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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;1 ^, L' p% ~ U* B! e& v p
$ j j4 I$ \( c( k$ E" ?All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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- V$ T; {. G6 n4 E2 lI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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" v; P" }3 G* W- I QWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out; T' j2 k* L* i- x+ ^
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;3 {* s+ K1 s' E- j0 |
" Z! F& ~) ^' `7 ]2 K! e7 KThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;( M7 M1 V4 B2 K: R. k
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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. I! b0 I+ R- b, F" MYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;+ O' `; }6 X @2 O* q, ?
/ p1 D/ B4 y8 N1 k4 YSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;; V5 R- J& A% {, O O5 R
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;' N& J+ P R0 O4 X1 X
: J* J4 _/ Y- `* i* ?0 \But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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B7 d: e" w9 s7 o4 L t; Q; C9 TYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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