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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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* D6 P' e. H: @All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;2 X" H6 ^% ^9 {) z+ R: E
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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4 A1 ^2 w ^' A0 ^I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;4 `/ I" c) b! ?9 m" |8 V9 v- |+ d
6 p: X2 {) b/ K! r! gWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;( k! W* ]. u$ s$ ?* q# p- j
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;0 J: B$ L) \2 Y P
- \% {+ a8 u' \# z+ J2 v. zThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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3 i2 b5 y8 X8 \' y3 P! WYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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, p( j% t% g0 ~So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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$ ?+ i2 L$ p7 K! ~" c" o9 T0 E. w& dSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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& R6 x# H R. W3 ^, g4 MBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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j$ N$ S( E1 r3 ^& GYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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