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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time; f* D" k2 c9 j0 B- F3 v6 g" A
! ]% Q9 a7 X" C q1 pAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;6 G1 Q0 ^' e1 \) _, h
( ^" L+ Q1 E- D. |% o5 ?I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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& e" [# T( j1 K$ o( r6 k0 YWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;1 t9 Q' y& g- U; @/ H
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;1 j' V9 W6 p9 _
9 @9 g0 Y: Y( t' D0 A6 MYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;2 g- X# G h* f+ d. E: c, E7 i1 F
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;8 q3 T5 e( C% B2 k# w
: N" h0 |: ]. N1 {" m2 QSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;$ f- `8 i: n# n0 g! f2 N5 w# {9 U
2 u& z; l% T% q; t$ @# U8 |# P3 l$ }But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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7 i; ?3 w8 y3 x/ l" ~9 iYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.: e! ?2 `; ~$ F2 N) E% V& V
; z( J3 @" o- B9 B* m: b oTonight, you belong only to me. |
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