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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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# q) |7 m, K# ]. V: U/ PAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;* o. E8 d3 n0 ?: K+ \# J; a! H
5 Z- T+ b0 ~7 }2 g; L1 {I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;: {, M X9 k6 h, I' S7 e, E
6 z* M: R& c/ S$ X' w# u' w' xWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;- n6 @9 o! a! K {* g& F3 T: o% K0 V
! G) L- m% o1 d! f+ F4 FGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;0 h K; Q7 F1 W' {( }
9 V( N: J1 b; f% h; B5 |; fThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else; u \0 p- d, h- Y
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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" [$ Y: }* V' y. m i" L$ C; fSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life; f- J% o: b: w
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;: {" @1 k7 m+ Y
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;5 x" R" I6 a+ Z3 K; E
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;. p; [4 M5 b% ~& N2 L2 S$ Z& k, V* B
* N# X' j1 R: t& F2 e3 v, AYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.- ]/ `+ P0 A" K
, Z2 q/ k. n2 i; gTonight, you belong only to me. |
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