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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;! S5 |2 p7 X' Y* m
+ ~) C3 N" q+ c) MAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;; V! f7 i7 J/ z" Y! z2 U9 N
& n V' Y. U; `9 J0 s1 | ]I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;" G& u8 h+ y4 r8 [, o
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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% a/ E6 C, d1 z. z) m+ T! `2 v1 sThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;8 I9 a7 i% d* k
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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# k3 X2 R! w. D3 G: I) GSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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3 }# X" u a: B, z3 `+ oSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;( m( j1 ^! ]+ S3 e
8 s2 S6 u$ L1 tBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;+ m6 c9 Y( k7 S' x% w" X, L$ c! ?8 ]
; A" W4 {& u, g- DYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.% i' Q% |# f W
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