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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;0 Q4 V B/ I4 s, I
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;! G. h& _' R5 r" C
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;2 c+ @% S3 ] D3 b7 T
0 u1 L! m0 s7 II guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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, d2 _, Y/ u, U# }7 ^With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;, z3 y, C k8 Y, i2 l9 J ~
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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) J( p" v/ e1 n& V' b2 }, ]; z aYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;2 K+ T' G8 G: S& m, `% a( }
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;+ y% E$ f. | y b' ~5 _, e
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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