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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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- K4 B; x! [0 R2 xAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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* |7 ^ N6 g; m4 N. c5 YEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;% Z& `# U6 m# x7 {
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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+ z+ U. X" ?* G2 cGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;+ C, s# I+ _5 {9 m5 A
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;8 \: | h$ _+ e
! H) j( f# G" K! w- nSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;3 _0 H# w" T2 @( O- o6 ~: Z
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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+ b' n- Z2 V" b) L0 e+ `. W& v" mYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.& b' C+ E1 Z; w. U3 N' Z3 u7 j6 ^% v- R7 P
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