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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;: Q* c% e9 A8 e7 Q" ]( e3 J% \
4 \. s/ T9 \# Q, ?' u& aAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;9 |0 Y0 I! [ V9 S9 M
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;: T, z* {7 X, S1 a
" n+ `' ^. H9 kI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;/ j3 U* @6 e6 e4 T, g4 H1 b
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;3 ~2 o E: @9 S0 P: w; R) O
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;8 e# I7 c, l& w4 ~6 a1 n
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;* Y+ X9 H+ ]" g- \$ O0 E# }9 g
. ^, l. ?; {+ C& P" E! x+ ~- c+ uSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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" g; m& a' F$ `+ c/ RSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;. B/ u6 Y0 _2 K: J
$ b8 c# A& e+ n- {/ C; ]! Z8 QSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;6 g- h8 U! b: H+ {
5 G) Y8 \# z `9 g& |But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.1 z1 j! |+ q! `; P
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