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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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, |2 r8 ~$ f* f! H3 c' h" ~" fEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;/ z9 v- U+ K& j2 |7 e! W$ O
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;0 |! x& }0 P! }0 e; f
; ?/ M8 v4 J, p( s4 Z6 CWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;, C$ S5 _, l2 K' @( R
# i4 ^& p3 E" D0 sGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;% t+ F, [$ P$ E0 F# \& r
1 B4 n. c3 N# Q. qMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;" X) N* K* I# z. y' b+ Z
8 u1 b# `- J1 w7 O* \5 l9 N: q$ YYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;: J! Y2 c: e U: J+ f' K! y
/ Z* E/ ]/ M; f: t7 k" f! BSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;7 G. K6 g3 s! I
/ m! W8 M! F* C; a4 k- L D' MSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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. C2 C! \1 O1 X$ OYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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