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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;/ H9 R7 D; {+ \" R3 q
$ w1 u( N7 m( h) u9 cAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;5 `8 k" M+ e& Y( T8 n
/ Z) r' S2 c' [Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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% Y7 r& O. e3 X+ j4 P. s a. e/ ]2 GI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;0 [$ A, Z8 k9 ~5 N- Y) W& Q) E' A
1 M( u" ?) {' e4 [: `$ N0 lWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;: k, U0 A, V9 X- w- c' L
# v+ T1 D+ a6 y$ n2 h2 ?! l7 MThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;! L! S3 m# L0 `9 h" q
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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' \& u1 E4 b0 YYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;1 I" }6 T* T M& G, X7 U3 t' K
& ^2 H* u M1 ?) z" r$ KSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;1 z! K# K" M6 z3 v) f/ S% W* N
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;+ |6 g6 x: P+ L
# S# T1 v( z f3 `7 M8 gSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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0 f" U' G+ _5 T) UYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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Tonight, you belong only to me. |
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