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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time; q% z0 Z4 T8 ^9 s5 ]* z' `) l
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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, Q6 v" U$ a+ p. {Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;( L+ b, ~4 i( {8 I( _
9 G) E) C( l: k' C$ r5 FI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;3 r% u$ r/ \' N
! C+ x2 ]1 c/ C6 C$ n# u8 QWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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( Z) J3 ?, S: y( V; BGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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7 \$ X8 y7 U* A) sThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;8 `. I" b, `5 ~( F9 O- K7 O
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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, }+ F5 \" ?+ H R0 vYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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5 n+ T% S: ]7 ]# T2 R e, nBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;9 s- ?+ D2 D5 q% ~
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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