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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;$ G, T6 H7 c5 U4 s
" K/ d* ]3 K; l O$ VAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;- J/ g# M5 _. v' ]0 x
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;4 Y% {4 ~' i ]( l8 i8 [" E
# A( c e; p5 E/ m) {) s2 g% [. CI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;( w8 p& E6 O2 H- [
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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! H/ U) n5 Z, R2 |1 R) VGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;2 C5 c9 S$ `, J7 w2 D. C8 f( Z" v
) m+ _1 k, y/ W0 h' ~7 HThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;2 a8 H4 B6 y" U3 F( |
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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' w9 T8 Y. O6 @. A4 @4 bSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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6 c- V J* x8 x/ s* {- t2 [/ lSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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7 G& [" r% [& m, YYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.! A4 G8 N' h5 h8 U( v6 f3 l+ D
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Tonight, you belong only to me. |
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