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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;( ?. s0 l n: d+ o6 J8 ?; Y4 p
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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# B$ Q; G& b o" d5 mI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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8 |; t% G6 G7 r& o$ w8 r: T" uWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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- d' z/ Z6 v {$ e( d7 S! A7 BGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;- X1 {& ~( O! I2 N8 O$ X, o
9 w# A+ z% E% iThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;! }7 B% f2 R' a }/ C
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;% m9 a4 [% D! C3 z$ _9 x
, `. w* Y' H0 y" w1 ? p8 _So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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: }7 J/ `, P: {So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;9 ^- g. S, Y! b2 N
: p7 R* [- |) \( ^5 EYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.8 S) T7 n: w: u3 l& b3 e1 R0 P2 ~
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