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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;) Z9 e, u; {( W' t0 V# ]! d
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;2 G2 y x( n3 a$ _& V
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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; m9 M1 B* Q# u( MWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;4 L0 W' C2 I7 F+ O- h8 R9 ^
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;6 J+ @) c3 b6 X& v
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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4 [4 [! B( u2 h0 l0 @( nMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;+ I# @! a6 n8 \5 l+ \' ^+ }4 W2 `
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;( j0 ~' C4 l0 g( X0 X; E
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;3 @/ B X2 \. m8 {- A, W
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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! Z: z' Z3 V/ f5 w1 [' d6 {2 Q# eYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life." G- H# O9 C& H8 [ E
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