Farewell, my puppy love

craze

Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;

$ {* h4 j& _3 ?/ T1 @4 c3 n- u* sAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;

2 H4 x: G, t) T9 R6 m$ e0 D: P5 cI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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+ ~9 E. r, U8 q# u0 z# AWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude  to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;

: t- w: x$ f" RMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;

5 d* ?! Y5 n$ j7 P; DYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;

So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;

% N4 \: ^2 \# m6 p2 GSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;

So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;

But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;

: w. T4 B2 M8 P6 g. ?( y3 V5 ^. gYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid   picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.

: t2 {3 F" m# V. e" {- NTonight, you belong only to me.

shangguan

不好意思,这里是中国;请说中国话:386:

springzh

“I will treat you as old friend only.” Will you？
' x4 X; X$ O4 |7 m+ ^( l“So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life”
* L" `( q! S" f$ m1 N$ \it‘s not God ，it's you who bless him.

springzh

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5 ~9 H; l" T! ?0 ~3 W/ mThe greatest thing you’ve ever learn is just to love and be loved in return......