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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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) P( T; Z3 s- C) D k% O% uAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;! S3 i0 _! z4 V- K* n
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;" W+ F+ Z! D, n7 u4 _& O% C' Q
$ _" ^. s3 t6 B Y* QI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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% A w1 v, o- e1 Z$ s6 bWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;. o6 u) @! Y0 w
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;! L7 ^5 C, _" V v
4 o$ q4 Z5 f5 O) wThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;# z; W, S2 {! [- F9 o1 P, u$ D
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;( Y, y6 q' f" N* U
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;# t0 m% p( V. p! y- @
9 _5 \7 x2 u! @8 f% o3 [& SSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;+ U) C" f2 B& ~( M! l" x8 l9 y' x$ x
; C5 _/ H% m0 NYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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