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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;6 y- I: N$ Y9 j R1 O: X6 y9 j0 q
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;$ }' @& y% Q3 e q/ x& B
) R# [2 O q# m' q5 HGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;% y6 w1 x4 t& r1 j/ }4 Q; B$ d
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;: R* Y# N1 Q& L, _% B4 V# _+ O- f
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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& m l U' P: W; I+ WYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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# c# ] u6 _" B. iSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;3 F, ]/ P# v" K% ?( N
( m( i; M! V0 l4 G; U% w9 lSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;) Q8 T! l% r1 `) o4 V) ^8 R
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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