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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;, o4 o% K- z; T I( W- P
( U8 p) P4 W( L( D& tAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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j- Y) i4 {: qWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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2 ?, m q* f3 z0 r# z/ F, ~Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;* Y; |4 o( b) W# M7 b0 _, m7 _) a+ ^
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;7 S4 F& d0 k4 a" l0 l, d
8 D8 I7 \$ ]+ _4 A2 pMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer; u# O$ j0 _9 N. e
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;4 c" N! f* I( `- Z
+ u/ I: u- u. ]2 a$ |So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;; B1 o8 ?/ W- H. i: |
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;6 E$ N1 q2 ?2 N) n* |7 B
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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. x" V( W+ q3 }# MBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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/ |7 d: a- [3 ^" zYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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