Farewell, my puppy love

craze

Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;

All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;

# S8 z' P: b( g: x  Y/ L6 sEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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/ Q0 o# y" M- U7 _" o) UI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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, z7 v% O7 i) U( ~3 f" SWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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! ^/ M! ]' }) Y/ R* L. W, ]4 IGratitude  to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;

; ^8 C, y- a& e% k( R2 ]: CThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;

My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;

You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;

So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;

But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;

Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid   picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.

Tonight, you belong only to me.

shangguan

不好意思,这里是中国;请说中国话:386:

springzh

“I will treat you as old friend only.” Will you？
“So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life”
+ v0 H  v5 h* f2 v1 T% z1 F  Vit‘s not God ，it's you who bless him.

springzh

' F* p: ~  _- F* f% L: ~The greatest thing you’ve ever learn is just to love and be loved in return......