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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;; ~" z8 U$ v9 v9 P @2 }+ E
F4 N+ |2 v- KAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;! y3 ~2 ]& y: [. W5 @. a1 O Q: J
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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" H' M+ a" i9 a! ?With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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. R# F. S9 W; ?4 F# z" n! U; OGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;4 [/ }$ K9 s& O3 r
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;2 m- ~- {; M6 H- H
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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! \6 U$ S. A& I: U! OBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;! m8 W: M8 g+ [/ D6 s# y$ m3 e4 `% l
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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