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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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z3 M* T+ M/ m' _: q5 ?# sI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;* k$ V. A. w6 G& Z8 u
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;/ O, H+ q" T! }& F
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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: `' W4 n. y& x+ r2 o7 DThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;- K6 Y) I- ]7 V: N' H+ a
/ P! X3 W# W3 F" U4 ?1 SMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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0 j8 T! \: O- y. p. e% Z) LYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;, w$ M- X4 k4 q! g$ m+ Q' H
. k# j! [: |' s# v) K: }2 ASo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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. {& W2 |! k. D. MSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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