Farewell, my puppy love

craze

Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;

All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;

Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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6 k7 c. [9 X1 _' I+ M7 nI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;

4 z' m) l( D. q4 t  \/ \/ ^  e, \With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;

' F% |9 _' G# j. X1 H" E7 _. BGratitude  to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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/ _) j9 ]& [/ W( {( _# @. ?: M" O4 `- ZThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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2 w, d8 S) M) {, i1 DMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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$ u$ k; ~0 h" u3 C9 Y* ]$ q+ z( qYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;

So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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. h) ?1 T: G4 l3 t5 O, [% Y; nSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;

' @& }& u4 J: Q) c5 h. \6 |& X5 EBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid   picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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Tonight, you belong only to me.

shangguan

不好意思,这里是中国;请说中国话:386:

springzh

“I will treat you as old friend only.” Will you？
+ S7 M7 D3 ~6 @6 Q“So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life”
1 `8 P& ~1 `; i" lit‘s not God ，it's you who bless him.

springzh

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% t( u' K* [. v; ~The greatest thing you’ve ever learn is just to love and be loved in return......