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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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3 K5 u( x N1 H( fAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;. W! B/ L* p7 D8 Y, \9 E' k& T% u' ?
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;0 L2 [, C! {8 u& A: `
$ [% I! @" V7 o! ZGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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6 @2 j$ W' u9 e4 |My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;6 q; O" r# y% H
1 e( K x6 G. ]7 b! Z0 u; { h, sYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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4 G0 Q2 I* V6 C# k, NSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;: \0 ~# c9 u. ^1 x- T! I
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;3 T, d( i8 N' I& [3 L0 L
7 d8 _9 N; {& p! H% \# mSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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$ C/ D8 v5 f! O# bBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;! G/ ]+ Z" {4 r6 O# `
# { v! t; m3 M' PYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life." e% s) I6 w' I8 N" F8 Q. x
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