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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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- n( \+ }. x2 x& y6 zAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;+ @; A8 S$ n: g& |( M
3 ~7 }. V9 L: DEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;9 L: l! @" K5 O/ C* D
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;0 B& t7 P( k0 |: d4 W8 ]. ]
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;. X% \" x% R3 k. k
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;! T7 n }" F. I$ D1 B' _" E
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;0 K# @# Z0 x+ r3 z, @
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;9 `+ @7 Q% x! V7 ]* K2 n8 y4 H
2 ?" C. U$ b+ O" ?5 b! SYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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5 [! E6 Z; C! O9 _& V) jSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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" i9 [- P2 }; s! y! q( |( l) hSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;: y k! J# Y m$ ?0 t, b3 n
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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