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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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3 _, N, K' a9 [- JAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;# f( R$ S% ?5 r, a# X$ V! P
: p" h& P2 V" l3 U9 F, C, }& {Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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! S* s7 O' v" j- T) f- V8 N: EI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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9 a6 x7 p3 i1 ]With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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! O. O( n7 f! ?3 y$ f0 \8 gGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;" v5 n/ }/ ]) l6 l- n( c
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;( `9 t2 }! t! j6 b# {& c$ N: g7 P
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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0 e+ l7 u6 p _- c! eSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;9 R, f% i- _0 v
8 v! q; w8 {- B% A3 M4 DSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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) u# V; |/ S. i* f5 ZSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;! a7 s/ W" o9 r6 O- r
* }3 L3 `/ n, Z" O- ]) q9 vYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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