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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;7 F c) C6 d* }$ Y
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;1 w' w# o% R+ p6 b
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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3 @; j Q$ |7 q8 {) P; t5 E+ `! ?9 I5 CI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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# h& J- k) m& H8 hWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;6 c g v# n) d* U Q; X3 U* U
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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7 N& J% w, i2 }# d' ~3 p- s2 NThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;& ]- A; e8 F5 K" @* t
* |; e( b8 I, r; m$ P H4 |My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;8 ~5 O3 w, W& {4 |: H* g. Y% `# k
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;% a" I! o2 n- P5 D- l
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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/ F# l/ W' ~/ W4 A( C8 N5 XSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;! @/ e0 Z: ]# X" d' L
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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0 O& l0 h" i$ ~But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.) u G3 v9 E* m# [* s
+ N" I' o8 S0 S+ yTonight, you belong only to me. |
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