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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;" \; H0 z5 M, {1 Z. ^8 j! G
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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7 p4 b- C% c8 fI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;6 M3 U* [, p7 U2 {, j1 J
. K+ _! \; v9 ]" b& E0 N, ~With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;6 s. Z5 @# u: s% `4 T; U
( B. ]7 A) ]% e/ vGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;3 J4 y2 _* m2 q' }5 l% Q: ~) v
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;* v8 S# m M+ {
: J2 s% r0 K# u+ G, @5 zYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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) w% f8 Q6 g8 qSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;$ V# T6 U, [3 K$ A
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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, r2 k9 a+ K& d& k2 C. M; uSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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/ K' O3 _: O- v7 z+ gBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;7 { k1 D) v0 T- k6 P
- r8 Q1 _% R4 @5 i$ P! MYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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