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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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, _1 d: }4 _: j% U) {$ J1 K6 uEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;+ w2 x; |2 }$ A( A- }
+ I3 v! R" m& ?/ m* x. b6 s# o3 eWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;0 m' d( K6 U C: \3 j# j; I
^# N c5 p& l* y& ?# k+ X- c. |Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;* M5 \, f, y. U5 p* M% c8 }
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;: D# V" ^& B: z% P8 `0 ]
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$ u3 g9 c3 `" [So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;4 w( p* }; u0 ]
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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& \: q# Q% I" a' u/ lBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;! n! V% R% W2 @, a2 K" U! n- E$ O* A
# `3 ~/ O1 Z) L/ r; ~Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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Tonight, you belong only to me. |
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