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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;0 |1 ?# [* o; s7 Y1 f: v+ y
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;* l0 d: Q& F% b B0 L2 J
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;8 ?4 S! _# c& |' o q9 T
q q# [- M( i; K; `4 A' \With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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2 W1 R" Z/ e' HGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;9 |( {! Z& Z: p9 g$ q8 |" l" v
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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3 I' D& L: j% m: J- L1 iMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;5 d' r7 r6 J4 X2 j! u7 S4 j! B ^
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;+ K7 p# l _, f+ }% |
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;6 K* S. L- [' Y1 [
; \& M. ` {8 M/ k; q% \; QSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;7 E% m, F; \% N
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.5 z, E5 [& B% e5 Q0 _% a" `
9 G4 L" F' o# m7 g. z+ Z9 gTonight, you belong only to me. |
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