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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;4 ]; O2 `" |8 F9 N/ V
! f7 l9 A! J: e! b; |9 Z# L8 `* @- V* yAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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/ l8 {% G! D( x5 ZEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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% x0 f2 ~, l! M5 k% ?9 ~I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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7 @6 y5 V4 p2 c1 lWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;, x0 U0 t! a; u6 ^: P
$ K5 n$ v, S; CGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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7 i4 j, i" [( w4 N1 ^* fThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;* k+ U+ m' R/ X
( @- ~, v1 t0 l! PYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;* M) _7 n. L" R9 I) o) E
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;3 {, W& D# F* Z3 s
0 Z( S8 c$ @4 A7 A$ N% HSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;5 E* ^4 D) J$ O! d, F3 J% d, z
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;* F5 z9 t/ q% W+ A
. ]; E c! b% J! CYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.$ t! U" W/ Q, g5 V
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