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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;1 Y2 _+ M- y" X" M! {
3 k8 k/ y, M' X/ `. NAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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1 s( w- t# i- _, j! ?5 \6 L* YEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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( m% D4 Z7 s) L9 A9 }I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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" C! |5 ?. e6 Q, Z- l5 A8 _- t6 e5 VWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;, a0 [1 l& I& V+ X5 w7 i
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;/ X9 |/ }% Y. E
8 M! n& i+ }$ V! k+ N& U9 mYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;- v% ]2 I. e9 F3 z
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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* q/ I$ A0 K- `. b# k# USo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;1 W( I0 P) z- Z0 g7 H$ Q# U
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;; }2 `( O1 E( _/ @5 y* H
2 C6 l1 ^4 D. v$ A' y) d2 l2 gBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;7 W$ u& R H, y; E9 T* C
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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Tonight, you belong only to me. |
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