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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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5 _, g9 O' R3 u; j6 B" M: ~All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;) a7 k4 y* x& y) w9 g
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;: _1 \6 u+ H& d' e& o
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;0 o1 k/ e) I' I' d# Q
6 v* c. K3 v9 W6 E: U% NWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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6 a/ V( V- ?9 g8 Y# z- k/ UThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;9 W2 S, v2 H' P; a
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;( {# _$ [) P5 C
, L8 i& u' P/ f& z7 TSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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6 a7 w; P2 a0 Y! USo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;4 a2 g. g0 P t. ^6 I) |
; n# ^0 |0 W: W) q- p7 D( WSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;. q( d: N- S) R: Q, d E
- b6 r* ~+ P* L0 Q% iYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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