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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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+ x3 A5 s2 X2 d. u1 w& u9 c7 I4 xAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;) G6 e) d# }* y
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;9 \9 w% p. w- O, k- j, {" @
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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7 V4 s2 C4 H8 p0 sGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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4 {$ g8 F1 V, d7 w/ F; DThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;! |4 c) K/ O ^
0 d3 S: _. J$ \9 a8 l3 ]My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;2 i; _- m3 [ Z' }7 m+ z
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;4 \+ @. d8 v( y! {8 f! Y' U' P
i4 E2 Z$ h: Q( s) @+ zSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;& A, S( Z3 q3 i5 d$ S8 L L/ \
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;/ i" _/ Q& j' s" e& P
5 {2 R }' C) MSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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; |& j; i6 D0 m# uBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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