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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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9 A( V5 Z/ G HAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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1 k/ y2 a9 q2 E: k- A' hEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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. T' }6 q% l. G7 g$ hI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;; r a6 J* ] c. C2 ~
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;2 N8 @5 Q5 o3 n4 ]9 B, ^2 O f ?
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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; J4 s8 Q& j* F+ z. V( m$ o& WMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;; O" r \" c. P) a2 n( E @# q6 l
5 H8 f7 z) A+ i) m3 t: D' ]You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;. ?" A# d; y& _
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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+ z" J8 Z0 `/ `& u- DSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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9 a/ h: [6 J/ Q0 E6 b& uBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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" @: a! L; D' D6 L6 L: vYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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