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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;# I* i% z8 q7 W* @1 e
; k! H9 ~+ F; g2 n& ~; yAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;! w- ]' h% k6 m6 \) n9 @# U$ Z* r* ^
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;; X; E4 k5 V6 S! ?
4 B7 k) k/ l; z& C8 wI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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4 C! F' _! J8 Q3 j1 GThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;- h8 k9 M, V9 C$ n x. G
! c. y& w; H! TMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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' }1 ^# l# M5 A$ c" y$ v/ N& ZYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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5 X) a: v( p/ Z6 `% }0 o9 ~So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;; `2 z7 x$ ?* ^/ |5 p
4 n7 H: Z* y/ {1 k6 ISo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only; ?. @2 Z3 b' E( ]3 M+ S5 _9 u
# l& W- ?6 C1 z& nBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.3 M b7 t* z2 ^* [/ E F( V: u
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