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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;# f( }0 I. }5 p
. ]+ { I# w9 U4 ^$ P! W- vAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;5 ]/ K' L; Q& V; W6 o/ n* C
- O' i0 N+ \+ ~6 hEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;# e) [* p3 s' [$ }/ K
- t8 v% u' D2 C6 pWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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1 _+ X& i O4 L; C$ d- HGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;( s/ t- ], S! O" d* H$ h! ]/ b0 c
$ y4 E4 N* U3 S' B4 OMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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D1 k: F( K6 \) W$ k& kYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;+ `6 b. }8 T0 l+ Z
0 O# }0 N& K% N% f: G |" s2 qSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;9 m3 k( m0 S( u, d" r* w; \
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;, A/ h& s$ x7 H( ^6 Q+ d
9 K- g& u7 n* U4 }So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;1 x5 @) z9 B( a5 c2 a" [9 Y t
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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" T, z5 K% C0 @6 Z- bTonight, you belong only to me. |
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