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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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1 z8 K/ m' ] {- ZAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;5 {' Q( l1 f6 t( {2 X
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;4 ]- p' |- c5 t2 w- \, j( \: a
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love; T& G9 ^ e. Z
; v) [3 G' |' V" M0 LWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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4 z: H' i3 s1 J3 G) h/ l4 q' c" ZGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;% ~, V* Z. Q: a f- z
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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- x7 @- M5 B# V T' X% CYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;4 u9 S2 ~" m$ j; V8 N- w: ^
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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5 W) A; M8 Q9 N/ [4 b8 M8 e" YBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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/ {% h. n: |4 R2 q- x4 ^1 Z4 GYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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