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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;4 j6 u/ X, Y' |2 c, d e4 m
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;8 T r0 j- @/ H; i7 q) r
) ?4 Z7 k3 T3 j8 jEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;8 D: R: [% i6 _$ X+ ~ w1 f1 V' }
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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6 j. m8 D2 b3 T( S$ f; u- U9 T% _Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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2 P Z9 u" v7 Y$ Y) [4 ZThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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" [. B3 p# A% ]- u9 X1 y1 C1 wMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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- ~, L9 j1 ]3 X5 R" C% ^7 x4 bYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;, o, v6 T) D+ `- B: z
' n# B- B; ], ]4 O4 b/ h. [So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;- J& F) R, f: E8 n6 } d9 N
x& E# ~% q, ]/ JSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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, n% _ U4 _" {. g+ v( q! U8 CSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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% S- w+ J) d, v# @" i. w' r& [But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.8 `; y" o3 F. u+ g! c
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