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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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# W1 C( X+ L* ~$ V' L" j" w& xAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;3 ~+ e3 V5 x$ f H
# c; m& n# \8 g. g( xEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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) e3 _# D1 U! \' e6 X! s q6 ?# I8 yI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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- E% A+ y0 k4 z* a6 v: ]; BWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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5 l( |8 q+ b% n7 m' E" x6 x- UGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;9 l* ]" Q' [6 I i( W/ ?
7 g; R9 {4 |3 D( M, t, m: K" a* S9 KThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;0 O. n/ i- Z# @8 y
# J2 J. o7 K' n9 S! s [) I0 M$ C. jSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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f: w9 ?/ h! R' p! v: g# B- Z2 `1 Y( TSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;) g- y" \: S/ {& u. y0 ]
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;; T3 |2 ~7 Y# r8 h2 u
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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