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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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, s# Y, N3 Y: B/ u# n' wEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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2 J5 [3 F( _5 u: ^3 KI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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( ^& R; [ j# [6 xWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;4 P- h0 D' m2 B+ A( ^
8 i- @* q' ~" kGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;6 H2 y& l! n3 e+ c8 B
! R2 R( x6 B" TSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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: ~8 {3 I* B% \ {" k& b8 kSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;4 N: c, _ H @$ X# i% J6 s- F" S- b% h
% u9 i8 Q9 C) B, ?! VBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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P, T+ g0 Z- }# S) B; K) [Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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