Farewell, my puppy love

craze

Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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# o* m9 q+ x: \3 L4 v9 M) o- }All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;

Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;

6 A& d& g) ^( h, XI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;

/ r# \( g" \  w" k0 rWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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4 s( t1 h! U& a/ U/ @2 H/ j2 GGratitude  to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;

' O; g/ E1 X# \/ _  ~$ t$ KMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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& y( r& Q" j" `: v% }& j: e6 kSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;

  V9 E; ~( Q# e+ \7 b8 l- ISo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;

So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;

But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;

Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid   picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.

Tonight, you belong only to me.

shangguan

不好意思,这里是中国;请说中国话:386:

springzh

“I will treat you as old friend only.” Will you？
' W4 {1 V' L, b4 s! j! i, X, N: n“So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life”
it‘s not God ，it's you who bless him.

springzh

The greatest thing you’ve ever learn is just to love and be loved in return......