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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;* Z6 A x+ @7 y# o+ t
8 B, i k4 [5 O' T9 b0 {" Q+ rEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;3 S; ~) u; ]( v8 R. T& @' L
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;2 z& L) H, X V8 R( W5 _
- d: k! l/ b" S. @# O7 H" F& ~With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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) `( H/ `! `. K7 k- RGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;& V9 z# t; C, K$ g
( w8 Q0 `, ]% v8 h, X; ]Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;5 ]! y3 J1 u) p( }! ]
/ I0 ?" L. W r! vMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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% _7 c; H' T2 h! }: c) o* _, \So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;5 ^8 x* \! {5 M' p R
! l; w, q& d U$ |- |So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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