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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;: v% q! T) F, c) C! I N" N5 d
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;6 e! w W& D; N9 `6 R2 {
( ^9 x- w" Q7 d2 H2 D& uEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;/ v* {' K8 O# T! p5 n' B
( y& I3 h, V" s6 |I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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! r+ D m' V* q6 Y$ @+ X( h7 \With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;7 q& \4 y! _5 H4 [; r+ Z' W/ p
, G, l! u. V% {8 T P" uGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;; z" R" X* v% i$ K* E/ C6 }8 B" }
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;: h% N" E% x$ \: ?1 U+ M& u, W# }0 [
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;4 D, e) a* y$ z3 U2 F
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;0 r0 b( @- u+ ~. T/ q
2 p9 C7 {; R7 _+ MSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;5 R7 C( J; k8 I8 k5 W7 B3 R
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;$ p- R2 f j8 b) x$ x7 c/ W
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;) C" i/ w0 i. ?7 H0 |6 F7 Z
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.( x$ k0 B' [& O1 u* [4 w6 p, Q
, y, j- e( T1 d8 G Z. e5 T! ]3 z1 d' KTonight, you belong only to me. |
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