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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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0 x, V7 a$ B8 O3 d& bAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;# i. J. {1 A3 z) b2 N/ v
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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3 H3 |% }& E8 L& y* N% \* pI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;6 O0 A2 ], u, O: y) Q* _
- W' u& s( N. j9 @7 o! oGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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* N" s! Y9 P+ r: C. JThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;7 \" y$ c/ c: h+ Z' X$ L
3 [ s5 k" |* j7 }2 ^My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;9 D& Y& \& d3 j I
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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4 T9 ]) b f9 P6 KSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;0 j' B. L1 \. r7 R! E
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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% Z' F! l% A& x1 IBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;. H1 Z) ^% H5 _1 P! i- I9 @
& j+ J( ?! M2 _5 ?2 \3 ^Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.- B; {* G" a- k
8 a, Y: ~/ ~7 S7 T) m! vTonight, you belong only to me. |
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