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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;" a7 Y# d, h/ j+ ^" C7 E S
; P8 E2 R, ^$ r; U& i, T* {All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;4 @6 s8 w9 v) A8 n
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;4 E4 t( F! b- w" ?# [; r
- r& m7 |# z$ P0 p( AI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;0 P4 U9 }# _( g, D
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;5 _! b9 K" o# t, O: y
; P$ ]7 t8 v( ZThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;! N0 o" ^ T3 f0 y
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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" S2 U* ?4 _0 G/ ]; M6 W" HYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;7 c" ?7 J8 g8 T' J+ L) ?' w
1 I! S9 R5 z0 Y2 g. _( y) wSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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/ e$ X" m9 ]$ c' b/ @So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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