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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;9 H0 T6 ]. ~% n# d, k
( X* ^* G5 \4 \3 ?; O) z) cAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;. T3 R: J- u/ o2 O8 d D
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;7 U' K: s" \4 h& B' O9 w; t# x
0 j! s1 D( D; O- W/ w8 z& ]I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;0 O. M3 F4 x$ X+ D7 k2 f }3 }
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;6 e* a. } ?- L" w$ ^
; z- m- d0 G7 p; I) [, ZThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;. C# B) }9 i# h- o: z$ Z$ ^. H/ d
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;) g* i- t, D) @! O
3 p7 t8 I" z. N- GSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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; X" r, G6 c( r; a4 s9 z$ vSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;" z# C% c: i% A& ?: C2 h( S
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;1 y0 ]/ P) p# t( o$ Y; f0 L6 T
R! Q; {( m2 g* X9 z5 y; lBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;, h( ~+ q9 c5 P. u1 |$ M
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.: k- x* e9 W* ~9 F& ]- Z+ @
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