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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;% P. ?9 A. p+ l5 ^" a7 l9 _
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;$ H. g1 l" u; P/ D, J4 j. E
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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0 ]: i: B, P/ A9 K' C. }2 h1 b3 XI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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' d7 H0 Q7 |' P" A. G- M7 IThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;1 I3 L( h0 x4 I& G, _
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer; s+ y1 b# I% l( P
9 B* k H% ?. O: BYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;- N" A# U0 Z; w- ~
) w7 S$ r0 e' s9 CSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;% v1 C3 Y1 b- A3 d- R+ I
9 c* v7 }2 m9 R; r' NSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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, _* h: X0 v! }- gSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;) m/ V, }$ ?" _' T: V3 z9 n a
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;) b4 U8 ~" P: Z: h w1 f. I8 z7 d
2 ], t) s( H$ ^/ J% i9 zYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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