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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;# B$ A3 g' c8 s: k) ?
2 F( w. a U4 N1 B) u+ sAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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1 N% M+ ^7 A; vEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;& z$ e1 w+ ?. W. d# i$ R
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;( f5 {0 {+ T8 _
1 u9 X( j+ x0 a* H- C+ ?With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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$ m' X0 H. n( Q- K. p7 F; o7 VThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;; p) `8 z" g! Q) m; a( e! a- I
. h1 Z' m @1 Y& T$ V& c# I A' v& t& \; ^You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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$ @+ Y/ D+ p5 q3 t# lBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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$ I' `* g- P" E- `! UYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life. M, C! B* ~: G* K9 Z3 D
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