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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;% i# s& c6 X% c ^
/ Y* X8 P ?8 _) Y8 yEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;$ S: p4 F0 d% }! x% r: V9 A1 A7 `
+ M1 F8 U7 `) P! V6 K$ ZI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;, N/ d$ I* M; o: l$ Y
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;9 @4 C0 V. S- I) [; B
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;- M' b3 u5 L# i7 X+ l+ o& U
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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5 B* v9 m( Q! d! Y5 J% b7 eSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;) _3 j4 D; h4 k7 k" ?: B d
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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$ `7 Q/ |8 d& W" I8 `5 Q OBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.% [9 s4 `. V4 G6 m
. o T4 S8 R4 i, _" H) U% fTonight, you belong only to me. |
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