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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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8 Q0 k s: I- f$ oAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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. [+ p1 t! {1 o/ L0 H; eEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;9 _5 F& t5 O) E) E( N0 B9 w% \
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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' f) u0 O+ r- @, XGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;: b: i6 f* w ?. `% b7 E
* e4 e- g* f- h6 t, q' h( HThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;8 P- I' G& t" ^) I" W& P
4 _0 B9 ?7 J' r$ oYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;% |8 z) y7 \1 W
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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+ p( c! R2 \: {: bSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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4 F; i: d, G8 |; k2 }But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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6 ]* x: Z8 R+ a7 \7 R6 eYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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