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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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' U* @: ^9 u. ^" aAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;3 K4 ?; R3 I4 _: U% V9 X) P
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;4 G4 E9 ?7 k! ?9 D
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;) Q$ Y3 C/ U. m0 s- @; B
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;; l; e5 b# Q ]
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;2 Z: i, H9 ]' D9 Q( r% s/ a
7 C, H. l7 ]5 a9 H- S0 _You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;0 T6 j2 b! T- o% H3 G3 y4 H$ E
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;) y/ x+ N9 s* e2 s. ]- }
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.% h2 Y# d" x; W& s2 _9 U
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