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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;, J i) E# G6 j+ u4 [
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;: e0 z, _( j8 Q3 o4 J+ ]
7 n% V1 K% I, @4 Q9 d( ^) m& @- e( f9 OEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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5 T! t) [. @1 i2 c$ [I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;, m7 E; X5 N% k4 f. C5 [: i. b
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;- J4 j* ?1 f3 ?* q2 _2 w
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;) y3 R) v% U+ \. k" N2 a, A E4 C
0 U' n$ |1 z& W2 L9 PMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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6 c& ?, e5 O1 D& ]+ w* i( R# IYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;; z/ _6 F$ {. X! k7 U! s2 f
) f3 j l) m8 n9 |5 E: _7 ESo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;( D" t3 v3 Q) v3 ~, N
# I1 C" G% H7 E# R! _+ ?But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;8 V4 F# [3 |# E8 B$ I
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.7 L' A2 Y: H' @: M( @% A
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