8 p. K. W
: L' v; ?: N3 _4 Q4 S, l- uYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;( J) E% A6 n2 E& O5 D
; w2 l l# H) ]6 qSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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8 D4 z- M- K/ m' E' s" Z; [6 ]So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;: i) X6 v$ `1 `+ ~; ~
. f! Q" Z- B8 S3 g+ e) TSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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; i5 G* N$ d3 R' y" mYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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1 g% U' V9 t2 c6 qTonight, you belong only to me. |
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