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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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+ H* V; Z3 Q ~/ T9 I6 R: i' JI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;5 B' C6 ~. I! d; k( t- Y8 x
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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4 V$ m5 _4 b5 j& C- c* ^Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;7 Y9 q2 Z. G# f1 L. x% B4 J
) U) ]3 \, i2 W) }7 v. VMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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7 q4 F3 {' }* W8 }# Z* |8 H2 lYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;, g G9 g0 A% M, [- s" f
# v8 k$ f# p0 E6 P& HSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;& v1 q2 {% X' p- }; g
" ]$ P3 L, [% m. Z+ `' ESo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;" n4 W* h) Q0 F0 ?" P W& Y; |
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.: I6 b9 {2 f2 t: Q `7 N. K+ B# p
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