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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;6 R* b9 o4 K6 o8 U4 G
6 k+ K4 {/ w5 y0 }( [All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;- V3 }: a# y! Q, D+ @) J$ _
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;: |: e; k$ p5 l
% I. [9 X1 M/ o; W( TI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;( K2 T+ i" ]. |4 y
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;* H4 w/ S4 }- R9 C3 [5 j
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;9 ?6 K# `4 D* r/ D; }3 D% Q1 a
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;- f9 o6 b( M& ] o. i
! s4 O5 V- N) \) t3 R$ z( ZSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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: _) u7 I, K3 v6 CSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only; l$ C6 ?/ \6 }0 ]; C
8 X8 E: k6 I$ a* FBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies; @& s) I" ]1 e3 U
* b% q/ U e/ v% ^Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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