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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;$ O) V5 W9 h. d0 s) _: }
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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_3 d; {2 y' W' k7 iEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;$ u2 n5 I$ @" z! n) D2 w1 \3 [
6 V6 Q! N! V- g/ M1 T' ~With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;* n' w2 t. b' \! Q# j3 E
1 a) i+ I7 c) n" m: v# H: zGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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8 P! C3 u9 \# xMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;5 d# D8 b, q% O- W
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;$ s; Q% k& o& i) w/ A9 ?
( S! _; l5 b, ~So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;) t3 b8 N* a0 L G. _) V
* O% P# z5 v g$ a4 L: g' wSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;( k/ ]! a( E5 |
* s: i) z& ]) ^But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;; C( c6 T% v6 b4 a/ Y
# [2 D7 Z( x7 Y4 BYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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( }( b1 k1 S9 X' D4 CTonight, you belong only to me. |
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