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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;$ x$ O1 X- R# S5 p1 i& b
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;6 v* b, Y# Z/ E: a! h
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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+ [' ^; z, J4 {4 v0 tWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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5 U* z( M4 z. `2 PThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;2 y; H% E& z: D1 D8 ?
3 E! b! b D" ?& iMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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5 S+ i' |( \/ o1 D7 M3 y9 V iYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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" P1 W3 L1 R' l+ B; S- ], iSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;0 W* B* g: U: V; `& V. Q
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;9 p! E9 Y0 g: C& W1 R
2 W% \; ~ C7 k6 USo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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. Y5 s4 O. k/ f" i ]5 J: ]" U. tBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;- U6 ?' Z, G; J7 r1 l% L$ x
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.+ m$ [; M& E9 A6 ^- m6 ~1 K* J* @
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