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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;& _0 X. [, R# F
4 Z/ {0 `0 P9 L. g1 lAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;% t# |2 }5 Y! ]5 ~+ ^1 c
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;( v; c# B. n; v: y0 |* {! \! f1 [) n6 z
3 b" b( }, [) Q- N9 M8 QI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;) Z" K+ }6 Z+ O* ]; W2 T" D; ?
6 {( G! W1 l3 B; r( G; g/ cGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;, `9 Z0 ~) h& S+ ]0 s7 A) E7 t
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;. F6 w6 l( t5 @" b: l5 C5 v' o5 I
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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) F! @ n2 {0 \+ V0 @* S! cSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;9 ] ]' R. Y6 R+ I' ^
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life; g$ W( ~/ i6 @, Z
Y8 `; q1 i- ]' e/ h( {6 gSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only; c0 ^) }/ x. z1 m8 @1 c3 f
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;! M' F' }+ `" y0 C1 d* X7 S
$ D2 B" B, h1 WYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.5 m0 B* K5 s1 {1 V3 f- c: b
5 j# E7 B4 ?; d; D! ]1 q. \Tonight, you belong only to me. |
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