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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;, g! t" b( w: O& F
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;- ^$ s- V" D- p# q% w1 p
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;9 |3 R8 d+ u$ o2 H/ [
) r9 z8 U2 R, A! `! lI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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7 W- M& k- F+ V8 HThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;& [/ g4 V' _! h7 G+ U7 h9 k
; b# Q! W L$ c* m; f& L; H- W! D) rYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;6 S: C( V3 M# f# i M
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;) W5 ~1 L* S- z
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;$ B4 F. T" `$ Z7 q) I ^
5 f/ J0 K( P) ^* TYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.9 W5 n- A& n0 x1 M4 V
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