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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time; O, F- _9 }; ]$ O/ y/ Z
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;' T* n( {0 ]" `
4 H b4 P4 E/ J uEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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# l9 i/ b: b! m# ?! kI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;5 }1 L& r0 ~, K
& y* P7 e5 o) U, W% i) U" LWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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0 D! j, \. i! G) {Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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3 Q, Y7 h: U! [5 v- v) e8 kThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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* I8 \: Q0 o0 @9 |2 o0 LMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;' I/ ?; \% Y2 w- c) N7 T
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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- u; K+ i# T' a% F4 X1 ESo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;2 k$ [8 v' V& b
4 L. D& U4 p4 s$ ~So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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0 j' j/ g* e; |+ M6 r1 Y# DBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.8 X6 I9 R( N' |" i4 Q/ z% q
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