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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;& O$ k7 u+ j* _, {
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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( t1 n7 ^( M0 }) w: ?Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;& L! A4 U+ ?5 Z6 I- M+ ?5 |: M
* D3 Q# Z& @0 [/ PI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;+ E2 ?/ ^$ Z3 `+ X
% z" p6 D- R4 ?' X sWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;# m6 L) z9 k. ~" t
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;* e& z) f- b! H- n& y9 O
' K( x2 ]6 q5 g3 J5 E ^1 ~- yMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;* O+ m0 z9 y; T2 W$ ]3 `6 o
5 Y# K+ W$ z- iYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;2 z0 F% ` n, u i1 s
" n* I! r( p* t4 Y' A/ RSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;8 }# s, \1 v1 [$ K$ d4 m. X- u' b( U
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;; m8 R2 _4 j1 [+ p" e
! v6 E: x! o+ @1 fSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.9 A( z" M* n. |8 k& y+ p8 E( `
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