Farewell, my puppy love

craze

Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;

  J) }- w  j8 O2 L! T& Q; k# rAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;

  O4 ^) b  D" a0 E/ {  E8 v( r% ^Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;

5 V9 T, p. }0 hI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;

With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude  to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;

Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;

3 S: A  `. O3 q* u1 Y6 O! U* EMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;

( w) a1 g% Z; E9 J% F! FSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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: c+ J/ @: l% O$ t: qSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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( i: U" m5 |- B" q$ `6 |But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;

4 w$ j/ O! a" Q0 IYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid   picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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$ R: q1 [& v+ i9 D) OTonight, you belong only to me.

shangguan

不好意思,这里是中国;请说中国话:386:

springzh

“I will treat you as old friend only.” Will you？
1 m+ R+ j5 o* V% J6 c! p6 ]: g“So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life”
4 M# k: D# P$ T  k) Fit‘s not God ，it's you who bless him.

springzh

The greatest thing you’ve ever learn is just to love and be loved in return......