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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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: x4 T* h0 z BAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;- U+ ~5 `% N. d$ p9 K# a$ T
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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- L% Y: C: ]8 b3 A' P# lGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;- H+ @9 ?2 L+ P1 ]) s( p
, k @* w. P+ i2 N9 X1 Z, jThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;% _# J5 B9 t6 w) u1 R3 i: H9 ^2 c" X$ ^
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;) R# Z6 j4 m! H7 A2 A
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;9 A6 K5 `* L0 N3 Y" z: m( C
' ]0 o% h! l, L! Z) R& L$ w8 y, tSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;6 }$ b4 X/ J- T
, i3 o+ H3 O5 i# KBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;! h; c2 h" S3 ?) E: E4 N( v
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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