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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;: q6 n( D3 K' `) N
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;" \! g+ ^9 C$ C" ?5 Y
* o$ f- j: B5 }2 p1 E9 l* X( H2 M# UI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love; G+ v+ D# k7 _; s
( i, `* j) n' M5 ~% W jWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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" ?& L& [& L) x) b1 e; O" zGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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# f" O0 i+ T" _6 cThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;8 {( f/ ?% s. O1 Q- z+ t
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;2 `: Q9 O1 g+ F f% k
6 r7 V0 r0 H; cYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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/ n: ]/ n# a# k$ U1 d$ P/ V5 K0 NSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;; z( F, U ?- n
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;0 |8 g% o. J7 `1 {) S% W, U [; _. ]) G
8 G6 h" B6 Z; @1 ^- rBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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