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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;4 d. @9 [0 v w6 y
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;' \2 C0 p |% J5 ]! D$ t' {% \
: `1 ]8 \: \& rEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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$ f4 g A! k1 Q6 d5 v' uI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;1 s: s/ }, U+ S8 ^, v6 |' T6 d) c
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;, k$ X3 b: x/ v0 B
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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4 I2 s* q* L. n2 t0 jYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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6 J# r2 a7 K. JBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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/ Y1 Q: A, ?% I$ ?( ?$ xYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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