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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;% `3 S J) g1 @+ b1 q
1 [9 ]: `4 D' k( }All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;1 \+ W+ @) L+ m, e6 {0 H
L+ @/ g/ O. b. d/ JEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;, ^9 t' O. m4 _: b1 z1 S$ y
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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9 \9 B: f9 Z: ^4 [% ~5 _With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;" A/ z% s; P6 I9 f& W
3 q' x% [! H- |& A5 I0 ]Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;0 Z% l7 _- J2 m2 W/ z; M( l
2 E1 I4 [* \' h* H' b# W2 {My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;. |7 {" g" W# e: Y# e2 O1 Q: R! w
# A1 U; Z5 d/ G$ ^# ^0 QSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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* v( C1 d+ q. ^% eSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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( B' @4 \ L3 _: X& k0 M' |So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;; ^7 y) F, L2 }: m+ m
6 Z* C5 R3 G1 B* [' Z' k$ GBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.5 l+ V# q( {& _ ~$ S* i
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