Farewell, my puppy love

craze

Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;

( C  }  a6 w7 t1 t0 S4 `9 T4 GAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;

Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;

% P, U4 |4 ]; N3 i/ p: M8 h" u) dI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;

With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude  to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;

. r/ M' W# a8 E+ P9 k5 a4 rThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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7 a1 B2 U* k$ S5 \( }) O7 `My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;

You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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: j9 F8 B* C3 P- QSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;

: w4 ~. N5 g+ G& u2 y6 s$ ]6 QSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;

So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;

But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid   picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.

2 @7 M9 s( U3 H0 y7 r/ fTonight, you belong only to me.

shangguan

不好意思,这里是中国;请说中国话:386:

springzh

“I will treat you as old friend only.” Will you？
“So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life”
it‘s not God ，it's you who bless him.

springzh

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  W5 \1 K9 @+ |) ]" Z3 g7 ]The greatest thing you’ve ever learn is just to love and be loved in return......