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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;% s8 b1 `7 t6 ` Z( o
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;. h0 q9 h, O7 N* {. k0 B
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;; k. ? b8 @* m
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;+ \0 w* c- c! t% o4 w0 H5 e ?4 `
( ?( f- g2 s. E) @Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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" `# t& S& n) V. U" o) Q2 M, eMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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; e( f" C, F7 T, lSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;* y. c. \5 H: |* L
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.9 R! B/ c5 Y$ E$ C6 t
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