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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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& l( A7 @4 y7 M; ?& {1 rI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;2 Q$ g+ m+ C% r9 `! p4 W5 x
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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8 T9 u% b; V5 {, p( F. ?" QGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;! z `4 o( U6 `6 l( }$ D
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;0 D0 c4 Z$ Q4 ?8 z, J
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;* P+ M! q) z" g
3 B3 ^' G& p f- q+ T. H' s+ ASo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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$ B Q5 u% T7 `But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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: z' t5 @$ k' H* ?% H$ p- t, ?Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.: X, u6 j' d& U8 B# s
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