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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;6 W. i" Z; @* K+ S( j0 l( t2 o
" |: ?" `6 J# [6 o2 TAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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7 | `* a6 X$ I: H* ^Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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% [0 h' y$ m: C3 jI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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. s; C& b7 s; m+ Y# y; AWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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- P& S1 w- h- }9 O' R S. xGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;/ I! d! {5 p) y5 _* S/ x) Z
- j3 l6 K$ f: m U7 WMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;2 l6 A; w2 p9 F' ^
- }% n6 w& R' O. h# w# `: u# |4 dYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;. \5 B2 [; }4 `5 [5 D
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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& [5 k1 i3 U! s( z+ [, gSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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+ P0 g) B4 V6 g& n- l* F/ WSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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