Farewell, my puppy love

craze

Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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' [5 ^$ L4 ]" HAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;

1 h9 m# Y1 N) WEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;

I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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/ K. `- G2 z$ M8 CWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude  to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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+ [* l. q( |+ J% E' x. GThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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* z' ^( N& A% F( r; k+ X2 yMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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  |) }0 Y4 e: aYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;

) {7 n' E, u: ?* ^. gSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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% O; \+ l0 D; [' v& R8 nSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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( P. ]8 S6 J  G. rBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;

7 c! D' q4 Z4 V; iYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid   picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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Tonight, you belong only to me.

shangguan

不好意思,这里是中国;请说中国话:386:

springzh

“I will treat you as old friend only.” Will you？
“So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life”
9 ~$ `0 i/ m" H# h! ~- kit‘s not God ，it's you who bless him.

springzh

The greatest thing you’ve ever learn is just to love and be loved in return......