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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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. H; U( B: [4 y* a- H1 H& WAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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D( Y: F; b3 ]4 k; mEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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, |* d3 N3 G* F9 x* OI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;- k1 v, i7 p0 ?1 _' h* T
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;) i' o, X3 W f4 c9 a
; P+ |; X; _6 M! o! e$ w' mThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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4 s9 ?0 _% O, J: N! J- a% F8 n( a+ [You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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& ?" Y2 P/ {" b+ k0 c$ jSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;! \3 Y- F @( L) O
. p2 n. P. C1 o9 T$ Z( ^0 F9 HBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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1 N0 @' U9 F+ }5 }Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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