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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;& @& ~1 [/ `/ J' }3 _
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;9 S" @, v6 J9 d
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;4 @4 k1 p2 E+ Y9 z5 c
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;& ~5 a2 L( G. W. k8 _ ^8 c2 Q0 Y
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;/ o6 V/ \3 c, `6 D8 s) \6 |
: J- H U" t# T8 j9 c3 g) vThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;1 B J- Z' |3 V4 X
+ \# b- |( O* x; r2 O# y& e$ hMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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8 O2 r O) S# y% [- S- iSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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: P3 x- q; h p/ x: [$ ~* O* KSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies; X( E) S( L2 H- I: z( r) Y
7 Q! ?5 U' n8 P5 c2 b& UYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.* X, x5 y, d" O3 y/ o
7 I5 S2 X# _" x* }6 E: t" }; JTonight, you belong only to me. |
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