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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;* t" n0 u% T* Y; G# n3 j7 I( w
- h+ R" T& D) @* g# H1 n. [2 rAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;# @/ W8 ^9 ]! H n7 a. f
3 y$ T) Z: W0 u6 F$ t2 BEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;% F9 T7 V/ b( i
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;! C# ^) w; U. R" `8 |" S
. i7 Z4 L. E4 k( H5 t- ]* nWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;6 w! e6 i; D ~) V" D
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;$ S x8 S8 s7 v
/ l8 d% G7 \+ q. f; S, h8 qThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;0 ^/ g9 C# _! c$ @$ Q% U
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;$ n1 }- e: u3 P3 }0 n$ X3 N
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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