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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;+ k$ y6 d8 H( y5 R
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;6 S1 s0 U: p1 F* G
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;/ O# T! y( ~: K! H5 i0 S: v6 O4 {7 K
/ o i1 d" {/ B TI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;! C# N- L4 ^. }! G! @6 b& C" V
# E7 e" M! r1 x: E4 `. hWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out; @, y/ [0 P! _' j/ y6 b# N
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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: C" V q6 m4 QThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;4 _8 q3 t @: x
" h8 J7 l) ^7 oMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;7 A( T, i4 ~6 [& ~" y% J
4 K5 e1 j5 s8 Y* W' z6 ]8 GYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;; b" l, U8 _7 i3 R6 @; \
! x( v/ V( ^2 F# tSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;& O+ Q5 E8 k9 r
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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+ p6 ?* h2 e" U2 V V" B. BSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;( S9 H( G, W7 V$ R" K4 E0 c
9 |+ |! ?* z6 M/ v% N' fBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;$ Y/ z# X) {6 ~) @4 A4 c: N
5 u% D- O# s, @. vYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.- K5 A9 ^' h# I& \( ]) w
9 [5 C$ @1 ?- r1 WTonight, you belong only to me. |
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