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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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2 a; @* t: K K6 t8 ~* U' Y2 KAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;% Y E5 J. |' ?+ H- ] Y8 x! d
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;$ z- j7 E! s. @9 m, N7 t$ L
( t! A$ e! o1 F; M8 J2 v. hI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;, X6 C) v! p, ^* v3 {
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;8 I4 R6 w$ ^* \
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;1 U% O+ ]- ^$ I+ l% C
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;! \/ i: Z# {+ S% k
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;/ l# ?; x' [! D1 E/ A
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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% Z" o* r2 `3 A% Y5 LSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;) c2 x- s4 j; ?& r I* B
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;7 P; ]& r5 M. p! \+ Q8 X; d& W
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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8 [6 w8 h' T/ `) v0 U; `% s9 _3 z& ?Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.3 W$ I% L8 g" I6 b* Y) u* t: I9 L
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