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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;/ \2 K( W8 n5 S( U" P; \% P
0 E/ S6 M3 P+ d5 mI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out; [: M' A% z9 m2 g7 [4 [
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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% O# P! ?! q, y) u9 e' A5 \9 hThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;* M# u" E, [! S" Y, }: Z
$ K# `" u1 ^8 z* ]. c3 H QMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;* T6 W( i; i! q. X6 J' F8 x
, [" m0 {8 O& [$ a+ pSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life; [ M5 Q U; ~' ?) | @! k
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;% ]& ]& ?% Q w, ~' \/ b" B
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;: ]- L& R$ E% f: O6 [
5 s4 |$ J6 V M" Z+ G3 q0 NYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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