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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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) D' z9 D2 z1 o, `* ZAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;, _: _" H" F. v4 t
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;2 C: o2 M4 I; w9 J* `+ B$ R, \9 w& y
& k# a; f" V& ^5 _' PWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;- u( l4 b- R3 k
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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, h2 r5 o$ D3 |Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;( @; @! f3 }6 \* x
3 s4 M$ }/ ], y/ N! N1 fMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;$ J' y7 b0 i' c
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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0 j+ u' N3 j& e, |* u! k1 iSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;- F. t: J) Q9 a d" Z, ~: _/ H! B; d
: s# A( C% w# BSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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$ G+ W& ]9 o! R& l6 tSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;: h$ c! q8 U8 P! z7 K
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;7 |- g, S7 K+ C9 ?
4 W; J3 `% @7 e4 q" K' N. WYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.2 l* e) C1 D9 f, H$ ^% t
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