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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;+ g/ d3 o* h5 D: M: F- q% D# q
# m \6 I" S% Y2 F9 f: gAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;3 W! P5 f @' R) u2 z1 h W
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;1 ~% @- u/ H5 W6 b, }
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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# U1 y4 L% G7 IWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;5 }# j" B2 l$ Z/ k! @2 C$ ~
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;, r7 u( u$ N; J4 v3 F6 o v' t X
3 W" t- g- g+ e7 V7 `1 y0 GMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;5 M3 Q& M. ~* G- X
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;4 ?, i9 }& v9 ]" n. S, X! t1 X3 u( s6 @
5 H( Q w+ c4 e3 ^- tSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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. Y% e8 W3 q& U; j' N) \( b; NBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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& G/ X) X$ K+ {# b; W9 nYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.# q9 i) E5 F3 l% o0 q
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