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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;' G$ ^: Z) e4 h) l5 {
2 q4 o' g) D* v$ I6 `4 Y% `All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;' u& I4 o9 ^1 F8 r! A
7 u" E% D( h, SEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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' I/ @1 _; P3 x3 R) @2 g: B) I9 qI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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0 f5 R$ T( X9 C+ H9 t# E2 ]. HGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;+ y! h) L& T( C. S) r7 V. q
) ?3 q A6 H4 O) G5 RThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;9 z6 E* }) h3 U" b, I
$ n9 o8 i+ g9 J, hMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;- r) V8 ^6 n; w! Q% @. X8 b. e! a
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;) {8 e! ]$ d# X* ]
8 b Z F: [) X ^6 ZSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;) X0 a+ e# @! O* H& z# a) }
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;0 o: t; J3 [/ l8 \5 L' W" ]! S
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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9 t+ u1 u# ]% `6 o( ^$ `& a, Z3 {. CBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;' @3 _1 v. q& o- |
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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