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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;, I) l2 o. c+ J& b, b" v
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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* {3 F; k. O: Y. J5 \* b9 {/ u* HI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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$ B+ v1 i0 J5 o" q+ F$ VGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;" D! N( I ^ ?7 y
! \% g/ @/ a* W2 y' r( Z3 {Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;6 Q$ V( q' [5 E# C, h3 _
9 i) q0 H, D* Y0 GMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;* }! Z1 f# Q* ?3 t" \7 |0 y
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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q9 L, ]* j% m! r! I, ?So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;* A e- A( K l3 V- V- L
( x2 B& s9 |0 I3 {" _$ @$ ASo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;7 h6 ?' n# S* z, p; z9 E" X# j
$ F' \1 V& x. b& ^2 U8 k; B2 ^0 BSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;" n+ q. @6 {; Z+ N! E% i
) W( V% I8 F6 i( a( G0 dBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life. Z" {* f6 ]8 o8 M
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