|
|
|
Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;/ m5 |5 [9 D# n4 J) N( R! H, H4 a
0 P2 @& i3 q! u" Y+ s8 f$ rAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;4 w* D3 S4 e2 e9 ^! N; t3 y. ~3 i
) s$ |2 E) C, y, s: i0 j
Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
0 l h6 j6 U4 p3 g0 d2 E
8 c9 @/ e' Y O6 kI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;* n% _. g$ k% h: [3 ~: w. Q
, b2 L8 u, B9 u _# o, NWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;; P0 A7 j. `) j( O. Y& E p3 g
0 g' e+ _6 r2 C; @2 y; \; v; k
Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;: j3 k% v% \. P1 Z' }
" I. b& j0 ~) P# c1 N$ u& {7 B3 x# e
Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;$ X) s) _ ], U7 W
2 `5 J7 @+ B- Z; g8 Q c1 c" }0 xMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;6 F; }- f: l5 O% p
3 i) t- L# R7 ]+ g, YYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
4 w4 ]0 T* T: F7 w. j7 {
3 B! o1 U) N! u& p9 t0 c! [2 t2 M! N, QSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
" E6 p& c2 |. G; }% c* } a8 K, g! A0 z& B* r3 v- ^8 W
So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
/ E8 M7 i0 ^2 J. M3 L7 j1 G( d4 w3 k# O( Q
So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
6 S& J) e( S* r% W; B: B
' b: G |9 `5 ^; {But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;; E" v; U; t7 L* ?3 P Y
R- s1 c3 B6 a4 F1 a) AYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
( O6 s! N) p2 Q3 h' m4 \/ n9 r$ h
& Y$ b5 B, t# n6 |& D) O3 R+ F4 _Tonight, you belong only to me. |
|