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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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# F7 m, |' T K) B: z2 D$ Y ~All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;6 |4 R; o% U6 f+ c6 D! Q* K. M' X
5 c4 f d4 V1 P6 Q3 E. c+ xEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love; g/ G5 z; T: e! X# y9 ]! f# Y) j! `1 W
0 o' D0 G2 e, ?. ] ]& ^With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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/ d1 ?9 B' m7 w$ OGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;- s+ s8 }& g; e8 i! j3 X
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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" |& e7 m9 a/ qYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;3 r+ |! f$ L3 `8 y
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;: p/ o+ [: v- `- S" ]
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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3 |& \) h; q l. xSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;( Q0 N: Z: J/ G5 @/ I9 y
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.' e. J+ Z4 z; f, z% S
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Tonight, you belong only to me. |
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