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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;# L' Q4 B7 K7 E$ ~; p
8 a* [ ]4 ^+ s( `! E& oAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;( n: w; h6 s/ n) y* u$ ^
: @6 N" ~. F0 o" C) M. m1 `2 iEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love; | _& E B2 T3 r0 {8 \* R
& n/ n/ @3 C" l! q' C/ L: ]- GWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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9 `" _) |! ^$ t; rGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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% v; w0 v% O/ ?0 h% BSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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7 w6 o1 M L* M2 U p: ^/ PSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;: s: a" G3 `; _; |! l! q
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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Tonight, you belong only to me. |
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