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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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1 E8 E7 i. o: O; S, @5 m' }All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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: g5 @+ {. M1 a; K, P% hEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;, o7 o. K/ B6 |) ?% `
+ i' B% y+ x& Z2 V3 m P: D$ QGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;1 O" ?2 X* d$ A9 ^
( K, z3 Z4 K5 B# j# YThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;% W U% E1 X0 e& y/ B
4 ^7 N) e6 b" BMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;' m0 \- Y& r/ u" J
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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) X- }% m2 \7 E6 v/ y2 bSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;* H1 q$ }. Q: L' Y* ^" R
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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' H3 h, _0 a5 B6 c9 DSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;7 m9 s6 j: t* c+ y3 k- \
& h# q2 i f9 u5 S8 N4 HYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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