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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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5 O1 Z W! }8 ~+ F- A6 C. EAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;# g: q3 v5 y/ t' C2 `- i& B
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;+ A+ n2 H# d! S$ j8 T0 [- ?
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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3 e. A$ M2 m& a2 l: L2 P$ YThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;5 f" S. s [, n8 w
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;9 R1 ?% i, ]' k, k
/ N3 I# \. B2 ~3 ?3 HYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;- Z- e# Y$ t$ H* s. @- E/ t/ X
* f# S5 G4 p6 U. k7 PSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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* |! O3 T* M9 y: R. S3 T& j6 I8 _9 SSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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8 B, C; }3 N) g3 o) t! Q! a# g2 t4 rBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.& Y3 J/ ~; Y' P) o' |
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