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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;. \4 \4 U0 i- m: I
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;6 a4 o6 ^7 ^8 b; d( s1 j7 N6 s2 m
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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. X, r% x8 q5 tThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;2 [2 N' Q8 D. W+ p B. a: U
$ }8 }/ ]- q; |My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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! R& S9 P5 E& G- h' W$ T; |You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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; D/ m: ~; \! \& x, r& iSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;% X3 J' D% }1 w. P3 p, r) r! u: g
% ]# y( X' S+ FSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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) q* O& o. G0 z% r& hSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;$ T0 u& K" X( O" m% @
9 Z1 M8 s6 w# V4 A- v: N9 dBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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