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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;: i: p' C8 P9 o0 v( F! D: Y
& s3 u4 O# R7 \# g+ Q1 y3 r5 IAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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1 C" _- D; p( ^3 }8 ]( ^Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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3 R0 N, i& [, `! H' {* w0 aI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;2 r9 W0 p# M& `* q
% Q; S6 ?- d" XWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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/ E1 s3 {5 ?) g* p+ A/ R% MGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;4 W+ t. R0 W9 |2 m$ Z! S4 q; K
7 f; C5 S ]" y% I6 EMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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8 _- q% d4 y# H o2 GYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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1 c% X. O$ z1 S% Y' ^So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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" J) m2 @" F" R: W" w5 e! |/ {So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;$ }4 e7 m0 z- ?
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;+ D+ G* O6 Q r) s: I9 D7 ]& }
3 |" i1 Y9 f+ O& }/ [$ XBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;/ b8 s" L4 Y0 d; n. A
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.2 g6 |3 f! M, ?. e' i8 C
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