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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;/ E& Q7 ?. F/ o& f, |) y
* p# v' K% `7 [/ i" GAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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7 n* U! Z7 N3 a: LI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;1 x" X/ k1 _+ b" ^$ I+ x
2 v A* f# U0 z1 v. d& X d6 mGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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1 I/ ?% l$ ~ E3 k+ k B0 vMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;% c) u; n3 n7 ?' O+ H1 p
4 u' G2 I: |/ Q+ F# q( X6 gYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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# w1 d/ A. J5 q4 wSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;- ]1 }* J' a: R, x R6 u
3 t- x8 b% c" m9 cSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;. ~* \) `& H; N# j: i. [
4 W& N. s: \# r b( ]+ H6 P" KSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;3 w+ f( X2 @. N% r2 u% `# J6 l
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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0 t, i3 l7 `' k0 P/ o7 Z ^! J" NTonight, you belong only to me. |
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