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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;. m( P9 H; z* p; D9 Y
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;7 o( g3 U" F7 S8 T1 O1 F6 c
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;2 b x0 v. _7 r, Y- _
8 r5 i7 Q1 x6 @7 `4 P0 Z$ jThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;. o8 M, z3 K) O9 V+ a
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;' \0 N8 q2 n2 W0 J
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;, n2 U( \. J* U$ D8 R
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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3 L# V7 \/ O9 l3 ^' ?) vBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;$ c; t! }8 J$ R8 q: R; n* M
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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