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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;0 g0 c6 @8 k9 Y" u
( d5 N+ L* [- C: p' v: G( NI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;% J5 \# W" ~' O) W' v
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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# r% M- N9 l& N- q7 x) t5 P AThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;" e# u3 d: w. Z8 h
% C: K$ K0 G g8 X1 r: KSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;5 q8 r n( x" w$ B* n
3 `5 c2 [+ O, z s/ Y- JSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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4 U# D* z* V/ d% eSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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2 x7 v0 z. T7 p* RBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life./ g) y" k$ a! o& N5 a; T, i8 ^+ R0 Q
$ x" l7 `( q& i. FTonight, you belong only to me. |
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