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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;2 Q) A( Y/ E! |8 g! N0 l/ Z
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;2 ?% S3 f) p/ `. p5 b+ p
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;/ g5 G& m$ k8 I, O+ k) h
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;% I* l5 T; J& K* G9 c9 a# a, M
) b/ b2 r& a" |: eThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;8 D: z/ ], ^1 ?. D0 h- Y0 Z
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;! f8 U+ F( T Z. W- O: f" g
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;+ j( b& A" d2 T. p) a
; O, O8 h1 q' v* |1 k: `1 q" f8 w3 KSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;( |. ~0 ?8 H" f. u% B9 I
9 E) f, j2 f+ `: rSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;7 `# d- Z) _ w( i& n8 `! G4 V
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;" a; L2 W2 E+ y/ k
% }; t; `7 }8 N" kBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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* D) a) p: z" m P' U* z$ m) PYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life." P7 q( G2 {# p0 s* U
6 m" b" q/ Q f* y4 m3 ZTonight, you belong only to me. |
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