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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;9 y8 @2 M8 Q. d8 I2 C; j( o
0 f0 p$ b, t$ {, QAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;0 {# e* ^( X0 A5 G8 \
- Q0 [, w. y& I. zEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;' b0 N5 F, G3 g/ {5 d
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;8 e! H/ U2 j0 h% {3 c/ a8 k
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;( ~) |3 s% V$ q [! V# R- ^
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;0 n) Z' J8 |6 w% K0 T8 R
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;9 d9 j' g( A v1 S" A# h8 |7 X" s
; P$ r% X; J' _4 M- l0 JMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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6 A* d7 T* K+ P8 P5 M/ h0 XYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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* b3 N$ _- k/ c, Z+ WSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;. n' R$ u5 ~, u* c4 |% h3 B
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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% S2 n* u9 Z/ @" ]/ s! KBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.& F" h7 _. J# c5 C6 s
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