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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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. i* O) ?9 C$ q$ R* n9 z8 C8 E7 DEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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9 v1 \( s$ J& T# P/ p. iWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;: q; ~: U$ ^9 v8 m7 l2 R& _1 J2 m( ]$ u
+ _- v& O: I0 x* u/ Y, p% l& \; aGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;1 \. w% w) i4 `8 r8 q- \" X
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;. o. C0 H" k* s
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;1 ^, Q- Y8 \! ~
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;' v# \2 ^4 t% y5 L0 O; f( q/ b
" d% a! l( ~1 d7 A. }, wSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;/ `- {8 K8 W V: V! o
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;! v1 R* P& \# \* s
% c6 x8 B3 w# N3 Z* ?# q8 ASo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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" J5 q, W' ]& AYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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