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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;* H7 Q* k; _) \7 h: h( u
" k; Y' P1 L& uAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;, E( {& Y! |, A- p4 \6 n
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;4 E0 y! F |! e; e% R. U
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;) d: F. A. q$ F4 y2 m6 _4 I
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;1 \: ?* W5 w7 ]% @! J, @" K
% \! ]0 D# [5 _7 K9 @Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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' ~' j: I! a/ |6 YThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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% \# p; k6 c0 i% H4 e/ c! d( VMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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7 o, g* D* M5 |: `7 b2 X3 HYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;+ d$ X" | @% s# P$ \/ }* E
9 _, n& S3 I) ^( m# VSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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- p. @1 \9 o4 C8 @So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only; h- j, K2 I3 T! ^. Z0 v/ T. E
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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- }6 E% p9 j5 M0 M/ HYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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Tonight, you belong only to me. |
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