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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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# o* m9 q+ x: \3 L4 v9 M) o- }All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;9 ^1 p; p. r' p/ |& |
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;# _! C/ b7 U, C, i: L( Y3 e5 F* f6 r% B
6 A& d& g) ^( h, XI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;) Y( Y0 s$ U; ]
/ r# \( g" \ w" k0 rWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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4 s( t1 h! U& a/ U/ @2 H/ j2 GGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;- D* i4 L1 W: W: l
' O; g/ E1 X# \/ _ ~$ t$ KMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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& y( r& Q" j" `: v% }& j: e6 kSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;/ ^/ T& {# u5 x3 Z0 M2 f4 r9 s
V9 E; ~( Q# e+ \7 b8 l- ISo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;7 F B5 n2 {" d8 U" p8 P' j! i- ^ \
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;2 W6 D# s: J h9 v; Q6 Q
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;0 m+ S/ l& d' N
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.+ I: R8 }7 X- K% h& n$ F
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Tonight, you belong only to me. |
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