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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;* X; ~+ \% J2 N9 e: |
4 H+ ?- r3 A2 }) NI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;! _0 y7 N p0 d( c- F
! T; \4 s) W1 j. TWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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: J0 H0 ^& u+ {6 Z5 R0 V3 n5 lGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;% y2 O; O2 k# p6 B% I! ?
4 r5 c" v8 x4 E1 Y; CThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;( `* Y1 Z% p% p; a( X3 ~& ?
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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0 g2 s: w: e" PSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies; b3 |" N1 E# t% T/ G+ L! c0 Z+ M- Q
5 h0 y) u. v- T! i& b& U8 j6 L- j$ YYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.% M' V; K: \# c% I) s4 a& j
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