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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;- w* d8 O( w: N: v3 K' A
8 i ?4 k7 T" H* B9 w% j: UAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;; p! S5 T6 O; n9 H! n- y
& G9 h) ^" | p; J. H( N2 jGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;7 r" z1 b$ @- T1 V, `# H# U2 O
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;, E4 w" t' q5 h
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;1 C7 b& s3 h7 N$ K, `5 @
\5 S) [7 `8 kYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;% Y, p( }7 T' p
: S6 V7 w- j) I: U0 [6 ^So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;; ~3 Z2 `5 R8 F
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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Tonight, you belong only to me. |
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