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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;& q$ _' {# w4 K+ |* w9 k
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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# Z" C* U0 A& ?) x9 y* _Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;! |0 J: [- C; m/ i* ~1 s- ^7 B8 Y
3 I# [) ^3 I) P+ l# p3 G: {) {I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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& ]& R& ]. E2 x L5 pWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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! @2 m: k/ S9 ]% _" n# o. SGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;* H# p$ E( ^! D1 C8 i3 a
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;& }& L P8 o# f. M0 |) m
0 ~3 p3 P9 Y1 ^/ p6 n+ @3 BSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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9 l# e9 r6 ~8 B' {So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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( ]5 i8 J% Y4 x+ v/ y: nBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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I4 X/ T& ?0 ^ D) T/ }Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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, }' ]5 m5 U( N) b6 b; c3 k& j8 n7 ETonight, you belong only to me. |
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