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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;# T* [% ~' \: Q% c
/ l# d+ o' r$ b: ~+ ^/ j! yEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;' |8 d: i. h0 m! }
4 |* o: U6 f0 gI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;; E$ l; y3 _1 ~
; i+ f. l8 O6 w! A. K, ^, GThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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+ t7 j5 v+ p, `. c# j5 RMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;3 V! M/ { k6 {2 E3 o
% @) ^6 G! i2 T( N! ~You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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0 d/ m2 @" b2 P" x5 {: { ySo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;! _; }' N! V2 C! E X2 @
7 ^, z- P4 ~' A% m0 x2 z, `So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;: a9 G* U4 p4 b/ [$ @
. F" x3 M9 @5 E* @So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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0 K4 ^! U& Q, E* oBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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6 k- @$ x7 n, C( C; _ k9 \Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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: }7 a* `3 V. }- j: Y' _6 P5 PTonight, you belong only to me. |
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