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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;6 A& g2 M' u' q6 C' {5 _) z y9 i, d
) Y7 Z6 j. L$ q# wEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;; S% u- \; T3 V0 W) g
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;& K# b3 s0 Q* E: O
1 F, Z7 a$ X! T, p' ^% D) P4 JGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else; O4 O+ }; [" q2 z9 S7 Y
- p, P% u4 i* \7 K* a$ HMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;' j2 N, ^) ]7 }9 k; J
* W4 O. N' G2 O5 c0 R, WYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;1 L& ~! z2 I4 l5 F; [& @2 R8 t
/ g$ ]3 x# P2 E/ E; o: K3 i4 q, s5 ISo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.& K% X1 Y) |$ m8 v1 k1 F3 A
- U7 U" ^" o4 w% F* b8 VTonight, you belong only to me. |
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