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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;7 a0 @! P5 t) Z4 _" w
% a) M# G/ @% H j% h4 n8 nEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;2 Q$ \/ R3 }( o9 m7 h$ O, W
1 w6 }4 A! U+ t+ @I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;9 [( D9 E0 F, U" `) x- K% ?, s
% j6 S* |9 _& ~With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;6 [8 c1 B2 J/ G5 ^+ p$ m+ C# r
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;! E8 T1 b) R/ Y: T( s
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;5 g; H m3 U% _4 N2 d- _
6 ]! v2 {3 V( ^! HMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;) U5 } ~3 h8 \( p6 x8 ~+ h
7 n( f( Y3 F3 a" p( i5 YYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;" n, s- o8 s' o7 T9 O* b6 a
( O6 T! Q4 K6 F. GSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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- L+ u' r. S! M9 `; J) c3 ASo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;( r6 m3 c+ `1 j" |9 ]2 b
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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1 a5 C4 g6 [1 T8 M! \+ BBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.( P5 J6 C2 W+ C( Y
! M3 O4 I4 u$ s9 GTonight, you belong only to me. |
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