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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;5 V" G6 y% {9 m- s
( |* _4 y: {8 I, NAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;* i- V0 j" s( O7 M' Y0 ]
. U9 ~3 T5 o0 [. W; E: tI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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! Y, y$ m# K5 N, K- W5 F- [+ p2 rWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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- N0 T8 [$ h& bGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;% v- P' y; s& t( w
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;* w# a7 c* p. _+ e
9 r& f& H) i+ Y) gSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;" f( ]/ h8 r9 m
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;" M+ y# R) j8 j( Y9 K& h
) P* l% z& ^& q2 VYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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