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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;: a6 ?8 |: f" E- C
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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1 X( [0 D. \, w; j5 cEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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& B* j: u0 Y7 Q, A/ F! lI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;: C) u: o& K2 d2 s6 c$ ^ `- T
; N- L- e7 J, x! ~$ Q4 r( qGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;* n: r3 v3 v0 P: d* `
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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/ h4 c9 O' P8 r: i( kMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;; m5 k3 {6 d Z/ j( @2 c1 T
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;: e2 ]9 q! y: z' E, w
* ~" y( b1 z- c: U/ f- H% BSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;1 M; ^" d* [3 Z+ t9 W) j) j! Y& Y
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;% ?+ B# y7 I8 Y: B$ q& j
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;- p! w# R: C8 Q0 V
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;) V% E, v2 C8 p6 \, {( V; B- A
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.6 i' i2 K& s( ]( r1 }2 \
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