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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;4 G3 x- q$ o; l" V! z% V
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;0 \3 V- h1 N: r5 f9 z5 i" D
! u+ e5 w- W2 S4 G' dEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;# ^/ |& c. M- r4 D! A3 c0 ~& G' R) V
" d6 a5 X6 M, {/ RI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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3 J1 u1 L3 O, g* x* Q( }Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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! y! c2 _9 D+ _6 q6 ?9 K! T6 iThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;* ~. x8 G5 M) U& Z/ }+ b9 Q/ v
C% t/ ^1 A' R# rMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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9 z( {8 `+ e0 U6 H i: L+ eYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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9 ]4 @9 x) h" I" J' aSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;! H$ W/ \3 I0 k. L
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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Tonight, you belong only to me. |
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