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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;- C* c8 }" g1 i; |. l' c
2 d& h. X E- f4 [7 C) l) nAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;5 x! E1 ~/ J! |2 e
( b5 z/ ]( x l8 k( x6 m# y7 x. KEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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( d) {4 ^% h6 P( Z* e$ s: @" UI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;9 N; Q$ d; G/ N( b, E/ L# ~
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else; E/ D8 l# Z1 A5 R0 m7 G$ Z) M
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;; i; |1 i( e- y$ E
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;5 ^. p$ O* G: R7 n& \1 r# o
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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! Z6 `) ]* p; K$ f: A- ESo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;, l! K1 {+ @5 S4 m" |; M9 ^ P* f. O
1 t) S$ C) e Z. MSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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- J# t3 c& q7 e$ U) [' FYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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$ R: w6 d6 h* ?. `# M P ATonight, you belong only to me. |
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