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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;% r8 g1 E; |8 D! G5 X3 A
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;5 l& C+ l; U5 A) |/ |
) |5 W/ q7 B0 h! [6 ~# n4 [$ GI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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2 l" K; l7 E9 I+ mGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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. j# D9 z3 K2 I& \ zThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;) \, G+ `1 U6 p' b# k5 ?
: j; w! b) x0 EMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;& Z# {7 V6 i) M: p+ g& F
( q W2 {3 I, E9 t% D; DYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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' L7 G* \2 t5 k# sSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;" y4 v4 a$ v& f1 F& I/ a4 d7 _' Q; y
5 N# [0 v- R _; N9 v+ t0 t8 |So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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! g3 }" N) i- ]6 O, }But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;0 p6 r- L5 z; w0 Q9 o
: V* K8 D( ~* L" r* V( d% C& y9 z8 F* JYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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