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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;7 D( d; S: A! [' q8 I: r
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;4 u5 f2 A A1 m' x8 x4 P
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love; P6 b- ^8 ]/ e" N
1 h5 _% I0 w1 f; b# mThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;" A' ?# Z& M6 V! V$ a0 R
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;6 A- L0 Q8 n4 d; y4 x7 Z
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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! ~% P3 m. @7 U8 u/ X* }! N8 iSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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+ g1 [: y& G1 T, ^$ R- v2 r- p& u6 zSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.% Z) c& k8 \9 V& E
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