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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;, ^1 b) g& n: O) x/ I7 Y9 B
; ]5 R( l! ]! [$ \( FAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;: ?$ m6 O. q" j- h2 c. G
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;; ?0 s! m0 C' D$ b6 z
/ v( g9 m, J, w' wI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;$ t v- v, @! ~- f9 w' ~
0 r; M" x# e1 i" t, d9 }With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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' i3 ]6 V1 ~: n$ eGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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8 O2 N) S7 j4 x5 i6 C6 VThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;" [, }5 H, e6 g% N+ |5 @
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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. z4 p7 D! y9 a, P6 j3 }3 [0 FYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;& D; p. P5 O" I
$ |: E3 E% u3 i- A& u) eSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;0 ?. }) u4 F) M2 a( P. p0 m
- }' I5 T* P, uBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;# K. e. \9 q2 S
& R, x, S( k" z* G* eYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.( a6 U& L8 h$ y3 [
, m5 v3 _2 s- W. A1 Z7 T6 b9 cTonight, you belong only to me. |
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