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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;$ P! {. t* M* y/ ^: G- \$ M; }
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;6 Y; o0 _8 \; G4 N- B9 H6 F
3 @. s9 [) v8 X( l) |% o) r9 z6 {: ?Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;$ o" T0 U3 K0 M7 m. j6 Z
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;# c1 l s P8 s7 c& C
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;# A4 Y6 E! W3 S# |5 S4 E
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;" c y: y7 N3 P! v2 y a; s
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer; c6 k& {$ C, ~" {( w! c
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;5 {% E; Y8 \) @" E8 e3 E9 h/ o
* H6 T7 L2 A7 |5 [1 O; j. USo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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( P, J$ Y2 G7 p" q& P# |But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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