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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;# O3 ]' q( G2 I8 j: |
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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" I# a5 J+ H; Z2 x% Z: LEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;5 q, w/ e+ t% ^
1 R7 K/ s$ F, ?With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;$ R5 a. g( S2 ~: I
8 ~0 R q( k# P6 y& FGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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' D; M8 H0 r7 f4 c; R* S) pThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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- ]) M1 a5 r3 Q0 y4 ~$ O2 V4 TMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;2 v! n1 H' p" ~9 i+ G# ~
$ j4 a# o+ X2 L- V o( P+ _- _) X9 H$ FYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;# [4 K6 {: q* }& q0 q
; F1 Y# R+ R& e% }So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;4 r: N, q0 m5 G% V" {4 e
6 E, `8 h* ?( V* W3 YSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;) N$ O; A# p1 l$ a: Y# {( U$ \
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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0 S7 J( S$ {7 y qBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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8 ]& m3 ~& V) p; s" l) H! aYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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Tonight, you belong only to me. |
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