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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;, {6 u) o c: b) a
# s6 F. R* ^/ K. Z1 [1 ]% rI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;# Q3 u8 r& t3 p6 x
9 T9 J: z/ J! R' `0 fWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;' ^+ h% ?3 ^6 y3 y3 S7 |: l2 Q
3 c" R5 Q* U7 G4 { e: T: B9 WGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;' f3 s6 V; Q& \+ V& F/ G3 B$ M
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;; E8 \/ U2 s2 S* L1 k$ ^% d' ]% }! U
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;7 ~. t) U. @5 x) F% S8 F
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life; o& }- j) h8 e$ V2 Y8 `( o6 P
" @8 u; }# ]* USo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;6 q; T) z. G2 m' h' j3 g5 x
3 E2 f: ^$ `" @/ qBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;2 w' C/ r1 Q% _ y W
7 _/ \- n# L0 l( ?' j( XYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life., y3 v) A, S9 u
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