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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;8 E' v- y4 L/ s% S
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;( x, N$ |8 E7 y- A. c$ V) J" r
0 K' p, } A$ o g. dEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;) }; H* B4 P& `. O9 J) h1 p
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;0 [" C$ }) C; s( v; t8 u% _: S
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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" m0 y. q+ t3 Q! p5 O* u; Z! UGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;# g# M& v1 u E& b7 a
" F, ?2 _. I3 w. vThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;8 c5 p8 N- N" O/ I) T
E& m- r6 X. ^& Y4 ^' K, tMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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8 A" C# e% }- D9 s8 [, h- RSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;3 t; ] M( U9 X! C4 ^0 e3 E
5 }( D0 y! M r& P7 DSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;. x# `6 ^6 @* p N9 |, q# c2 g
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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+ s0 ?8 E1 r0 R% x1 X9 |Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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