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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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$ u- }- @7 J6 J% m: B! S2 k0 bAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine; ?5 O; R, r5 v, i5 R" e
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;: w# V8 d* c% n
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;9 F' C6 S. E) L4 u0 n
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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+ j2 p- P" [( A/ T% UMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;5 K w7 o0 M P4 f2 T& C
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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& u, ?3 G# e$ {8 o5 s' X" QSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;6 P; c9 O9 P6 n4 j/ a
/ N3 V4 {) Z/ y# k* o+ oSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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2 P9 K' k* {1 |1 F: i8 T1 ~But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;& t( R; j. A0 D$ E' A: t
! J. g3 e0 |) h, z) h: bYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.: T3 \; ?! X) W( B' e
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