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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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) W7 o2 j5 ?& Q! b8 h0 U7 n& aAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;" y, d4 F d' \. a( v8 \7 h. y3 D
8 X" @# |1 v& k; t+ H# A$ a: ?' aEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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5 Q) i4 p' k) B$ T9 U, }+ O. vI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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. Z4 I9 X& O7 J6 B/ ZWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;% a5 J) Y: ^, a1 _. B0 R C4 g
" i8 h; r& n* aMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;4 X: A( r3 `* R1 u- X
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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# r, m* R, B& ^1 S7 Q2 ~So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;1 b( H H$ O( }; ^$ i/ Y5 k) f; g& p
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;- a. j( J- |2 X+ I( N4 s
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.- \5 G7 j A* }0 R/ G
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