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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;8 |- K3 }; {2 q; `+ w
8 m2 {9 y Y$ Z3 \" LAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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, ]' F& ^; s4 S0 QI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;, D; c9 ~4 j N. ~+ s
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;! B) J' F( N) S8 Z. f4 P! l
9 g g/ |/ C: U: xThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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" u4 L }6 A _3 W. |; `My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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# R/ l; u4 f1 l7 o4 R+ b1 b" LYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;& U. `: Z5 o9 N, O) x$ K
5 u% G6 |3 l9 \ F& sSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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0 R& v# R& p6 k9 HSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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0 l9 y% |) r3 C: j' H" U8 VSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;" J; }) v" ]- T# U, \
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;3 W9 |7 [/ a) K8 Z: m4 S W7 [9 Z6 ^
9 e2 m) D2 }. X) a0 V% ~/ mYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.) A7 c( U( h4 |
; N/ K; O! d( |3 u( t- jTonight, you belong only to me. |
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