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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;% M: v0 t: C' k1 G" X% v
; [ E g3 K, \All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;4 z7 J" l9 ^6 Y8 C
" I3 h2 N" [5 J7 E4 [1 ~Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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$ b' i) w' k$ UI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;- l7 G! k) o- O( x0 m/ s, G* _0 d
7 y6 p+ R* b# Z4 b- F! S+ T9 yWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;. |$ a, J J6 p# H' b/ X. }% o
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;& @) u: @( n5 z K0 {% A; T
+ W) b2 K9 [5 |9 |So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;# x* }3 h/ l- Y6 R
3 m; z# B |8 A# L/ M/ w0 @So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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( a7 M* s! I8 T6 c; q- B9 vSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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9 n& G$ l+ i- kYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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Tonight, you belong only to me. |
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