上海很繁华,有时又让人感到漂泊的感觉,在高楼之中,在人潮里让人感到自己特别渺小。 ) u A* B2 \0 o- D# w# X2 z2 A1 W
走的前一天,我去了外婆家,看了她老人家,还给了她一点钱,外婆特别高兴,但找女朋友的事没给我再提了。 5 r% g% j: s6 u# ]& X
临回美国的前一天,我和DAVID在外面和朋友们吃了饭,那天DAVID穿了一件黑色紧身的背心,牛仔短裤,一头长长的金发,真是帅呆了,大家很开心,饭后DAVID对我说: $ X- D0 f' P( K+ i7 D( U" c
“我希望你的朋友们喜欢我。” ! q( _& G' b/ L T0 t* w. L9 G* O
“他们喜欢你啊!”
* ^( ]9 O& Q3 q% t f2 r回到酒店,我给爸妈打了电话,我们相互寒暄了几句,我妈告诉我我姐姐明天会去送我,她会在浦东机场等我们。
6 e- h8 C& Y4 c! r" O& b放下电话,我一下感到很伤感,一个人靠在床上发呆,DAVID光着上身,走近我,我一下抱住他,把他楼在怀中。 2 @# c+ g. R& ^" D. S8 P
“我会失去你吗?”我问DAVID。 9 {9 e: @$ k, c$ L3 b! r" [
“no”
; K+ v9 q& ^9 H2 S+ j. X/ ~( B) b“I am sad and sentimental ”
) q8 b6 F5 J- L: x5 G# f( ~, e, {“ sentimental just means you think a lot about the past memories,
# q. M7 J, v# G/ J& i: y& |it doesnt mean you are sad, you can be sentimental AND happy, " s9 S9 ?2 c: v7 }( b1 ?8 Q/ t0 J
i hate it when people are always sad...it makes me want to be sad”DAVID一本正经地和我说:“you say you are not happy, you are sentimental?”
, X6 n; e! @; N( O; a5 _“yes baby ”
; q4 h: {! }: q5 v0 a& N/ Y7 I“but those are not opposite feelings, you can be both”
+ d5 X9 s. S' {# o“I am worrying about you might not love me any more in future ”我说。
# K. H7 ]+ `! p5 s7 u2 J“why do you worry about that? i do love you i just want you to be happy ,
9 R4 t6 z' A+ `# Odont be sad and serious all the time you need to laugh and have fun ,3 l6 s% n( h- o) Z8 H7 w( n- e( U
and love life, i worry that you might not love me anymore someday also ,! q) _4 h; R! g$ \" H3 I9 T
but i try not to think about it a lot, because you like me now ,
1 m! f, q. D8 G so we should enjoy it in the present time” 4 U6 `2 {6 k( `4 g9 t+ K5 W
“sometimes you think to much” DAVID 抱住我说:“just be like " wu wei" ,Tao-te Ching ,dont try to make things happen, just let them happen naturally ” v8 @/ e3 U- m* z0 N
“WHAT?道德经?”我笑起来了,用嘴堵住他的嘴,“我不想‘无为’,我想‘为’” 8 X& o# N! M- ?
我看见了他长满胸毛的结实胸膛,他穿着紧紧的白色内裤,露出两条毛茸茸的长腿,我抚摩着他结实的胸膛, 慢慢地除去了他的内裤,啊,又见到了他熟悉的身体!我吻过他的脖子,用牙齿轻轻咬他藏在胸毛里的乳头,他叹了一口气,我继续向下,吻到了他平坦的小腹,一口咬住他的JJ,一手去摸他的PP,用手指伸进他的菊花中。。。。那夜我们更多地是沉醉在亲吻里,他不停地吻着我,吮吸我,没有语言,亲吻就是我们最好的语言。
[9 c* W- Z6 R, ` 第二天,我们叫了辆TAXI去了机场,在那里见到了姐姐,姐姐拿出了点吃的,
7 L) O+ c1 R5 p& s “这是妈妈给你们做得早餐,有粥,还有蛋饼,面包 和酸奶,到美国后给我们来个电话,一路上小心。”
J, P5 |) p1 K 拿到这些吃的,感到很温暖,我给了姐姐一点钱,并托她给爸妈一点钱,送走了姐姐,
- T& o7 {9 s" R8 t/ t6 x8 \$ K我们等了不多久,登上了飞往美国的航班。 |