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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;; x) j+ \9 }8 q) f
; T+ o5 G) E- o5 K1 Z1 i1 {All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;! G+ M2 f- M* ^; M1 B* v% d
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;$ x2 [' a+ s) C/ _7 `+ @# t4 W* l
9 n+ P' h1 b3 l" ?I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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$ Z# ^, u2 _( c2 a$ i- QWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;; _" n" w4 ~ R; _9 }8 ]
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;! n) l' F* `" G2 y- K# |8 x
6 X6 H1 b) c* w ZThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;9 R( u) I8 w% O. p. u* P* w
5 b* F/ x1 U M% @+ G9 \My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;% e2 F. b6 y) V H. K% I* H
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;6 N# B9 H7 {# V5 h/ e/ Z
- f8 r' f3 D' K$ NSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;& r W- ]3 C' C# _- J8 p. b6 \7 H" g/ L
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;- v( Q. R; [! s
( _1 ]0 U, l9 g# c( aYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.* Z. [' h. o8 Q; z
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