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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;0 L, [9 V' p% }' u2 a
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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0 n9 W( ]( ^4 E/ m6 A: _6 mEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;$ g. E: G1 D, q4 l' k2 W
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;3 P' B5 e- d4 N' M, ~
4 K [2 F6 V; F8 X! YThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;( ^) u5 K( g) {8 L- m% {. `
1 Q+ F( S2 r: i6 n% n iMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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) L c* m2 ], m% r) t; k. }You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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# z; ]7 M. c0 @" N' aSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;* K+ s$ F! ]- I- l
+ n- z* G9 R3 Z* YSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;$ Q1 ]# _$ F5 f, t& s
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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- l3 F% {1 ], X/ T/ KTonight, you belong only to me. |
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