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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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W. u2 d7 _9 a" ?( f9 M. cAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;* _) A) K6 b& i
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;: s4 \9 d- p6 a+ R0 ?4 g/ a
( K6 [7 _& ~" R. S4 |' ^( cWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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+ R. d, a- U* r/ P% z* j: B/ \' OGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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5 h) F/ \! K; \2 r! R0 `Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;+ j7 ]6 j& f" G
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;7 s5 ]3 K2 C+ y2 D, x' o6 ]2 v
% D- a0 i8 G4 w; d" _5 IYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;( z8 o. |& M! d( b
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;7 G1 s1 L! i6 l
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;, z: u% j! |: r2 R
& A v+ X% Q( d3 L& K9 Z3 lBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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