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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;$ J- `" E8 _7 U2 r5 Z" r& P
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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+ S. u% ?% s7 Q$ n( pEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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& y% V" w8 |% w t# q8 Y: G! MI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;# x0 G6 N2 P' y& W
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;9 `+ \% `0 W0 N
+ a1 [5 r2 [ G; KGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;8 {3 [3 G. }% w
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;9 I8 k5 X5 k% i% L/ Z' M
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;/ d: @$ d2 k- I) l J- i
- E Z4 v- p: W) x7 ySo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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% N# e" t9 m7 S( q' x9 v8 hSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life., z& o9 b8 U+ ` @
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