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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;# b2 n5 x p0 w" v7 J& E1 \/ y9 x6 r
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;$ c) N( O r# X |2 P- V
" I' |7 T& q" J: } |" YEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;: U1 l1 b# ]7 c+ N
' o" R5 w7 R4 M( b, O# Z9 }9 @I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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. T- h/ t; [/ v) w3 P" |Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;! X* b9 i7 r8 G/ Y2 s
: d6 r( o! g# U1 |* gMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;6 p* p# R1 c8 |" s6 U
8 m3 {. @" [* d7 w5 M0 eYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;5 d7 E u) x# \' }0 F) s
8 Z0 H. g, l/ K: N g8 ~So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;/ t# h% [% Q/ y, b& T @' o; g
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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8 T' J( H1 l3 c* u: @1 KSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.( q; S+ a) l& b1 |/ M. n
+ B; a1 E" c$ O+ [, XTonight, you belong only to me. |
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