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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;6 ^ \5 W* q1 {/ C i* K
3 u" u( \- M' f: Y) c2 ~& \All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;: Q" g2 f5 w( {8 r; G
# L! ^- \8 e, k6 w+ F& [; EI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;: E1 r; E0 z! q7 Q& x, l+ P2 W" A
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;& s& l3 H* U+ c! G# W' _
8 X- h9 G h2 D- A$ OGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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) g8 J" V, a2 tMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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& c) o6 y. `) j$ ?) j0 n% k+ [You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;, |. R, P% M0 q% X+ c' L6 k3 W0 [
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;5 m! p& ^* B9 O: ^0 S+ o$ ^- ]* H
; C5 q& _: Z+ l# k6 r% O& |; k' ]) }5 eSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;- z6 |8 A& { f/ E( g8 ~
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;- h9 i; l2 x. V; L
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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5 Q) u4 Q/ |$ n* b ^: v: zTonight, you belong only to me. |
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