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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;# q# N) y& A% F* Z) W
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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, K4 D# D: a! a4 N! p9 XWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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4 I0 J8 D8 K8 j( @Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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# U+ W3 f' Y+ _# i' j* r0 B; F8 [My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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: Z' _. C$ d( K6 I% D! KYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;4 E1 h3 R/ T" O" k* w$ W0 i! G
7 _5 S- ^$ H" k7 S, z8 L+ qSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;) @ Q( C; X' D( Y& \ r
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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2 F* r H. V/ g( Q% l, qSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;1 v9 g6 a9 k+ ~0 B/ C) g
" V0 @: U, J& q* c& @. P- `But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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. E6 W: `; k- F6 V- IYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.( D# m8 {* ~' x% l5 H8 m! ^
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