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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time; Y0 z, B, Q6 Q/ S1 v7 n1 |7 r/ R
3 p, R# \/ u V, b( a7 W6 ~" wAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;2 p s. v* `# x% Q9 C
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;: `1 Y% [4 N# W
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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2 y7 n) U# a P* p. v zGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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" L) \) f/ p$ ~9 R% GThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;% @+ E+ q a1 I* V, Q6 P' m8 U5 x/ Y
% u4 D: G2 S) n, y0 c0 t$ B& ?' lMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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- X% B. U2 E/ ]! } BYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;& Q7 ^3 R! v. v+ b! U, U5 i( o
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;) k8 v, L1 M1 T0 I1 O
- _- B( V2 F5 s, F7 gSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;1 g2 N* a* c' S5 ]
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;. {3 E, @' [0 ]0 D$ R
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;/ S2 ]% ^& } Z9 G- p d
( V: V) O8 @! w: _# n6 xYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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