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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;! \, _) U* h9 t. J$ f4 g
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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! `; G9 H2 B" k& g0 r* x7 TI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;, P; D( T; p9 O+ H J
$ o, k7 u# F7 g' pWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;1 ]8 l$ I+ E0 O A- K1 x' n
# I1 |: a3 ^& s" eGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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4 o! u/ T4 O* |$ [$ L; q( NThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;6 \& b7 y4 i( k' X
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;! d; S; X8 \( q! d/ O
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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5 L, v9 r/ J7 z. TSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;$ g( Z I2 u1 i) e9 ]3 J
( I' ?: j; \3 _) MSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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6 z4 q8 M1 o* a# Q1 |But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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4 y1 t$ Y7 h5 m0 {/ }/ o- }+ SYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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