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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;- r+ g' |) `; `: n% Z' w! ^
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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' w- V) ~. J/ x* R# |; S& u) d1 R* `Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out; P6 o$ {) D1 M( R% Z
8 L! _$ Y$ g. N5 _6 DGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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1 b' m* R) T: h3 N3 n0 Y$ v' O4 ?My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;5 Q# u/ T1 y7 n. x* \' r
2 m {+ Q. S8 p% N7 M0 O4 J1 d bYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;4 J7 Q8 V/ v2 e' K5 p4 @* ]* C+ Y. y
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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# U$ ~( |* M. s, V2 ?So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;. Z3 Q- T# m$ r6 |
* t+ f& r& p: X' q. CSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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0 H% L( ]0 x$ i y* @7 o8 QYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.& i. o( [' B- D
: {4 M" |0 u6 Z1 W8 JTonight, you belong only to me. |
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