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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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+ I. D/ S4 s+ a/ cAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;: Z" h2 O$ n! H& O9 h8 H
. l0 Y" P. f9 a2 y& F, nEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;2 T2 a1 F" g F
5 w+ t m0 T6 @4 T" D5 f7 Q4 zI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;, ^% B* L; W1 ]) }
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;2 f7 l0 Y4 _! F$ `: ?1 q" F/ {4 r
q. t6 D! j+ `5 p; a w+ W+ K; j& CMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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. x) V/ F) J, J7 Y1 w* pYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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4 |2 c7 ~ W! x9 J7 {So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;7 a, R3 o! d! V& o, c1 n. _
) l- i+ U% d8 t; NBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;8 ? [$ g! s: }1 c! C
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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