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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;6 l) D+ v2 K! z, |# j
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;% t% B# m J. y8 v+ L
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;" a3 |" j# j9 z
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;- w: G8 s) ~7 x2 M: A! r( B
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;! u& p0 T4 @: ] f- Y( _* B( W9 {8 r
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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1 F& x6 i7 W; T. ?' h" L7 cMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;+ O% s* h$ }+ _3 ]" G
7 ]3 `$ J: @: rYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life; M$ F5 h0 K# U. l/ n" ^8 u; X
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;7 E( O4 q0 E+ o3 Z. G" n+ S0 q
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;( _; D" R% P2 r* a5 F2 m( ]
( c7 e0 r- P; e5 `Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.( A8 f, j8 j& c* L9 f0 X2 Q4 _
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