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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;# F0 B9 C" V0 C
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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( w) t: ~& H# a/ ?8 MI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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& `- B: x( m8 y" ^With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;/ G7 y; F0 }0 M) ]' c+ a
, A# N+ v$ G/ x, n* M4 @4 xGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;3 `* k7 C0 ], ^/ E8 V; s* o: X, l
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;! `8 M2 f9 x# y. Y1 [: E
# G3 s- s ^9 t: d2 X( yMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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/ |% F) {7 m3 U. T' M. VYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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, U" P' Q3 ]+ v+ A6 Q5 q8 C" `4 j) P0 RSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;2 M& | E4 X z4 _" R
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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