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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;# N4 e* d7 ]/ f. ?
4 R* N1 Z$ j) g. J FAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;3 M% O$ C& |1 s
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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0 Y! [9 i# X( P! a$ s; R6 r9 }I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;1 ^5 B+ s- q9 g2 r) e
" s9 [; ?% u% J2 ~7 B5 YWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;" [7 t2 k; w7 X4 e! K# S; K$ E
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;5 [1 h' [- z j. P! I! m4 m
1 a* f/ ^! z: f3 j* n0 UMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;& V6 j$ e$ @; e* L( U
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;# h8 G; j8 f+ A! `" E7 o6 }
" z9 W* r* p! b2 hSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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/ Z* m8 B, B9 o r/ ^% vSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;3 i v$ i' O! L/ d) E- n
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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