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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;; `) [: J0 v7 @5 E$ Z h
4 g6 _1 ~9 E S1 H+ \4 pAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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" M! I( p, _, K2 z6 tEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering; r" q; c- ?7 O- A6 e9 J
) i3 v1 o" m" }0 h) P+ OI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;" h8 f4 ]9 d* A. }9 M) J
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;8 ?+ Q1 p% t. E0 n9 E+ P
4 h2 Q @& G7 f# K; n% jGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;$ d# ]' {% g& J- H$ _; q
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;* G, O* W! ~" D9 o
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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$ B) ]% E' R0 c7 o/ H- w6 r, PYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;2 ^$ Z* J$ I8 z1 X
" n0 a* `. { }1 i( r: FSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;1 m( [; [/ J" Z! q; N9 H+ n) @
t2 v7 Z1 N, h8 h6 g" p% qSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;4 t3 C/ S/ W0 A1 h) z! ]
) ?% T: ^ ?3 d& Q2 Y( Q# M- eBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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Tonight, you belong only to me. |
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