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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;6 B$ @ S' J' Z& X( I5 T
{3 y) T7 N8 C) nAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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7 d5 z. p K3 r! ^: Y. oEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;1 s% u D& @+ `; L2 z. V2 N1 {3 s
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;0 }0 D' ]$ A, k( b+ O/ G& S
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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0 u& o6 W& ?5 Q r7 Q( f( mSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;2 @9 R7 Q6 B* e, x9 N* G6 {
: i& ?4 A4 _5 h$ q! N' j5 }So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only; i2 ?! x- ?; m+ m6 e
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;+ p5 R8 I& G/ U0 H
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.# W! `: o% R8 z( s' O; D( A# x
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