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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;% g: v$ L4 }/ d6 m2 _2 Z9 ?
: _' C4 l, [$ H( h! ~All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;( ?3 X X2 O K
* O: Y o$ V' C+ ]* rEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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0 q! a/ x: a/ ~8 E1 lI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;8 n! R. Q/ {- w$ c* u% v+ U! Y& C
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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$ f' i; l- ` F3 v1 CThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;% S, j% E. e6 N( h+ B$ o7 u2 m
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;: O" T f1 n, d! D( a
% I/ ~# S, s' UYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;% z( c1 s, F& g! j: W9 D/ ?
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;4 w8 S. S q$ s. d! f' W
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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9 F# `/ R* {& q' u& Y" fSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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/ [5 l `9 t9 \1 ?0 l! aYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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