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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;3 P8 P+ Q3 A" n+ F6 P$ a
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;& X( X. B \0 z
9 }& {' b; [1 k2 VEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering; m. C- Y+ ~# u3 T; D
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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, R- Q& e: F4 ?# _, F2 E# Z& a# ?With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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! \; o& g1 _2 k8 T, E$ yThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;( z. X- K+ q6 ?* t3 T
4 i2 F& R$ n9 v/ M1 hYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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1 ~) A0 }) Y* ?5 X8 n: HSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;1 d2 q% g1 n% P' C2 K( s
9 V/ w' I! R8 r( O0 j4 E8 XSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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3 h( I7 P8 A( J+ _$ h! ]. M, Y% C+ hBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;( G: K# A$ T/ B9 o$ _. @
1 _. J m4 k! d5 Z' _; ?Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.$ a6 t& Q) \/ n
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