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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;- Z6 `) K+ `2 G. l$ `2 {
% }! }* a# ~8 ? A5 SAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;8 J- s8 N3 o5 B6 p% k. [. \
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;, G% ?$ `% D; j6 h
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;' h2 Q# s! U5 o) V$ \6 _0 w# u
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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$ p$ L) {: S4 A6 T3 VGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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- O' ^4 n2 i+ o0 v: a9 [4 [3 w8 Y0 VYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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$ A& w9 o7 d+ }) I0 @/ Z* RSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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! l+ Q2 X# H6 ISo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;" {! j/ u E$ h0 N: X
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;1 c( E( P# f( r# `1 ?2 z7 m
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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; U- v& t# o7 z" i# s! E+ pYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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Tonight, you belong only to me. |
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