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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;' r: M* ?3 P+ C6 }
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering; g- I2 M( ~7 ~# e
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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, R- n9 g# ^; P: O: iWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;& \/ B' R2 s& T9 _% J2 _4 @
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;- [# K; k5 w0 [2 ?) `3 J! w
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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( a+ m L) d, A I% t5 tMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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; q! k% i; ^: b- ~: M& FSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;; h3 M# P+ h7 |& u
, x+ Y' R& ~- h4 n0 B7 f, JSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;4 v- Q, N+ n" ^5 y2 j3 K r
6 R: k1 c: r3 d% zBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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Tonight, you belong only to me. |
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