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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;" `/ B% O$ o8 j) Q
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;9 U& N( A+ S" q4 S
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;. p; i0 C* r- X
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;% m; ]" H, y7 Y6 e$ N$ J
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;3 q7 q8 m) U: [$ y" j
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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, z1 Y" E0 l4 E$ ~9 `4 FYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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/ f: e8 C! |7 E, b' KSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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2 q, A' ?. u1 A, j4 y5 |So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;* q( T4 \8 {! @$ v, q
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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