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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;; G3 e5 g. J4 h2 v8 g
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;9 G; C. _" ^9 e* P& U m: E: c
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;5 ~) t& ]% f$ J; _" E1 ?
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;$ T: ^! } x2 _4 l2 n5 I4 u2 H' C
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;+ `3 \7 W4 X" ^5 x: |3 A3 ^- X
" O j& R1 K! b- z% r/ }! zMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;. ^6 `: L3 _# h& K& I
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;3 ]4 S1 z; W# g; O; K- Z
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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" P- M# i6 ]& W; dSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life; j- W& l' {- b9 Q
% h0 l; d) n. k, O, i/ ESo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only; ?; B3 C* l! n+ n4 d; d' _0 r
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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Tonight, you belong only to me. |
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