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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;) u X/ e! ], y# s4 f* y: f
4 S3 I, l1 g$ n& t, l" C$ OAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;- T. c. U* M5 M5 X8 p
) d: N! _' G/ e: q8 Y$ W/ Y7 Z0 G7 ^; PEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;* Y1 x& G6 i( L, S% Q4 e) l
; h0 V4 b6 [& b2 y" SI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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& P/ e* N% V" vWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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3 V+ v/ i( e J2 J' ~* |, qGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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) |: v8 f3 D6 i' N, GThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;6 Q4 ]2 i: g& o0 n' G
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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1 f2 P: y" U; V! nSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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% l/ m# x) e4 v( \. v- k3 yBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life. B; g1 t* @$ o) m
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