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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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, B8 J7 o8 B+ C6 {% i! YI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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' L& O \- v& OThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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( ~1 x- A- d4 R8 O$ Q% u- C& k& KMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;# Z/ R# D2 R+ D4 a
; F/ U( U+ G6 L4 p- rYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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+ ]4 H* I7 B# j. e$ G6 sSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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6 X+ @0 O5 {5 Q$ LSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;) s' y1 m2 o# e
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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# [" p: u5 }+ H1 pBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;; H6 N, y8 A, L4 [, i& t
. @# _: C6 x0 }; mYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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