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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;" C+ u7 j, K3 w
0 m" L2 Z( y7 v/ ~/ l# [All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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) h% _3 a6 |2 ~; Z C2 e* ]I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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. p5 n5 q3 i8 `3 s$ i9 MWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;7 k7 ] n I4 o4 @
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;" B0 l v/ a u& e4 v
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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$ B6 Q7 F' H' m7 {You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;( C& g' q9 ~3 H! W. z' s }
% W- k! n2 h3 v$ {* _So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;, v. A* ]9 H4 I
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;' J3 W, H4 Z* J! f
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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* ?) Q$ O2 N; H U( eYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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