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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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, w; x$ W$ C$ S2 _$ J3 vAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;# A! h. l5 l$ l8 R6 d2 B
1 O1 L; k5 k7 fWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;, M$ ?7 j% u5 Z9 F4 d7 P' D
; \" G0 ]. j( p9 ]& T" M8 x" Q, WGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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/ B+ r n+ _! c# gThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;" \& p% C2 S/ G- H
; ?6 c9 e( W# P V* K9 bMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;' M [2 [; `# o
5 c/ u3 y: k9 } |) FYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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4 A/ m* p% m; ~% nSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;- C1 Z T/ o7 C' d- X5 H% }/ _
. q' x9 N( r+ }2 ^5 l3 }' D; ySo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;- H/ Q4 {; x; K9 K2 R
/ i( M" r$ C6 Q5 uSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;4 D0 a) V D/ }3 J
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.5 d( D0 P. \6 X: \; R7 s
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