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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;' A9 ]0 m6 G4 o& s* N
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;9 h1 | {* G4 P+ ?
) u; ]0 F) I0 \" i! T9 SEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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0 g2 q- m L. C4 N9 D4 r( p% `I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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4 K, w+ Y/ X8 m( vWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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! e( T' `1 q) p; w. UGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;9 J7 ^( }& Z$ O! P+ [1 _0 Q1 ^, F
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;9 I( H: O3 Y" E, y9 P' q
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;' I+ h0 [5 m9 J
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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6 v) d( C/ e @" C' x% V$ B4 RSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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* u5 \1 b$ c9 qSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;4 \- B* o) [. Z% d, A6 t
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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( m: Y$ Z8 R! D* _8 _But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies; k" ^7 O7 p) n/ I) b
8 n4 ?1 Z- m. c; ~Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life." |! ^& \# w A2 U7 \, u
1 c a- I$ g9 O- ? Z3 c" e3 }: w( rTonight, you belong only to me. |
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