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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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4 N/ |& S5 ~; J# `' F" {All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;& y6 c: ? P U; Q
4 J" n6 r4 k9 t+ gEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;! W7 }6 ~* u8 W7 W6 i, G
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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6 h# b. a/ z$ v* ^. f+ V/ YGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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0 E0 h4 R! ?! S" b$ O# [Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;) f- m9 Q! h" D2 ?
# M+ [5 Z, C! Y9 ZYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;! D9 C- a2 w3 T- H) x' o
, B/ Q" w; v' ASo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;. ]9 f4 b e/ g" v1 P0 f1 x$ T
% }" U, c! h0 F' H: c0 USo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;4 Y3 o6 Q3 [; p* O1 e' B
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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! f" G* d9 T0 N/ g3 T/ n- ^& e1 \- G. iYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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' S( w* o% K* X" V+ WTonight, you belong only to me. |
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