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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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7 a5 p9 _6 D9 m4 }. kEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;+ |+ k; O, i. Q/ D$ \' Z
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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! b+ J4 b E+ c3 h5 eThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;. s$ v* Y/ c! g9 y, \) T' x8 P) ^
; g, I+ }3 K2 `0 i- k# `You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;$ ^# p$ d5 R- } l' C; |
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;/ Q2 Y: U) o4 ]4 d! B% e! j+ m, D
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;: x( u& f" _" O/ S6 O
1 b3 U) }2 p2 M1 C" ?4 a# D- T6 HSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;6 t* _! u( C$ @& D' b- X% Z
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.: J. @1 d$ p& K1 r
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