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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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0 N& R% y+ P* z# AAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;' G) g% r2 o& d& w0 O( Q/ c
* O3 B; O6 X% W8 {+ N0 z9 MEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;6 C% X5 g7 h. ~2 ? \
& h# c3 S+ f) s8 a3 DWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;7 t% v7 P& v# t' k$ n
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;3 @- |1 t! G+ G, X0 M! z8 ]' w
+ i( g) f* A7 h5 x, o _' l" C- S Z! KYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;8 I, f: z- B9 Y
( p6 j+ O4 X' V; s7 r2 Z3 @8 MSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only; K1 e6 I' e# g& \+ d4 v) A6 j0 K s
3 x$ O. h2 q: s4 G/ d0 j% ^But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.# J5 @4 S1 ^7 r( ^6 [
! y( J3 i3 Z9 B8 W6 X2 i" q jTonight, you belong only to me. |
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