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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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5 h1 D/ P/ J& p) R, x0 d8 t9 BAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;9 v: @( H" ?" n+ g( A6 w: A" J
6 b/ S5 K4 g B5 K W+ k. K+ s0 OEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;* q' ^! x- r; w0 u( J2 r( ~& \6 S
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love; B- d- l( l1 F- }0 J% U m$ t
0 B/ D8 O B1 PWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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8 o4 c6 Z0 W7 |4 [& N2 RGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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7 [; z6 ?" z9 _, w; vThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;# u0 O ~8 J1 R& f* ?
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;6 h3 K: ?2 M& G2 H
5 n9 I: M* d+ n# y5 m7 E+ XSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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8 ?' r* t" u0 @" x, g5 uSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;. o6 M4 R# e9 k9 Y
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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9 d. e, t6 i3 a1 `3 [% H: f7 C4 UBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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2 |' y1 }# Y; G% A8 zYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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