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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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* B6 X+ G/ c1 o' c. TAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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9 }+ e3 n" w% nEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;) ^4 |' x) G8 `1 ?2 R7 m# Z. |
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;) m, L6 V' T* a+ V; d. I: R0 t
) _, t6 y8 w- r; N5 ]$ [With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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2 D" }' }/ B& ~8 [5 q R& HThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;0 j: s1 Y7 U7 ~: x- V: J: K6 E; I3 {6 e
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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; p+ @5 _$ _; \You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;$ h O \ p+ ]. q* C) \0 |# H
$ R, p) }( T& r- n7 CSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;( Q( U1 Z9 @4 u9 l
' ` y/ w" \5 K0 ISo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;3 V% K- k* Y# T; k4 v+ A
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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! h# ^/ _8 \6 b; ?But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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