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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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/ ~ v) h5 v/ d* F: Q& VAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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9 f' H$ E& ?/ F9 i2 ~8 J% ~0 TEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;0 n, d9 _. L8 S- g! K8 Q
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;9 j7 k; C3 I- X( H
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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4 n, G$ Q0 ?' UMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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% p' H+ B, l6 w s3 D' h- Y7 A: o E: TYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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- Y0 Y. s% N" ZSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;& J3 f' J/ E. X: k$ q- B1 f3 n
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;( D4 e& W3 H1 B" f- `4 J
! ]% ^/ K+ U, ~: O6 f) Z1 v: ?So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;# w5 J3 T1 x; R( u( i4 F$ n
3 T" _2 |# U7 [! X7 x7 aBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.( o. |( q A' C) Y1 \# `
% T; M4 k* E* D, |1 _) |1 H& ^ s) UTonight, you belong only to me. |
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