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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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p1 Y+ ~2 T3 [; X4 bEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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& z0 t, [0 L; | C8 w8 SWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;* f4 K, o$ X; K+ _
# J! o+ d( F( ~$ m7 O' e; r; wThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else; Z$ X5 h* h' g& R0 k# W# Z0 }
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;! i9 N" n, ?" [* E2 [; V% W
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;% w' _: d( m$ K9 T- B' K$ T
- y1 A/ }! o( S& ?( H0 W& pSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;* _) b! o; ]! r
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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% R5 e. y8 a% l0 h2 J! h* nSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;! U, N5 V; ?* J( m6 G
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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$ {+ W- [8 h% _6 X/ O8 XTonight, you belong only to me. |
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