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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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* g. V) v1 g6 [- W2 P- d- qAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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/ k$ J7 C: {# g/ Y/ h1 E* y9 HEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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$ m9 ~3 `2 ~! j& z% N* g' q" c/ oI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;7 v, a, e: `7 j, X
, q7 O: }& ]) g3 DWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;0 `9 x/ n v& a" W
4 u" W2 n, `5 C6 SGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;3 v: K, b! P( y! a5 G5 a9 O
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;1 X7 l$ _' O; w
: v0 K) x) y2 r; Q0 f! iSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;% ^0 `+ s# ?8 N( t% r/ e
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;0 B' J; u8 g) i* P' Z4 c( |
^. S; B+ D: u! Q9 M9 L6 ?# [9 g% {7 @But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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& `/ _ ]8 j: v4 Y- W, r& X* Y" OYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.1 D5 y! X& u- S% o" F) ?
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