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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;$ Z9 P( R7 V3 Y: Q9 F$ @5 Q- t
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;% @/ O3 P+ E9 p" b5 G
$ U A5 b: `4 {# d, T4 LEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;& y `3 H3 p6 I' k$ J+ A
& d c r7 V% nWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out; I8 n" \2 X3 q7 E1 G% Z( e* N0 b/ |# X
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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9 Z J. r+ k6 v& m, YThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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1 R8 R/ Q3 D7 {% oMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;) h5 U) l$ g& h& _" B
: B( |( u( w2 L2 v7 ~You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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4 ?; c3 p$ F0 h2 E/ Y( A* XSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;( {7 Q: E& |/ n1 n; S5 W) B
- Y; F" p2 J0 O7 h4 K# C- v- USo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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% ^- i D6 U. B5 fBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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