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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;- e% k5 A0 N8 h% {8 i- E+ _
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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& _; y: ~" j4 T2 w1 n/ FI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;# L2 N: `# R+ W! ~4 [# E$ E% M/ r* w4 N
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;- d( Q' e$ i! G- f. h. j
6 E) }; f, u8 @( y9 UThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;6 b2 ]/ M% s) S3 `* Q% m$ Q; V
& ^% o$ X+ e: D2 gYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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4 a) G0 k9 \- W9 z+ _% gSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;$ m4 V6 @! K8 w8 I m& m( x8 ?/ L
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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k" e) j6 W3 p& n+ j3 o% dSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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* u7 b$ }; K- h. F$ T" kBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;$ ]. ?5 e' Y K; X7 l* F5 \" I4 U
% U: O& {7 n @0 V: ?' LYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.( u6 Y0 n9 ?3 q. {& V, f
8 D3 x: Q& L: i9 i# [! P3 [' XTonight, you belong only to me. |
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