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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;$ ~* a* l- B5 g0 T& R
/ O8 J( f2 L6 Z' c; W1 W# ?! mI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;0 s- C5 Z2 i& y
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;2 y c0 d" f9 t3 \$ G* {/ g8 v/ B
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;" H5 q4 j: n, h3 W% x
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;# E% t [9 h( A+ B/ m0 A
9 f h [- m# X& p, y0 m2 nYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;9 p* L# m) x! q [! [
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;% ?8 }: i- @* `8 M
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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4 o# A6 h1 a; t* f$ HYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life." _! F$ L2 j8 U) {
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