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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;7 D L# g$ u1 f( O. S+ I
4 X% M, b9 O- a9 t3 P E& z7 G; zAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;/ b' Q; g3 H4 J4 [% h0 z8 @
' i w; ?4 }6 t& A5 _Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;/ v- J4 _9 ~+ c8 L4 e' N
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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1 W; {) i! G% ]With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;9 z' {4 l, o% m9 s2 O* u# }9 }) r% S
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;6 C. @; U1 v, z* j
/ N) ]1 Q( W3 R7 R R4 V% ^. i- zThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;! V. ^1 K: g2 B7 l5 J& S) W+ V
5 S' M; q: f& m8 ?My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;- g* h& l' b8 ]. {& M# u
5 l8 | L& x- eSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;4 A/ F K5 _& V( w2 ~ o* M3 e
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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" A Q0 E' X. [7 s1 E! QBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.& _+ m5 b; b8 P
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