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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;1 J; t% {! I0 K# {6 N& t
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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0 H7 G1 T+ _, TEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;4 Z2 V) _" e! R7 B4 k; ^
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love; V7 i6 q9 @. }/ ~
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;; p: j$ N! j. V( l0 V9 W
, p1 _2 Y! }8 R( H) k+ u) P+ \Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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* a# ?8 e$ R3 P1 J1 a" cMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;8 k9 R$ d5 E" X
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;# ^0 s3 v+ B2 H6 p- a
, A S/ E9 k6 C G3 z: ASo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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5 v. p9 b7 @7 P) J! U; qSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;4 x9 K: E! O* I9 o( T6 a0 T4 P, \, z4 B
1 H+ u1 P; }% e2 qYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.9 W& K# G+ r/ G ^4 e* s' f
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