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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;! D5 g6 E2 X7 j* e$ w
- W m5 c5 K8 C* S% S/ {$ S, X3 w. D! _All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;( q: n# \. g( C) _& e
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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$ \$ E" I9 Y) k: |3 S' VI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;9 L* _" [4 C1 O/ `( r
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;4 G# {7 M5 L, x1 G% ]5 `2 [, `; i
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;" g& v( f; u8 \/ U3 w
5 U8 p5 v. y7 I- H) aThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;! P3 O8 A- L/ d; m* F7 [
S. w# p& X3 B+ dMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;1 p8 Q* |( ^2 F: ~8 x0 E7 \& U
8 X% d1 E, I8 Y* f! JYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end; f! ` ?7 ?8 _* j
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;8 [" X: v; }7 u' I
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;5 @. Y+ q' }' ^8 `- |4 |; w7 i
# u0 T6 i+ b5 ySo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;/ q. B9 G {% I4 o4 Y' v$ u5 o" g; S
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.( ? U/ f" i: |$ a4 i) V: q B' a( k
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