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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;; H# `+ |0 o, e5 q, Y
f1 d6 H( t( z2 ]# NEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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K, H; @ t9 E+ ]. Z% M' zI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;& u/ ]0 |4 W- n5 H
0 H1 ~: p5 b E, `, UWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;; V! y( j3 U/ c* p" A
( q# ]1 |6 t1 x- [# Z. w# DThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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3 w# s4 t. D+ e @( qMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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: r. G: b# k9 Z0 s* |0 sYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;. V" u) }, T6 ]% T! k$ {( |% X
# R2 c, R6 x9 I/ ~So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;. _$ h0 ~! `9 M* Y3 j1 j, [
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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- j z, g: O$ B& E1 l: JSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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