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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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* R8 A- R' y9 x6 v2 f+ N7 G# bEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;$ p' i9 x/ } A3 a$ b
* ]/ ^ j0 S! d; g3 m- qI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;- S8 b7 ^% D i0 d0 T
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;( p# V" Y1 G5 ]' R0 c/ S/ F) X
5 Z) s$ V- `! d& uGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;; V; M' X, E7 g
/ c) n" q# B( H; R" nMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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k% d/ P. i5 i" i$ |2 L ~You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;0 {6 \( S0 l. \/ Q
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;, D5 Z5 W9 p S& G0 p% L
6 }& u1 }! l+ X" r1 r6 j. l2 ~So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;% G* o. O' R ^
( c# S( ^) X& L0 _0 |) AYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life." X6 Q1 \2 I9 q" p% Q
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