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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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; w) h, d/ V# {0 S. f9 sEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;! | z& j. s; p+ C0 b
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;5 h, q3 |$ ?0 h1 e, ~. e9 e
' @1 t. C N: ~2 b8 P1 uThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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0 O% Z; L: T7 j9 O& @; dMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;' b1 t) u+ P. o8 {
" N; R4 o: J: W# z! Z/ ]So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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& x9 D1 C9 V6 T8 U% J3 @# hSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;* J% h) U5 m! [ K- z/ ~/ q
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;, z4 f- }7 b, t+ ]
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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- D* m$ V: j7 [4 `8 Z' Z$ r5 qYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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