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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;! u" @. Y* Z, v9 X+ }! v6 s
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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- E- _. ^3 t4 v3 B7 O5 E$ BEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;* [0 Z3 c& N* ~' r4 [
" p* C) }$ B- B' R6 U% H! GWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;; D* C# g) w3 ^8 m- `
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;4 q2 H6 x* J5 S3 ]4 B1 _; p* B
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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0 [% i& C! H, i, V" ?% Z& ^6 C% I; USo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;( _1 h# T# k8 J. _( h6 g/ ^
+ N8 G) k, v R5 W5 \% A% T8 TSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;1 Z8 l0 D) q1 E: }+ z$ M
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;2 o, J: ~! {3 i$ n* M' l' _' T7 {
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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9 e$ D: y8 S8 e! n( z( XYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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