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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;$ o! \: ?. ]! I+ i
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;. L) a7 G4 a3 N, W& C
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;- c/ f+ X. v# ?$ w1 r/ H/ J; w
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;' J: H. ]$ ~0 L9 ]
1 B+ f, G0 x) L) \With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;0 x: O" T6 D6 h5 A% ]0 T6 v, \
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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1 c. v3 |0 {) QYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;" k9 o- n5 @" V
9 v' d3 C \+ E8 JSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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g5 S) p/ p% w- V2 q0 D0 G" zSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;1 N: Q( Y% O$ J w/ Z1 N3 |; y
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;, c; T2 \9 V: J9 q9 ~ f
$ [' A0 p- [' V4 Q2 d5 R# JBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;8 \" _' o- `8 ~. ^: N* b* S0 @1 k
: _1 Q% R6 B# i2 E1 D3 |Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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