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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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) z: T* l" x5 `+ I+ P6 Q( QAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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/ m+ ]8 Z( R# REven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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; E$ S+ }) Y1 o1 jI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;. r6 W& f& `+ w7 G/ P
8 O( @4 \+ u: u pWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;+ b/ u4 r" z' t1 S& S
" e: T. Q9 B* V8 k/ X, YGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;; z: n j" @1 O2 i7 s+ y, U
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;" F. w: ]6 d. V6 D9 u! F! s' x6 c
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;4 p9 x* W& ?% F! G
# V$ t+ G9 l% T% j: z0 l) @9 `So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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6 l m8 k$ D6 P* F1 aSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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$ Z9 p+ O& P1 U$ y4 [* }5 iSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;7 z: U' @/ V. G- H% U5 {
. U% s* b1 Q. [9 ^But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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! q2 |: b+ @; j% X# O- ~Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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