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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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9 c) J0 l3 {4 t% {7 MAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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/ F' I7 ?6 M I+ b7 `# ]Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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( M7 S: s+ y& s$ gI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;) T2 n, j$ A* m) q# u
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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/ c" a' v: |0 V5 R* w+ vMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;* t) Z$ D* n- G$ ]* x0 m7 j! B7 `* b
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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* @. D. q, r) G, o `So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;- ^7 s- H0 g5 Z
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;' ?! T# p6 g6 M y5 R: u
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.! ?2 ~, v. \+ w* w# S
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