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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;) z) S5 n/ P* _; \; @ s
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;. F3 ?* ^. H) X( e
* _0 B- u2 U" g5 P& a \7 }Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;9 P7 }' H r1 }1 A" S
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love; d8 l& Y3 y* V) F0 O A }2 E
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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! s7 u' o6 I. A" f* k: J5 C5 `Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;. i+ Q8 Q2 D, [$ w
4 |% I7 B' _9 C6 c# g7 t8 |$ c) `' jSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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: I/ i+ d$ O+ g3 d; wSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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5 H# H; f# R; y q3 X+ `So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;" U% n- ^' |4 I& I
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.3 e9 @# O6 b4 V
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