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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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8 [- Y( J- G7 Q$ Q; dAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;7 z$ D5 K' m( g3 V: |5 M
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;$ }. d i% N, Y2 c1 }
- a' F# X7 C# o' s/ JWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;+ _7 v; @. T m: g2 w
% A& _$ C5 p1 y( z Q# |' k9 CGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;# h3 T( X4 C, S8 G; ^ \: B
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;7 t# {* y! j; \- p+ i' t! Q; k
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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, ]( ~0 _. X1 Y3 U ~0 ~; aSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;5 _% v6 p" R1 f- `6 @7 S
9 P( _7 n) r# G* o1 ^Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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