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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;# b% M" \5 j: \/ T* {
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;$ Z; } Q* h- j( z, x
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;( \0 r [( |$ B9 n6 d8 n
( J1 {& p9 X1 ^) ^I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;2 |) [/ T k: S+ o
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;, }7 L" H' B/ P! v
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;7 f% B0 P5 N$ ^, z9 ^/ B7 C% c6 B5 o+ ?
) L; ]3 M/ X* |' S- L+ DSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;. N7 J9 E, B9 G+ d2 S ?+ X/ n
: c3 \/ S7 L, i* ? JSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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( W# [* E V7 a. _% i3 RBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;5 @; X }1 L, ~
) F, r" ]/ c5 P; N/ AYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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# B1 A/ t8 \& b$ V- dTonight, you belong only to me. |
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