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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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q0 [) W( f L8 wAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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$ r: Y! \' z: u* _% m7 XI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;1 a! Q# h2 l0 W. E
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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7 h9 L8 r7 e y1 l# d! MGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;! r6 z# O9 c8 Y, p
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;3 r( z& C5 I. O; ]2 W$ l
" k6 ~. ^% R) @/ T' d v' zMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;; V& K1 ~% x' }
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;8 ^1 c8 K" y2 O8 q0 W
. C, B# C( _" j& J; c- FSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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R" ]4 r! q, G _4 JSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;: O% N, T- ]; m# Y' m
3 l- e' p; y: w" TBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.& J: M: I1 |4 \) ?+ u
- W7 W# @: I! o+ W4 X% _Tonight, you belong only to me. |
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