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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;+ A; U$ C1 t3 I3 r P+ c4 g2 A
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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8 L" {" x& e. l* TEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;- i1 _2 \% V5 H
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;: H' ?. o5 {2 F& Q. ^
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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8 l2 m% b! y" T, I7 c" u$ _Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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0 v; W: M5 y8 |8 \1 @2 mMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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3 e! d0 d, U1 y9 i9 ^. b" M, E NYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;; |- K" _' M( E9 F- G. Q) n0 P
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;5 }$ A' k; s1 Y. {
9 I: ~% R; ]1 ^; l! OSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;: c' N+ i+ ~ R5 U
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;( U5 z$ ?" G) l/ l/ K( |- C$ ^
5 _# D& A' x' [! w2 p* L( eBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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